15
A Bitter Journey
ON New Yearâs Day the rector and Harold Shoosmith set out on a long journey.
Four letters and a telegram, with a prepaid answer, had all failed to elicit any reply from Nathaniel Pattenâs grandson. His address had been found with the help of many people, and it appeared that William Mulloy lived in a remote hamlet in Pembrokeshire.
âThe only thing to do,â Harold said, âis to call on the fellow and try to get some answer from him. Weâll stay the night somewhere. Itâs a longish drive and we may as well do it comfortably.â
After a few demurrings on the part of the conscientious rector, who had various meetings to rearrange in order to leave his parish for two days, the two men had decided that the first day of the New Year, which fell on a Friday, would suit them both admirably.
It had turned much colder. An easterly wind whipped the last few leaves from the hedges, and dried the puddles which had lain so long about Thrush Green. People went about their outdoor affairs with their coat collars turned up and their heads muffled in warm scarves. Gardeners found that digging in the cruel wind touched up forgotten rheumatism, and children began to complain of ear-ache. In Lulling the chemist displayed a choice selection of cough mixtures and throat lozenges. Winter, it seemed, was beginning in earnest.
The two men breakfasted very early, Harold Shoosmith in his warm kitchen on eggs and bacon, and the rector walking about his bleak house with a piece of bread and marmalade in his hand, as he did his simple packing. It had seemed selfish to expect his housekeeper to rise so early, and she had not suggested it. She wished him a pleasant journey before retiring for the night and said she would take the opportunity of washing the chair covers in his absence. With this small crumb of comfort the rector had to be content.
He felt rising excitement as he crossed Thrush Green from his gaunt vicarage to the corner house. The Reverend Charles Henstock had few pleasures, and an outing to Wales, albeit in January and in the teeth of a fierce easterly wind, was something to relish. It was still fairly dark, only a slight lightening of the sky in the east giving a hint of the coming dawn. One or two of the houses around the green showed a lighted window as early risers stumbled sleepily about their establishments.
The dignified old Daimler waited in the road outside Haroldâs gate. Its owner was busy wrapping chains in a piece of dingy blanket, and stowing them in the boot.
âJust in case we meet icy roads,â said Harold, in answer to the rectorâs query, and Charles Henstock marvelled at such wise foresight.
The car was warm and comfortable. After talking for the first few miles the two settled down into companionable silence, and the rector found himself nodding into a doze. He was happy and relaxed, pleased to be with such a good friend, and relieved to leave Thrush Green and its cares behind him for two days. He slumbered peacefully as the car rolled steadily westward.
Harold Shoosmith was glad to see him at rest. Nothing had come of the protest at the Fur and Feather Whist Drive, and it had been generally decided to press on with the arrangements for the memorial. But the rector had worried about it considerably, Harold Shoosmith knew. To his mind, the rector had a pretty thin time of it, and if he himself had ever been saddled with the sort of housekeeper Charles endured he would have sent her packing in double-quick time, he told himself. There were some men who were born to be married, and who were but half-men without the comfort of married estate. The good rector, he realised, was one of them, and he fell to speculating about a possible match for his unconscious friend. It would seem, as he reviewed the charms of the unattached ladies of distant Thrush Green, that the rectorâs chances were slight, thought Harold unchivalrously.
He braked suddenly to avoid a swerving cyclist and his companion woke with a start.
âGood heavens! I must have dropped off,â exclaimed the rector, passing a hand over his chubby face as if to brush away the veils of illicit sleep. âWhere are we?â
âJust running into Evesham,â replied Harold. âYou finish your kip.â
âNo, no indeed,â protested the rector, yawning widely. âIâm not in the least tired.â
He straightened himself and watched the neat bare orchards roll by. The sky above was an ominous dark grey and a wicked wind caught the side of the car now and again, making it shudder off its course. By the time they reached Hereford heavy rain, pitilessly cold, swept the streets, and here they stopped for lunch.
âA real beast of a day,â commented Harold, as they waited for their mutton chops. Through the window of the hotel they watched the rain spinning like silver coins on the black shiny road. âBut as long as it rains it wonât snow,â he continued. âIâve a feeling weâll see plenty of that later on this winter.â
âIâm no weather prophet,â confessed Charles Henstock, âbut Piggott says weâre in for several weeks of it. I hope heâs wrong.â
âPiggottâs a gloomy ass,â said Harold. âNever so happy as when heâs miserable, as they say. I shouldnât take his prognostications too seriously.â
âHeâs often right about the weather though,â said the rector, rubbing his cold hands. He held them to the meagre warmth of the one-bar electric fire with which the hotel hospitably welcomed its visitors to a lofty dark dining-room of tomb-like chill. Three paper roses in a tall glass vase, one pink, one red and one yellow, decorated each table, standing squarely in the middle of the frosty white tablecloth.
âMake the most of the place, donât they?â commented Harold ironically, surveying the scene.
âIt looks very clean,â ventured the rector charitably, and indeed, used as he was to bleak surroundings, his present circumstances seemed comparatively cosy.
Luckily, the soup was hot and the mutton chops succulent, and the two friends continued on their journey much refreshed. Soon they were among the dark Welsh mountains, whose majesty was veiled in curtains of rain.
âWe shouldnât have much trouble in finding a room tonight,â said Harold, driving through a water splash that covered the windscreen momentary. âThere wonât be many people out in this lot.â
âI hope Piggott will keep the stoves well stoked,â said the rector, his thoughts turning again to Thrush Green. âItâs choir practice tonight, and there are so many colds about.â
âWhatâs a cold here and there?â asked Harold robustly, stopping at a level crossing.
âI always think my poor wife died of a neglected cold,â mused the rector, as though to himself.
âIâm sorry,â said Harold, chiding himself. There was silence in the car. In the distance a faint whistle told of the approach of the train. âYou must miss her very much,â went on Harold, trying to make amends.
The rattling of the train across their path prevented any response. The great gates were swung back by a fat little Welshman with a wet coat draped over his head and shoulders and the car moved over the rails to continue its journey.
âI miss her more than I can say,â said the rector at last. He looked sadly at the road before him, but his friend had the impression that he was glad to talk of this matter which he had kept to himself for so long. He made a sympathetic noise, but no verbal comment.
âItâs a strange thing,â continued the rector, âthat one doesnât remember how the dead looked during the last months of their life. When I think of Helen it is always as a young woman.â
His voice grew more animated.
âShe was so gay. She sang, you know, about the house. And she made it so cheerful with flowers and fires. We had a little cat too, but Mrs Butler doesnât like animals, and when it died I thought it best not to get a kitten.â His voice died away, and they drove for almost a mile before he spoke again.
âSomehow the house too seems dead now,â he added, almost apologetically.
âIf you donât mind my saying so,â said Harold, âyouâd be better off without that housekeeper of yours.â
âMrs Butler?â asked the rector, astonished. âI really think she does her best for me. Why, sheâs even taking the opportunity of washing the chair covers in my absence.â
âThatâs as may be,â said Harold stubbornly. âShe does a bit, I dare say, but she could do a lot more. You never have a decent fire, for one thing, and itâs my belief she skimps on the cooking.â
Such plain speaking rendered the rector temporarily dumb. But on turning over the words in his mind, he admitted to himself that there was a great deal of truth in them.
âBut what can I do?â asked the rector pathetically. âIf I complain, sheâll go, and it really is an appalling job to get anyone else suitable. I shudder when I think of some of the applicants I interviewed. There was the young woman with pink hairââ He stopped, arrested by the memory.
âDonât I know,â sympathised Harold. âIâve had it too, donât forget. Enough to make me think of marrying, it was at times,â he said lightly. âAnd Iâm not a marrying man, I fear.â
The words were said so cheerfully and in such a matter-of-fact tone that their full impact did not dawn on the rector for some minutes. But later he was surprised at the warm glow of delight that suffused him. Could it be possible that his friend had no matrimonial designs upon any one of the ladies of Thrush Green whose hearts he had so pleasurably fluttered since his advent?
âSome are the marrying sort, and some not,â continued Harold, looking at three small children fighting in a village street. âFrankly, I would say that you are.â
âI think you may be right,â agreed the rector, in a small voice. âBut Iâve very little to offer a woman.â
âDonât come that modest-martyr stuff over me,â implored Harold. âYou think about it. Thatâs my advice. And think about sacking Mrs Butler too, or at least tell her to pull her socks up.â
âI really donât think Iâm equal to it,â confessed the rector. But whether he was referring to his hopes of matrimony, or the dismissal of his housekeeper, no one could say.
They stayed the night in a small Pembrokeshire town within a few miles of their quarry.
âHow did you sleep?â asked the rector, at breakfast the next morning.
âApart from some Welsh-speaking plumbing that was woven around the room, I heard nothing at all,â said Harold. âI feel ready for the hunt. One thing, the rainâs stopped.â
It was true, but the sky still had a steely greyness about it, which boded no good, and the wind still blew evilly from the east. The dining-room, however, was a little more comfortable than the one in which they had lunched, and two electric bars warmed a smaller room, there was a modest carpet and a real fern on an intricately carved stand in the window. Two moth-eaten heads of deer graced the wall above the marble mantelpiece, and the rector, who abhorred blood sports, averted his gaze from the glassy eyes above him.
By ten oâclock they were approaching the little hamlet where they hoped to find William Mulloy. The rector looked forward to the meeting with interest, but Harold Shoosmith felt considerable excitement at the thought of coming face to face with the grandson of the man he had esteemed for so long. Would there be any facial resemblance, he wondered, as the Daimler threaded its way in a gingerly manner down a narrow rough lane? He had been looking out ancient photographs and the copy of a portrait of Nathaniel for the proposed sculptorâs benefit, and he had become very fond of the plump Pickwickian countenance of the good old missionary.
âWe should be there,â observed the rector, looking about him. âWeâve taken the left-hand fork and gone about a quarter of a mile. Now, where is the pair of cottages?â
They stopped the car, studying the rough sketch map that the waiter at the hotel had given them. The bare fields stretched away on each side, and from the tussocky bank near by a thrush whistled, surveying them with a bright inquisitive eye.
A small girl with a very dirty face appeared suddenly in the lane. She was carrying an empty milk bottle.
âCould you tell us where Mr William Mulloy lives?â asked Harold politely.
âBehind the trees,â answered the child, in a sweet sing-song, nodding to a clump near by. Now that their attention was directed there, the two men saw a wisp of smoke rising from a hidden chimney.
âThank you very much,â said Harold, preparing to get out of the car. The child smiled and continued her journey towards the larger road, still clutching the milk bottle.
âI suppose the milkman leaves milk at the top of the lane,â said the rector, genuinely interested in these domestic arrangements. âThis lane must peter out eventually. What a deserted sort of place.â
They collected the few papers about the proposed memorial from the back of the car and made their way on foot to the cottage. It was one of a pair, both ramshackle in appearance, with every window tightly closed. Harold knocked at the front door with some difficulty, for the knocker was rusty and was stiffly encrusted with ancient paint.
There was a sound of footsteps, then a bolt was drawn back, and a struggle began within to tug the door from its fast-clinging frame. At last a breathless voice called to them:
âStep round to the back, will you? The doorâs stuck.â
Obediently the two men traversed a narrow concrete path which skirted the house so closely that Harold had difficulty in remaining upon it.
At the back door waited a small pale woman with hollow cheeks. She wore an overall and a pair of fawn carpet slippers.
âAre you from the insurance?â she asked. She spoke with a strong Welsh accent and looked alarmed.
âIndeed, no,â said Harold reassuringly.
âWeâre looking for Mr Mulloy,â said the rector gently. âAre you, by any chance, Mrs Mulloy?â
âWell yes,â said the woman doubtfully. âIn a manner of speaking, I am.â
âThatâs splendid,â said Harold heartily. âWe wondered if your husband could spare us a few minutes.â
âHeâs not here,â said the woman, and for a moment it looked as though she were about to shut the door.
âNow pleaseââ began Harold in an authoritative voice, but the rector motioned him to keep silence, and spoke instead. His experienced eye had noticed the sudden pain which had caused the woman to draw in her breath sharply.
âWe wonât bother you for more than a moment,â he assured her gently, putting a plump hand on her thin arm. She looked at him and gave a small smile. The rector noticed that she had very few teeth,...