1. Introduction: The Road to Damascus
Why include a chapter on epiphanic moral conversions in a volume with self-transcendence as a major theme? As a neo-Aristotelian, I worry that many current virtue-based theories of the good life, including neo-Aristotelian ones, fail to account for human beingsâ deep-seated orientation or urgeâsometimes referred to as âa transcendent urgeâ (Cottingham, 2012)âtowards extraordinary, idealized experiences of the true, good, and beautiful. This urge is revealed, inter alia, in the inter-human aesthetic impulse and a strong drive towards some sort of spirituality. In a 2000 survey conducted in that pretty secular country, the United Kingdom, 75% of respondents claimed to be âaware of a spiritual dimension to their existenceâ (cited in Evans, 2017, p. 6). One could even argue that the desire for getting high on drugsâespecially psychedelic drugsâhas the same psychological or biological provenance (Evans, 2017). Sensuous affinity for the landscapes and life-forms of the world, as well as their representation in art, and awe before the immensity of the universe are examples of the sought-after experiences. Incorporating these considerations into his (naturalistic) account, Flanagan describes the good life in terms of a complex âpsycho-poetic performanceâ (2007, pp. 16, 187). In contrast, despite his profound interest in the moral value of poetry, Aristotle did not see art as satisfying a transcendent urge (see further in KristjĂĄnsson, 2016).
The entry point of this chapter is the assumption that lack of engagement with the transcendent urge as a facet of human existenceâor human nature, if you likeâexplains the conspicuous absence of the topic of epiphanic moral conversions from most current agendas in moral philosophy, moral psychology, and moral education. If broached at all by academics, such (alleged) conversions tend to meet with skepticism or outright denial. The eerie silence and lingering skepticism are perhaps not unreasonable scholarly responses. As we see in Section 2, there are various good reasonsâlogical, psychological, and developmentalâfor questioning the legitimacy of this phenomenon, and the skeptics include some of the biggest names in the relevant fields, from Aristotle to Kohlberg. Yet, most ordinary people seem to have either heard of abrupt moral conversions in others or had such experiences themselves. When I ask my students every year about their own experiences, only a fewâbut always a fewâsay they have had a moral conversion, or at least experienced formative events of intense moral enlightening. A 2002 Gallup poll found 41% of Americans answering in the affirmative the question of whether they had ever had a âprofound religious experience or an awakening that changed the direction of their lifeâ (cited in Yaden & Newberg, 2015, p. 31). However, as this was a double-barreled question, we do not know how many would have said yes to the latter part only: namely to the sort of experiences that interest me here.
The challenge facing this chapter is to make sense of such experiences while responding satisfactorily to the academic misgivings that cast doubt on them. My exploration will be unapologetically cross-disciplinary. The best way to understand this elusive topic is to shed light on it from many different academic lanterns: in philosophy, psychology, and education. My exploration will also, however, be apologetically eclectic and cursory. In default of a firm discursive tradition, the safest bet is to be inclusive at the beginning and to wade through the crests and troughs of as many sources as possible. Most of this chapter, therefore, assumes the form of a critical review.
On the road to Damascus, Saulâthe rabid persecutor of early Christiansâhad a divine revelation that had a profound effect on his life (Acts 9.3â7). Motivated by this âDamascus experience,â the sinner Saul turned into the apostle Paul through a religious conversion and a radical self-change of moral reform. World literature is also brimming with descriptions of epiphanic moral conversions, although we may obviously question the extent to which those mirror moral reality. To choose two examples almost at random, Dostoyevskyâs (2015) famous short story, âThe dream of a ridiculous man,â written in 1877, illustrates the life of a man obsessed from an early age with his own ridiculousness and the meaninglessness of his existence. Determined to end his life, and wandering outside at night with a revolver in his hand, the protagonist stumbles upon a desperate young girl of 8, wearing nothing but a wretched little dress, âcrying for her mammy.â Assuming that her mother must be lost or dying, he wants to help her, but the girl abandons him before he can carry out his intention. In the wake of this experience, however, the âridiculous manâ comes to the conclusion that his life is not so ridiculous after all; he is still a person with feelings rather than ânothingnessâ at the core of his being and an inner voice telling him to love others like himself. The story ends on a positive note with an observation about how he tracked down the little girlâand âshall go on and on.â
In an even shorter story by the Chinese writer Lu Xun (2005), âAn incident,â written in 1920, the protagonist is a world-weary, misanthropic traveler, being pulled towards his destination by a rickshaw man. The rickshaw accidentally hits an old woman in rags; she falls to the ground without being seriously injured. The traveler impatiently orders the driver to move on, but the latter disobeys and decides to help the old woman to a police station. In an act of contrition, the protagonist aspires to give money to the rickshaw man. Afterwards, however, the incident has a prolonged and profound effect on his life, âteaching me shame, urging me to reform, and giving me fresh courage and hope.â In sum, both stories convey the message of how a coincidental event can creative cognitive dissonance in people, strong enough to motivate them to change their overall moral outlooks in abrupt and radical ways, by envisaging horizons of moral goodness that were previously closed to them.
Social science seems to be lagging behind literature in illuminating morally reformative âDamascus events.â This is not to say that the topic has eluded all social scientific scrutiny; I discuss a number of salient sources in Section 3. However, the greatest attention paid to moral conversions in social science is in areas that are slightly peripheral to the interests of the present chapter. One is in the field of near-death studies, which is peripheral in terms of frequency. For obvious (and fortunate) reasons, very few people will ever have the experience of being at deathâs door and then returning from there unscathed. Moreover, some of the experiences described in this literature are somewhat airy-fairy and may cause brain hemorrhages in the analytically minded. The other area is that of religious conversions (Lonergan, 1990) and a sub-area of those, âcalling experiences,â studied extensively within the fields of psychology and sociology of religion (see e.g. Batson & Ventis, 1982; Yaden & Newberg, 2015). Research in this field rarely focuses specifically, however, on the change of moral beliefs or priorities. For present purposes, more enlightenment may be gained by turning the attention to philosophical research, both in the history of ideas and in the field of emotion studies. I tap those sources in Section 4.
In the field of education in general, and moral education in particular, the topic of epiphanic moral conversions is sometimes brought up in connection with a popular, if somewhat clichĂŠ-ridden, theme of a charismatic teacher who successfully challenges students to reform. Recall, for example, Jaime Escalante in the film Stand and Deliver, John Keating in Dead Poets Society, or Jean Brodie in The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie. Some âcharismaticâ teachers may be accused of a degree of superficiality, and the self-change they bring about in students may, similarly, turn out to be short-lived and superficial. Be that as it may, Escalante, Keating, and Brodie all seem to turn their studentsâ self-conceptions upside down in ways that are morally relevant (see further in KristjĂĄnsson, 2010, chap. 10). But what distinguishes the self-changing experiences depicted there from those of more ordinary (gradual/incremental) personal development and growth, and how can self-change of this kindâif neededâbe triggered through classroom interventions? I address the educational questions relating to moral conversions in Section 5.
I have already given readers an indication of the sort of roadmap that I propose to follow. Before I proceed further, however, let me clarify my methodological assumptions by listing the criteria I see as characterizing the phenomenon of epiphanic moral conversions and that I have used as guiding lights to identify the relevant literatures. I list these criteria here simply to narrow down the topic. There may be interesting psychological experiences that do not satisfy all these criteria but are still worthy of study. However, my present focus is on (alleged) experiences that satisfy all of them.
First, I take it that epiphanic conversions constitute abrupt, swift, or even catastrophic turning points (cf. MacLaughlin, 2008, chap. 1). William James made a distinction between gradual/incremental and sudden conversions (1958, pp. 152â153). The former are obviously the bread and butter of all moral development/education and may deserve, as such, the descriptor âconversion,â but it is only the latter that occupy my current scrutiny, as they involve âquantum psychological changesâ (Bien, 2004) or âAha momentsâ (Irvine, 2015) that present unique and puzzling features. The relative swiftness of the actual turning point, however, does not exclude a period of gradual moral preparation that may be noticed when the conversion experience is viewed in hindsight (Irvine, 2015, chap. 4).
Second, the conversions in question must be âepiphanic.â The meaning of this term may not be crystal clear, nor admit of a consensual academic specification, but I assume here that it refers to awakenings (to purported new truths) that are not only abrupt in a temporal sense, but also spontaneous and dramatic, involving radical reconfigurations of mental structures (see e.g. Jonas, 2015a; Schinkel, 2016). While these changes may sometimes be ill-definable, or even seen as ineffable by the self-transforming agent, they will nonetheless typically be experienced as sudden âirradiationsâ disclosing meanings that were previously âoccludedâ (Cottingham, 2012).
Third, the events eliciting the conversion will normally be unplanned and fortuitous, or what Irvine (2015, p. 17) calls âunbidden.â This is not a necessary defining feature, however. In some cases, agents themselves may undertake measures to facilitate their self-change because of a perceived need to change. As we see in Section 2, such cases present particularly thorny problems of their own from a logical point of view. Moreover, educators may deliberately design interventions to shake the moral foundations of their students, especially if those have been found wanting (see Schinkel, 2016). Nevertheless, the results of any such self-induced or other-induced interventions will always retain some measure of uncertainty and fortuitousness, as epiphanies rely on spontaneous reactions, and spontaneity can, by definition, never be fully planned. As Dees observes, if I am waiting for a specific conversion to happen, âI am already convertedâ (1996, p. 533).
Fourth, epiphanic moral conversions are strongly emotionally laden. This can mean either that they are triggered by intense emotions, such as awe or elevation (see Section 4), or elicit fierce emotional responses during and after the conversion, or both.
Fifth, those conversions involve radical self-change. What precisely that means depends on oneâs self-theory. Realists (such as the present author) will take it to mean that it involves an essential change of the deep, underlying self, perhaps constituted by emotions of which the agent is unaware; anti-realists (who do not acknowledge the existence of any underlying self) consider it to involve a radical shake-up of the agentâs âself-conceptâ or â(moral) identity,â referring to the totality of the beliefs and attitude she harbors about herself (see KristjĂĄnsson, 2010, chap. 2, on different self-theories). Obviously, a conversion of this kind might involve changes to both selfhood and identity although the agent still remains âthe sameâ through the personal metamorphosis in a deeper metaphysical sense (Morland, 2016); we are not talking about a Kafkaesque change of a Gregor Samsa into a gigantic bug. Notice that this fifth criterion excludes cases where the agent âexperiencesâ reform self-deceptively but where a radical self-change has actually not taken place.
Sixth, the change of heart triggered by the moral conversion must be towards moral improvement or reform. This is not said to exclude the possibility of epiphanic experiences that may disrupt or subvert moral convictions (e.g., in the field of science or arts, see Irvine, 2015, or dramatically negative moral experiences of great evils), but is simply presented here as a defining feature of the topic under present scrutiny. In addition to the intrinsic moral reform, the conversion experience will also often be seen to produce some extrinsic benefits, for example in terms of improved health or subjective well-being (see MacLaughlin, chap. 5), although I will not be focusing on those benefits here.