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Violet
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Violet is starting to forget, but she's got a long life to remember before she does. There are rights to wrong and ends to tie up; a life well lived is never neat. Generations younger, Bertie is at the beginning with no idea what lies ahead. She's looking for something to point her in the right direction. A new play about human connection and inter-generational friendships, Violet quietly explores themes of mental health, dementia, and loneliness without forgetting the often funny and absurd moments of ordinary life.
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[1]
A change is as good as a rest. Thatās what they say, isnāt it? A change, is as good as a rest. But what they really mean is like, a haircut. Or a new duvet cover. Or, I dunno, a spin class.
Do you know how much a spin class costs in London? Millions of pounds. Seriously. Same with yoga. And as far as Iām aware no one found enlightenment via sexy, expensive activewear and Namaste hashtags.
I tried early nights, I tried journaling my feelings. I bought a notebook especially FOR journaling my feelings. Has a peach with a face on it saying āLife is Peachyā. But ā itās not, is it? Thatās just Paperchase doing marketing. Itās just a lie. I tried a pot plant. Genuinely ā bought a pot plant and put it next to my bed in the hope it was physically going to remove the sadness from my head whilst I slept through photosynthesis or whatever. But also ā if Iām being totally honest ā because it would look good on Instagram if I ever took a photo of my bed. Because maybe thatās the answer. I tried eating kale, meditation apps, all of it. All of it costs money and none of it works.
And the truth is I donāt have the energy, for any of it. I want to, but I just donāt.
And you know, yeah, maybe this stuff works elsewhere, but in London, in London ā everything is so much harder. Itās likeā¦ sludge. Itās thick and heavy and full of people struggling against each other, in order to try and getā¦ something, and no one is managing it and itās hard and itās lonely and itās really, really expensive andā¦ Just trying to do the day feels pointless and impossible.
And then I got fired. Literally just walked into the office one day and Karen tells me theyāre downsizing and wonāt be needing me anymore. Just like that ā like, Iām sorry Karen, Iām aware that all I do is eat the staff biscuits and moan about you behind your back but that doesnāt mean you can fire me. If Iām not an editorial assistantā¦ Who am I?
And then ā I mean itās like dominoes isnāt it. So then Iām not working, well ā I get a job in a bar, and I am such a waste of space, like, just this horrible ball of misery. I am twenty-seven years old ā why am I working in a bar? So Iām coming back to my boyfriend Tommy at weird hours with a shitty negative attitude and clothes that smell like B.O. and beer, and so obviously he dumps me. I mean, itās fine. I was actually going to do it anyway, itās not a big deal he just got there before me but it does mean I have to move out of the flat I was sharing rent on ā which then basically makes me homeless too, andā¦
Yeah, I could have moved in with my mum but I mean ā her endless stream of boyfriends makes it abundantly clear that her priorities are very much elsewhere. The latest one walks around in harem pants with no shirt on and really, really needs to cut his toenails. Doesnāt pay rent but spends all day cooking dahl in her kitchen and calls me āsweetheartā. No thanks. Iād rather not be a part of that.
Soā¦ Iāve come down here. Because ā sure. A change is as good as a rest, but actually ā a rest sounds better.
Why here exactly? Couldnāt tell you. I just needed to get away. I needed to feel like I could be somewhere where no one knew who I was.
Also my cousin is away for the summer so I could rent her flat. And by rent I mean live in. Without paying.
The house is very āniceā, itās ā I mean, itās a bitā¦ Sheās a fan of a shabby chic slogan wall decal. Put it that way.
āSticky fingers, muddy paws, and hearts full of loveā
Itās sweet I guess. I mean Jesus ā sheās only three years older than me and has a mortgage, a kid, a husband and a John Lewis sofa, so who am I to judge her?
Itās a five minute walk to the beach. A two minute walk to the town. Thereās a cafĆ©, thereās a supermarket. I am going to have to get a job ā so tomorrow Iāll walk in and hand my CV out. Like a cretin. Iāll probably end up behind a bar again wont I?
That feeling ā that I was living in the wrong life ā it was there. I just couldnāt hear it over all the noise. It was like a mosquito in the room, the sound wasnāt exactly loud, but it was there, and it was persistent, and it was becoming impossible to sleep through.
Itās just thatā¦ now Iām here ā itās like someone has switched that noise off. And the silence is utterly terrifying.
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[2]
Well, Fridayās here. And Iāve done nothing. Apart from sleep, watch āCash in the Atticā, and cry. A lot. I still havenāt made it into town to apply for jobs, and Iāve exclusively eaten white bread and an ancient packet of Parma Violets that I found at the bottom of my rucksack. It was only tonight, cocooned in a duvet with the blinds drawn, weeping into a pickle sandwich because cheese was too expensive I realised ā I need to take a long hard look at myself. I need to wash, get a grip. I canāt keep this up or itās going to get really ugly.
So tonight Iāve come down to the beach for a walk. Itās the last thing I feel like doing but, Iām trying. I think, āoh maybe itāll be ...
Table of contents
- Front cover
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Contents
- Chapter 1