Part I
THE GANG OF FOUR
Weâre sometimes called the âgang of fourâ. âWeâ are Inna Shevchenko, Sasha Shevchenko (itâs a very common name in Ukraine, weâre not related), Oksana Shachko and Anna Hutsol. And ever since we formed the core of Femen, weâve been inseparable. Three of us, Anna, Oksana and Sasha, are from the same town in western Ukraine, Khmelnytskyi. There we started to study philosophy and to be politically active, before arriving in Kiev. As for Inna, she comes from the town of Kherson, near Odessa, and she joined the other three founding members of Femen in Kiev, to become the fourth âpillarâ.
What was life like for each of us before Femen? In what families did we grow up? Why did we feel the need to fight for womenâs rights? How did we become atheists in a post-communist Ukraine where religion is taking over in ever more important areas?
1
INNA, A QUIET HOOLIGAN
I was born in a âgodforsaken holeâ in southern Ukraine, in other words in a small provincial town, Kherson. They speak Russian there, like in Odessa, which isnât very far away. Itâs still a very Soviet town, where the USSR still seems to be in existence and nothing ever changes. It was in this quiet town, thatâs infuriated me ever since my childhood, that I very soon started to tell myself Iâd make a life for myself elsewhere.
When I was a little girl my only friends were boys, and I loved climbing trees. I dressed in shorts and sneakers; I hated dresses. This made Mom furious: she really didnât like the fact I wasnât like a model little girl. I didnât even refuse to wear dresses, but Mom just knew Iâd immediately get them dirty and tear them, either by climbing an oak tree or playing with stones on a construction site. Near our apartment block, there was one such site and in the evening, when the workers left, our little gang invaded it and built castles out of the bricks. I needed freedom, and instead of playing with dolls or messing about in a sandbox, I preferred to join the boys on more out-of-the-way expeditions. I didnât want to be a boy, but I liked having them round me. I was a kind of quiet hooligan, who never took part in fights. The only person I quarrelled with from time to time was my older sister.
Apart from that, I was a well-behaved child. My parents never gave me a spanking. In fact, Iâm lucky to have a very nice family. Iâd define my mother as an âideal womanâ for Ukraine. She was a chef in a restaurant before becoming chef in a university cafeteria. Sheâs a typical Ukrainian woman who works full time but also keeps her house spotless, cooks, and takes care of her husband and children without losing her temper or, more precisely, without ever showing her emotions â a nice, quiet, positive and very pleasant woman. But sheâs not a fulfilled woman, even if she doesnât complain about anything. She bears her fate, like a donkey carries its load, without realizing she could have had a different life. I suffered for her. In those days, I didnât know the word âfeminismâ, but I thought this life was unfair. And the fact it was the norm was no consolation to me. I realized early on that I never would live like her. On the other hand, my sister, whoâs five years older than me, completely internalized this model. In fact, she married at nineteen, had a child at twenty-one, and lives and works in Kherson. However, weâve remained very close, and sheâs always supported me.
Dad is a very emotional man, sometimes short-tempered, but he has a good heart too. In the family, we never had any real arguments. With his sense of humour, my fatherâs always turned any conflict into a mere joke. Our parents argued with my sister and me, without it ever turning nasty.
Dadâs a retired soldier, a former major in the troops of the Ministry of the Interior. Iâll never be able to imagine him without his uniform. During our childhood, when our parents went out, my sister and I would take turns to dress up in Dadâs uniform, but we never had any desire to try on Momâs dresses or high heels. And when he got promoted, weâd make a hole in his epaulette to screw in a new star. For us, it was a sacred ritual!
If I got good grades in school and worked hard, this was also thanks to my father. He always talked to me as if I was a grown-up and kept telling me I was studying for myself, for my future. When I started at primary school, he told me that my adult life was about to begin. I quickly realized that there was a hierarchy at school: some children are better liked by the teachers, who straightaway help them and stimulate them. Itâs a virtuous circle: if you work hard, youâre appreciated by the teachers, and they push you to develop your abilities and become even better. From the first year, I wanted to be the class representative. And I conducted the first electoral campaign of my life. I was elected by a show of hands. In fact, the role gave me a serious responsibility because it meant keeping a register of late arrivals and absences, organizing and lining up the pupils for outings and so on. I held this position throughout my time at school, up until my final exams.
Around the age of twelve, I went through a bit of a crisis. I suddenly realized that the boys preferred girls with dresses and pretty little shoes. As I wanted to be first in everything, I started to dress in a more feminine way and I grew my hair down to my waist. The effect was instantaneous: a lot of boys fell in love with me, including some of my friends. There were plenty of girls who wanted to be my friend because I was the leader of the class, but I thought they were airheaded chatterboxes and I kept my distance. Iâd just one girlfriend who was also an excellent pupil. We shared the same table and with her I felt comfortable. In my class, out of twenty-two pupils, there were only seven boys. With my one girlfriend and these boys, we formed a separate group, away from the other girls.
When I was about fourteen, I developed a new ambition: I got it into my head that Iâd become president of the school. For us, this was an important function, much more than being just class representative. The school president attends school board meetings and voices the wishes and grievances of the pupils. He or she also organizes competitions and festivals â an important personage, in short. And then the title itself is rather flashy: president! In theory, you can take on this post when youâre in the fifth year of secondary school but, in general, pupils vote for people who are in their final year. So my chances of being elected in the fifth year were almost zero. Still, I decided to stand against the nine other candidates. We campaigned for three weeks. We handed out leaflets and each made two public presentations of our platforms. These presentations took place in the main hall where candidates had to go on stage and try to convince the audience. Almost all the pupils took part in the elections, we all wanted to play at democracy, that game for adults. In each class there were ballot papers and boxes. The count was conducted by teachers and pupils drawn by lot.
The day after the election, our class was on duty to maintain order in the school. As class representative, I had specific obligations: I had to place pupils at monitoring stations in the canteen, the schoolyard and so on. Just then, the headmistress ran up and whispered in my ear that Iâd won. It turned out that Iâd won the majority of votes in thirteen classes out of fifteen â it was an outright victory! That was how my career as president started, and I was re-elected twice, in the last two years at school. This was my first âpoliticalâ experience, an unforgettable one, the start of which coincided with the 2004 presidential campaign.
The two main presidential candidates in Ukraine were Viktor Yushchenko and Viktor Yanukovych, who was backed by the outgoing President, Leonid Kuchma. Back in Kherson, everyone supported Yanukovych, both my family at home and the teachers at school. And then pressure was put on us too. For example, Mom told us that, at her workplace, officials in the local government had threatened to fire anyone who voted for Yushchenko. I tried to explain to my mother that this was bollocks, but she was scared. In eastern Ukraine, most people were aware that Yanukovych wasnât a good candidate, but, out of fear of retaliation or indifference, many were ready to vote for him in spite of everything.
I remember propagandists from the Donbas, the stronghold of Yanukovych, claiming, âHeâs a local lad, he went to prison, like so many other people, for snatching hats.â1 This kind of activity is usually carried out by small-time thugs who snatch the hats off peopleâs heads and only give them back if theyâre given a few coins in exchange. That said, metaphorically speaking, this is how the majority of Ukrainians live â committing petty crimes to survive when theyâre living in poverty. So it was a clever propaganda technique to present Yanukovych as a man of the people challenging the intellectual Yushchenko, the candidate of the Ukrainian-speaking elite and married to an American. The Yushchenko couple also spoke Ukrainian at home, and their children wore traditional costumes, shirts with embroidered collars, which was both incredible and intolerable for people in eastern and southern Ukraine. Indeed, the Soviet propaganda that supported Yanukovych presented Ukrainian nationalism as a kind of backwardness. To have a career, you absolutely had to be Russian-speaking.
At the same time, people wanted change, and all Yanukovych could offer was a continuation of the crooked Kuchma regime. A new man, a new background, a new face, but the same words, whereas the âextra-terrestrialâ Yushchenko had something really original and interesting to say. He called on Ukraine to foster links with Europe and the West and to escape from the Russian yoke, and his appeals carried home. Then there was the story about Yushchenko being poisoned with dioxin during the campaign â we still donât know who was behind it: it led to a wave of sympathy for him. The election campaign was very eventful. Even though I was too young to vote, I understood that Yanukovych could represent neither the interests of the country nor mine. For me, this former petty criminal who âsnatched hatsâ and couldnât even express himself correctly in his native language, Russian, let alone Ukrainian, was shameful. As president of the school, I attended the educational committee meeting at which the headmistress, who liked me and thought highly of me, openly called on the teachers to vote for Yanukovych. I didnât have the right to protest at the meeting, but the next day I launched into my act. I braided my hair and arranged the braid around my head to look like Tymoshenko, Yushchenkoâs main ally. I turned up at school with my hair like that, with an orange ribbon tied to my briefcase. Seeing me, my main teacher took me outside and forced me to undo my braid. She confiscated my orange ribbon and told me school wasnât a place for politics. I then asked why the headmistress was openly getting involved in politics, but the teacher, who was actually very fond of me, just asked me to keep quiet. I was really shocked.
I was even more gutted when the official results of the election were announced: Yanukovych was declared the winner. This announcement provoked a revolt in Kiev and also in the provinces, known as the âOrange Revolutionâ. This was an idealistic period in the history of independent Ukraine. It was also at this time that I learned about political activism. Everyone was talking about democracy, on television and in the streets. It was a new buzzword, especially in my region. Hundreds of thousands of protesters stood fast in the cold weather of December 2004. They camped for nearly two months out on the central square in Kiev, known as the Maidan. Even in the little, apolitical towns such as Kherson, people who had never been interested in politics took part in fights between âOrangeâ supporters and the âBluesâ who were on the side of Yanukovych. That was the most important thing: for a few months, people ceased to be indifferent. Too bad this revolution turned sour later, despite Yushchenkoâs victory, achieved in the third round under pressure from protesters.
After these few tumultuous months, I returned to my studies. The general level of education was awful but we still learned English better than the average students in Ukraine. By now, my hopes were pinned on winning the gold medal at the end of my studies. I badly wanted a medal, but it didnât work out that way. To win a medal in the provinces, where the quota was very limited, you needed to get high marks not only in your last year at school, as in Kiev, but also in the two previous years. Unfortunately, Iâd got one âgoodâ, instead of a âvery goodâ mark a couple of years back, and that was enough to put me out of the running. I couldnât stop crying!
Despite not winning this medal, which would have helped me gain admission to college, I decided to try for a place on the journalism course at the best university in the country, the National University of Kiev, named after the great Ukrainian poet Taras Shevchenko. Mom tried to change my mind by suggesting I should stay in Kherson, where thereâs also a university. To her way of thinking, it was absurd to want to go to Kiev when my home and my parents were in Kherson. I couldnât understand her logic: how could she not want the best for her child?
I left for Kiev with Dad. I took seven exams in a month. The day after each examination, at 7 a.m., I ran into college to look at the lists and see whether Iâd been eliminated or not. It was a really horrible few days ⌠Finally, I won a place in spite of the competition â there were five of us after each place â but I had to pay. In Ukraine, there are very few free places for higher education, and in practice theyâre reserved for children of MPs and politicians. For an ordinary person, itâs simply impossible to benefit from free education, even if youâre a genius from a very poor family.
The first day in college, I felt like ⌠a little girl from the provinces. Almost all the other students came from Kiev, from wealthy families. Theyâd already toured round half of the planet, while I was still just discovering the capital city of my own country. I was ashamed to show how little I knew of what they were talking about. I was so aghast that I even wondered if coming to this prestigious location hadnât been a terrible mistake. However, I immediately started thinking up ways to impose my leadership because I couldnât see myself otherwise than as a leader. It wasnât easy, but one month later I was elected head of my study group, and in the same year I was elected president of the parliament of university students.
At Shevchenko University, they elect a parliament composed of students from all faculties, then this parliament elects its own president. So my role was to represent the students vis-Ă -vis the rector and the professors, to convey their demands and to inform the staff of studentsâ problems. For me, this was an excellent school for political struggle. The young people in the studentsâ parliament are often the children of real deputies â the younger generation intent on going into politics. There were some really interesting people among them, and several of these became friends of mine.
That said, my daily life wasnât easy. I lived in the studentsâ residence, which was a long way from the main building of the university. The parliament sessions took place every Wednesday between 8 p.m. and 11 p.m., and I went home around 1 a.m., which was very difficult in winter when itâs dark and the temperature drops well below zero. Mom kept moaning on the phone: âWhatâs the point of it all?â
I was alone in Kiev, without any family. Yet I started to love this great, bustling city and I didnât suffer from loneliness. In my second year, I was contacted by the city administration. One of them had seen me in the student parliament and was favourably impressed. During the interview at the city hall, they told me: âYouâre a promising journalist, come and work with us.â I was thrilled â it was a prestigious job, a real dream for a budding journalist like me.
So I started working for the press service of the Kiev city hall, and my first thrilled response quickly evaporated. In fact, I cried every night, realizing that Iâd over-romanticized the world of journalism. Each morning they assigned me my task for the day: Iâd have to churn out a report on the mayor or one of his assistants whoâd solved a particular difficulty, to the great satisfaction of his fellow citizens. The problem was that I knew full well these were lies, but I had to comply. My reports appeared in various Kiev newspapers, with different bylines. The newspapers were paid by the city administration for all these publications, of course.
All this happened in 2009, while Yushchenko was president. Thatâs why I say the Orange Revolution quickly turned sour. In actual fact, the ruling elites, and especially the big capitalists behind them, never changed. It was the same people, those whoâd taken the reins of power when Ukraine became independent in 1991, who still retained control of the country. They simply changed their look: now they wear Brioni suits instead of raspberry-coloured jackets, like the Mafia at the start of the post-Soviet era. But theyâre essentially the same: they still have the same way of thinking and the same dishonesty, and in addition theyâre stupid. Their strength is that they gang up and support each other. Even in his supposedly democratic entourage, Yushchenko was a rare bird, an idealist. At least I hope so, because I still have illusions about him. Heâs a man of integrity who managed to leave power in 2010 while still preserving his dignity, but he wasnât a good politician and failed to reform the system.
In fact, I now realize that even when I was still a child, I was looking for a purpose. At school and in my first year at college, I dreamed of becoming a politician and sitting in a real parliament, not in a school or student parliament. My life changed when I met the trio of Femen: Anna, Oksana and Sasha. It was winter, late 2008 or early 2009. I corresponded with Sasha Shevchenko on Facebook, with no particular aim in mind, just: âHi! Your nameâs Shevchenko? Soâs mine.â We arranged to meet up in McDonaldâs, and she suggested I should meet âthe girlsâ, without giving further details. They used to get together in the Banâka cafe,2 located in a Turkish bath dating from the Soviet era. It was a rather dirty place, with typically Soviet tiles. I felt like I was back in Kherson. At the cafe, there was a long table and thirty or so girls sitting round it. They were planning an action against prostitution. Thatâs where I heard the name âFemenâ for the first time. At first I was all at sea. I didnât really warm to them to start with â I didnât know what feminism was all about. I had the weird idea that feminists were women with shaved heads, who wanted to look like men and wore menâs clothing. In short, ugly women who didnât get laid enough. But right from the start, I liked their energy â the readiness for action that Iâd always been looking for.
2
ANNA, THE INSTIGATOR
My family is Ukrainian. As my name, Hutsol, indicates, my father is of Hutsul origin. This small ethnic group of mountain-dwellers live in the Carpathians and speak a specific dialect of Ukrainian: theyâve been immortalized in Shadows of Forgotten Ancestors, the film by Sergei Parajanov. However, my fatherâs family preserved nothing of this legacy â they moved to the Khmelnytskyi region, in western Ukraine, a ...