[T]he small brain of the Australian native ⌠their lot is inescapable ⌠these people do not merely know less than we do but are never able to learn as much as we do, even when they get an equal chance.
(Lowe, 1998, p. 657)
Itâs devastating to read this. Anger and sadness conflicts inside me as my brow deepens and I think about the stories of trauma and humiliation Iâve heard from my Nan, Aunties, and Uncles. A steady pulsing in my throat becomes noticeable. Sticky palms reach for the squishy ball I keep on my desk. For moments like this. I canât believe this is what people thought and relied upon to justify dispossession and genocide. How the State assumed control over every aspect of Aboriginal1 Peoplesâ lives. Still ongoing. Do people continue to think like this, deep down, maybe without them even knowing it? Has it become embedded in peopleâs psyche â that Aboriginal Peoples are unquestionably âprimitiveâ and âinferiorâ? Where did these ideas come from?
As a Gamilaroi woman, entering âWhiteâ,2 patriarchal spaces can be a little unsettling. This was especially the case when I returned to university in 2016, this time to one of Australiaâs top universities, and began a Master of Education (Educational Psychology). The dominance of Western knowledge systems was startling, and during class discussions, it was common to hear outright assertions being made of the superiority of Western knowledges.
Unwavering arrogance and belief in âtruthâ and âempirical evidenceâ. Though not trying to be malicious, but lacking awareness of the presence of colonial discourses as purposeful Western constructions designed to reinscribe colonialism and present the stratification of society as natural. Iâm careful to refrain from revealing my reactions and wrestle to keep my facial expressions calm. Casually I look around the room for allies; who will meet my eye in dismay?
Within the field of educational psychology, and the academy more broadly, the pervasiveness of colonial discourses continues to reify Western knowledge as âuniversalâ and ânormalâ. I draw on the work of Homi Bhabha (1996, p. 92) who defines âcolonial discourseâ as the âapparatus of powerâ, which seeks to âconstrue the colonized as a population of degenerate types on the basis of racial origin, in order to justify conquest and to establish systems of administration and instructionâ. It is therefore imperative for me to position myself upfront; centring who I am and where I am (coming) from. I do not claim to be neutral nor objective, and therefore wish to acknowledge and proclaim my subjectivities.
As the only Aboriginal woman in the classroom, I often felt saturated and submerged by the primacy of Western knowledge systems. Sometimes it didnât feel safe to identify myself, and so, like an interloper, I would sit, silent and sullen, wondering if my fair skin meant no one would expect an Indigenous person to be in the room. Watching. Listening. Building my arsenal of encounters with White supremacy. Other times, I identified myself early on, and navigated unrelenting classroom dilemmas â to challenge, appease or tune out?
In this chapter I seek to explore the presence of colonial discourses in educational psychology, and the epistemic violence that ensued. My intention in revealing the omnipresence of colonial discourses is to demonstrate how easily they go unrecognised. There remains a tendency for educators to perpetuate these indirectly or unknowingly. For example, the opposing binary â primitive/civilised â appears to be embedded as âtruthâ within the field of educational psychology: âjust the way things areâ. This presumption permeates educational policy today, most notably in Australia with the âbenevolentâ Closing the Gap3 campaign (Commonwealth of Australia, 2018). I do not believe educators are malicious or scheming Western supremacists when they assert such binaries; they often donât know what they donât know. Therefore, it is crucial to reveal âeverydayâ normative practices and taken for granted âtruthsâ within educational psychology. In order to do this, it is essential for me to first understand and build a knowledge base of the ontologies and epistemologies of educational psychology: where is it (coming) from?
I thought studying educational psychology would grant me âscientific legitimacyâ from which to speak, and assumed (naively) that, based on what educational psychologists know about learning and schooling, they would have to be advocating for alternative schooling models. I was wrong. Unfortunately, throughout my studies, it became apparent that educational psychology was focused primarily on how students learn, without question (or interest) in who was learning, what they were learning, or why. It proved difficult for me to just concentrate on the how. I worry about the intergenerational consequences if systems and structures of education remain the same. Are we apprehending generations of young people in an education system that is inhibiting social, emotional, cultural, and cognitive growth? What is the purpose of schooling? As the experts on how people learn, I wanted to know what educational psychology thought of the structure of the schooling system. But, as I found out, the discipline of educational psychology was created and designed to legitimate and support formal schooling. And, more than that, through my research, I uncovered shady origins. A sordid foundation on which educational psychology today has been built. These epistemological beginnings were never acknowledged during my Masterâs, and yet they underpin the way schooling is conducted today. To what degree must educational psychology account for the harmful effects of schooling, particularly in regards to Indigenous students?
Throughout the chapter, I rely on Indigenous autoethnography as a âreassertion of Indigenous ways of knowing and beingâ (Tynan & Bishop, 2019). Distinct form of analysis. Not autoethnography. Marked in italics, my autoethnographic dataset of narrative, reflection, and storytelling demonstrates a defiance to conventional forms of academic writing; offering a âcentral form of resistance to the colonial forces that have consistently and methodically denigrated and silenced themâ (Wilson, 2004, p. 71). However, Indigenous autoethnography also fulfils an important ethical imperative. It provides a space where I can walk my talk; not just state, but show my positionality, and in doing so, forge a connection and sense of relatedness with the reader (Martin, 2008; Wilson, 2008).
However, I would like to acknowledge that this puts me in a somewhat vulnerable position; âIndigenous autoethnographyâ demands personal exposure. This is risky business in the academy where youâre expected to maintain control (McIvor, 2010). Smith (2012, p. 37) warns that âwriting can be dangerous because sometimes we reveal ourselves in ways which get misappropriated and used against usâ. This worries me. There is a danger that I may encounter opposition and confrontation from those working in educational psychology. I am terrified this could harm my credibility as a person and as a scholar or have negative effects on my collegial relationships or career prospects. My intention in writing this chapter is not to discredit or vilify anyone. Rather, I am convinced that the discomfort and epistemic violence I experienced during my Masterâs was not an isolated occurrence, that this is something that affects many Indigenous students in higher education (cf. Barney, 2016). Therefore, my aim is to provoke an awareness of the pervasiveness of colonial discourses in educational psychology, and the academy more broadly, and the harm this may cause Indigenous students.