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The Comeback
On a stifling summer day in 1990, I made the long drive from my recording studio in Malibu to Glendale, in the San Fernando Valley. I pulled up in front of a drab building that looked about as impressive as a sheet-metal shop, parked on the street, and approached the unprepossessing entrance. It must have been about ninety degrees out, but it was nice and cool indoors. I signed in at the security desk and took the stairs to the second floor, where an older guy was waiting for me. āYou the fella thatās here about the Nat King Cole recordings?ā he asked.
āThat would be me,ā I said.
He turned and made his way down the corridor, and I followed him through a door and into a huge, musty vault that was stacked with ancient tapes. Most of them were in identical metal cases, piled eight and ten deep in places, and I could make out a number of familiar names on some of the fraying labels: Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin, Peggy Lee, Tony Bennett, Perry Como ā¦
We went deeper into the vault. The place looked like that endless government warehouse in the final scene of Raiders of the Lost Ark, where the Ark itselfāsafe inside a sturdy wooden crateāis wheeled to its final resting place among tens of thousands of similar crates.
āLet me think,ā the old man said, shuffling along and mumbling to himself. āIām pretty sure I know where it is.ā He slowed suddenly and I almost bumped into him. āShould be right in this here area somewhere,ā he said, craning his neck, and I thought he was going to tip over backward. āYup. There it is.ā
It was on the second shelf from the top. He reached up and grabbed it and blew the dust off the case, and for a moment a cloud hung in the air between us. He then turned abruptly and I followed him back outside, to the end of the corridor and into a tiny, airless room. He transferred the recording onto a twenty-four-track tape and gave me the copy. I signed for it and thanked him and found my way back into the blazing sunlight, and I climbed into my car for the long return drive to the studio.
I wasnāt in a great mood, and I wasnāt feeling particularly optimistic about the work that lay ahead. For some time now, Iād been in a bit of a slump, and absolutely nothing was clicking. In previous years, it felt like every single time I wrote a song or produced a song I had a chance at a home run, but that wasnāt happening anymore. I wasnāt in the Top 40 at the time, and life in the music business is measured by your position on the charts. It was grim. No matter what I did, I couldnāt pop the charts. Iād lost my edge, my hungerāwhatever the hell you call it.
And itās strange, because over the years, every time I made an album, there was always a point where I would think, This oneās no good. This oneās not going to happen. And I was wrong, of course. Most of my albums had done very well, and some of them had done spectacularlyāthere were five Grammys sitting on my pianoābut where was Number Six? My āsoundā had stopped working. I began to wonder whether my career was in the shitter.
Instead of trying to figure out what was wrong, however, to try to fix it, I ran away. I was taking stuff not because it had merit but to keep myself busy, and I was keeping busy because I was trying not to think about the problem. I should have probably gone into therapy, but I didnāt want to dig too deep for fear of what Iād find.
This next job seemed unpromising in the extreme: Natalie Cole wanted to sing some classic recordings by her late father, Nat King Cole, to create a string of old standards. But for whom? Did anyone still care about that stuff? The more I thought about it, however, the more it seemed that it might be a good thing for me. This wasnāt the type of stuff the radio stations were ever going to play, and at the end of the day thatās precisely why I took the job: Because I didnāt feel any real pressure to succeed. I hadnāt been near the Billboard charts in almost two years, and at that point I think I was afraid to even aim for them.
In simple terms, doing Natalieās album was more of the same: I was still running away.
To further complicate matters, I was one of three producers on the project. The others were Tommy LiPuma, an industry veteran, and Andre Fischer, Natalieās then-husband. Some weeks earlier, before I made that drive to Glendale, the three of us met for lunch at Du-parās, a Hollywood restaurant, to divvy up the songs. There were twenty-one of them, and Tommy had written their names on separate scraps of paper, and we went through them one at a timeāthree kids picking straws. When I saw āMona Lisa,ā a song Iād always liked, I snagged it, and when I came across āUnforgettable,ā Nat King Coleās 1961 classic, I reached for that, too.
āI love that song,ā I said. āIāll take it.ā
At that point, I didnāt know that Natalie intended to create a duet with her late father. (She only told me about this later, and when she did I thought it was an absolutely brilliant idea.) And in fact, I was kind of surprised that Andre hadnāt taken āUnforgettableā for himself. As far as I was concerned, it was the only track on the entire retro album that had half a chance of getting any attention, and surely heād had the inside scoop on that one.
Lesson #1: Always go with what you love.
When I got back to the studio from the vault in Glendale, I handed the tape to David Reitzas, my engineer. He went off to play it for us, and the moment Nat King Coleās voice came over the speakers, filling the room, both of us were completely floored. The quality was beyond anything I had imagined possible. It was just Nat doing vocalsāno orchestra, no piano, no nothingājust his crystal-clear, perfectly mellifluous voice. I remember thinking, Well, if nothing else, weāll be making some beautiful music.
But I still didnāt believe the project was going to do much for Natalieās careerāor for mine.
Natalie turned out to be a dream to work with, and an amazing vocalist in her own right. She had been through plenty of crises at that point in her life, including various addictions and the near-drowning of her son, but she was clean and sober and eager to get to work. Sheād had a successful career, but it had stalled outāsomething I could definitely relate to at that pointāand she was hoping this was going to turn things around for her. She was also a little worried, wondering whether people would think she was capitalizing on her fatherās name, but I kept telling her that there was no need for concern. She had lived and breathed that musicāit was in her bloodāand she needed to keep moving forward. She had every right to pay tribute to the father she lovedāand the singer who was loved by us all.
Iād like to tell you that there was a moment when I absolutely knew we had a great album on our hands, but that wouldnāt be true. I knew it was good, even better than good, but I didnāt see it getting any airplay, and I didnāt imagine big sales.
I was about as wrong as Iād ever been.
Unforgettable: With Love was a success on every level. The duet became an unexpected Top 10 hit, and the album sold more than eight million copies. It got Record of the Year, Album of the Year, and Natalie took Best Traditional Pop Performance.
And I went home with the Grammy for Producer of the Year.
I remember thinking, Nobody knows Iāve been gone, but it sure feels good to be back.
As I walked off the stage with my Grammys, I remember thinking back to my old friend Ronnie Hawkins, with whom Iād played in Toronto when I was still in my teens. āWhen it stops happening for you, and you lose your touch, and youāre not hitting it dead-on anymore, donāt bang your head against a brick wall,ā heād advised me. āRetreat and attack from another direction.ā
Thatās what Iād done, albeit inadvertently. Iād retreated and attacked from another direction. And damn if it hadnāt worked! From that day forward, Ronnieās words became my mantra.
This was a heady period for me, and it was about to get even betterāso good, in fact, that it felt almost illegalābut things at home were increasingly difficult. Linda and I were five years into our relationship, and the issues that had plagued us from the beginningāhow to manage a blended familyāwere getting only worse. We were probably in self-denial about the extent of our problems, but at that stage we were still trying to make it work.
At one point, after being locked up in the studio for months, we decided that a change of scenery might help, and we took her two sons, Brandon and Brody, up to Victoria, British Columbia, where I kept my boat. Three days into it, I got a call from Richard Baskin, Barbra Streisandās old beau. āIāve got a friend in L.A. who just finished making a movie,ā Richard said. āHeās exhausted, and looking to take a break. He and his wife would love to chill for a couple of days. Youāll like them. Theyāre outdoor types. Can you help them out?ā
āSure,ā I said. I didnāt even bother to ask who they were. I wasnāt thrilled, though. Linda and I had just had another in a succession of arguments, and I needed a break from my break with Linda, so I turned to her and said, āWhy donāt you and your boys take the boat for a couple of days, with Richardās friends. Iām sure theyāre nice people. Iāll go chill with my mom.ā
When Richard called back to tell me that our guests would be Kevin Costner and his then-wife, Cindy, I had a quick change of heart. I wasnāt about to leave Linda on my boat with Costner.
On the appointed day, I went to pick up our guests up on the dock, in the dinghy. I hadnāt shaved in a few days, and I looked scruffy as hell, and Iām not sure I made a very good first impression. I loaded their bags into the dinghy and then helped them aboard, and we left the dock and made our way into the deep, ominous fog. Cindy later told me that the moment she lost sight of land she was convinced it was all over. āI was sure you were a mass murderer,ā she said, āand that that was going to be our last day on the planet.ā
We ended up having a great couple of days with Kevin and Cindy, and Kevin and I discovered that we had plenty in common (or as much as I could have in common with a world-famous heartthrob): We worked in the entertainment world; we knew a lot of the same people; we had to balance career pressures with raising kids; we had a great love of nature; and we were both pursuing our creative dreams.
And itās funny, because not an hour after we lifted anchor, Kevin said, āMan, it would be real nice if we could see some killer whales.ā And I said, āWell, Iāve been coming here all my life, and itās a rare occurrence.ā Not ten minutes later we looked up and saw the biggest pod of killer whales I had ever seenāmust have been thirty of themā and we were all completely floored.
As we were getting to know each other, Kevin told me he was thoroughly burned out, having just produced, directed, and starred in a movie that had been five years in the making. āItās a little western,ā he said. āItās called Dances with Wolves. Iād love to invite you and Linda to the premiere.ā
I didnāt think Iād hear from him againāthis was Hollywood, after allābut amazingly enough we were invited to the filmās star-studded premiere. We sat with Sidney Poitier, Morgan Freeman, and Mel Gibson and his wife, surrounded by other A-list heavyweights, and all of us were completely mesmerized by the three-hour film. I remember thinking, Holy shit! This guy is a fucking genius! He was also quietly self-effacing. āLittle westernā? More like Gone With the Wind, Part 2.
I figured Kevin was about to make the leap from a sexy dramatic leadāSilverado, No Way Out, Bull Durham, Field of Dreams āto the hottest, most bankable triple-threat in town, and I figured right. The Civil War-era epic went home with seven Academy Awards, including Oscars for Best Motion Picture and Best Director of a Motion Pictureānot bad for a directing debut!
The next thing I did wasnāt exactly a career move, but it was an idea Linda had come up with, and it was close to both our hearts. We got about a hundred people together on the Warner Bros. lot in Burbank to record āVoices That Care,ā which Iād composed with Peter Cetera, and for which Linda had written the lyrics. This was right after the first Gulf War started, and it was our way of supporting the troops. It wasnāt about being for the war, or against it; it was simply our way of letting the men and women on the ground know that we were thinking of them.
The first guy we got to commit was Kevin CostnerāI guess I leaned on him a little, having shown him a good time on my boatā and after that it was easy. We got everyone from Meryl Streep and Michelle Pfeiffer to Will Smith and Billy Crystal. I brought Celine Dion down for it, of course, and I had Kenny Rogers there, too, along with Michael Bolton and Kenny G and half the artists Iād worked with over the years. Jeff Wald and Irving Azoff, two terrific managers, were instrumental in helping it come together.
On the day of the actual recording, before we got started, a guy Iād never seen before got up on stage and gave a little speech, talking about what a great project this was, and how much he appreciated being part of it. I thought he was some guy who worked in the recording studio, but it turned out to be the very humble Bob Daly, chairman of Warner Bros. Pictures. He later married my close friend Carole Bayer Sager, and we became good friends.
The event was filmed. We documented everything from the recording of the song to the presentation of the video to the troops, and the show aired on Fox on February 28, 1991, without commercials. We raised more than two million dollars for the Red Cross and the USO.
Some weeks later, Kevin called to tell me he was making a new movie. āI think you should do some of the songs for the soundtrack,ā he said. āItās called The Bodyguard.ā The film was based on a Lawrence Kasdan script that had been around for fifteen years. Kevin was starring, with Whitney Houston, and it was being directed by Mick Jackson, a Brit. āYou interested?ā Kevin asked.
Kevin Costner and Whitney Houston? Are you kidding?
As I started to work on the Bodyguard soundtrack, I got a call from Quincy Jones, inviting me to lunch at his house. Quincy had hired me dozens of times as a session musician and was something of a mentor to me, and I can say without reservations that the man is a musical genius. In his incomparable career, he has produced music for Frank Sinatra, Sarah Vaughan, Ella Fitzgerald, Ray Charles, and Michael Jackson, among others, and the man had close to thirty Grammys to show for it. (Michael Jacksonās Thriller is still the best-selling album of all time, with more than fifty million copies sold.)
Quincy and I had lunch at a very long table, with him at one end and me at the other, and we were forced to speak loudly to make ourselves heard.
āDavid,ā he bellowed, āyou are about to do the most important project of your life.ā
I didnāt understand what he meant. Maybe he had read the script and thought it would prove explosive. It tells the story of a former Secret Service agent, to be played by Kevin Costner, who is assigned to protect a singing superstar, to be played by Whitney Houston, and how they end up falling in love. Or maybe that wasnāt it at all. Maybe he was basing that prediction on the fact that Kevin and Whitney were probably the two hottest commodities in entertainment at the time, and that my involvement with the project would propel me to new heights.
āWhat do you mean?ā I asked.
āYouāll see,ā he said. He smiled from the far end of the table. I still didnāt get it. Did the guy have a Third Eye?
When I sat down with the team to discuss the soundtrack, Kevin said he wanted Whitneyās big song to be Jimmy Ruffinās 1966 Motown ballad, āWhat Becomes of the Brokenhearted.ā I created a demo of the song, written by a trio of Motown songwriters, and worked on it for two days, trying to figure out how it was going to play on screen. Despite the great hookāWhat becomes of the brokenhearted / Who had love thatās now departed ānone of it really stuck, and it seemed forgettable and a bit depressing. The chorus ends with, I know Iāve got to find / Some kind of peace of mind / Maybe āand that wasnāt exactly the feelgood jolt we were looking for. Part of this stems from the fact that some of these older songs donāt have much going for them besides the hook. This is because back in those days the songs were two, two and a half minutes long, but in the nineties we were making four-minute tracks, and sometimes the space was hard to fill. Itās sort of like what Johnny Carson said w...