CHAPTER 1
KINDERTHEATER
ERIKA: Should the way be this long?
KLAUS: Oh, every way is long. The death-watch in our chest ticks slowly, and every drop of blood measures its time. Lifeâa lingering fever. For tired feet every way is too far . . .
ERIKA: And for tired ears every word too much.
In a large meadow behind an old villa, Erika and Klaus Mann enacted this scene from Georg BĂŒchnerâs play Leonce und Lena. Erika, ever dramatic, wore a long white nightgown with a black wool cape thrown over her shoulder, while Klaus pranced about in a black vest, black silk suspender stockings, and short purple bloomers. There was no audience to be found, not even their adoring younger siblings Golo and Monika, although Erika in particular always craved an audience. They reveled in theatricality for its own sake, and did not need to prove their brilliance to anyone. It was the summer of 1922. Klaus and Erika were fifteen and sixteen years old.
âWe were six children, and we came in three couples, always one boy and one girl,â is how Elisabeth Mann, their youngest sister, recalled the family constellation. The eldest couple, Erika and Klaus, shared an exclusive make-believe world in which they created a secret language and role-played a variety of bizarre characters. They had little apparent need for their parents, younger siblings, governesses, or teachers, all of whom found them enchanting but were baffled by their enigmatic speech, their private jokes and sudden outbursts of laughter.
Erika and Klaus would wander aimlessly for hours around their Herzog Park neighborhood in Munich, or through the woods and meadows of Bad Tölz, a rural Bavarian village where they spent the long lazy summers of their childhood. During these walks they cooked up everything from ambitious theatrical productions to audacious pranks they could try out on the household servants. Often they came across curious strangers, who, mistaking the tomboy Erika for a âlittle fellow,â would ask them casually about their father, hoping to glean some little piece of gossip about the famous author from his unsuspecting children. The children of Thomas Mann were far too clever to fall for such tricks. Klaus recalled these encounters with righteous indignation:
Why was that stupid old lady so interested in our father? Why did she call him âdadâ without even knowing his name? And what on earth made her say that we were âdifferentâ and âcuteâ? . . . Was it conceivable that people, in their colossal dumbness, found anything to object to in Erika and myself? . . . We did not need the outside world of the ribald strangers. What could it offer us? It was specious and dreary. In our own realm we found everything we could wish for. We had our own laws and taboos, games and superstitions; our songs and slogans, our arbitrary animosities and predilections. We were self-sufficient.
They were a striking, complementary pair: Erika, tall and imposing with her dark, unruly hair, defiant expression, and scraped knees; Klaus, androgynously beautiful with his shoulder-length blond curls, faraway eyes, and gentle manner. They didnât particularly look like twins, but they âacted twin-like in an almost provocative way,â according to Klaus. He was fascinated by their mother Katiaâs close relationship with her twin brother (who was also named Klaus), and sought to replicate that closeness with Erika. He could have been describing himself and his sister when he imagined this idyllic portrait of his mother and uncle as children:
Hand in hand with her twin brother, Klaus, a young musician, she [Katia] roved through the streets of Munich. Everybody was struck by their peculiar charm. . . . From their aimless escapades they returned to the familiar palace, their home. There they hid from the vulgar world protected by their wealth and wit, watched and spoiled by servants and instructors. Two bewitched infants who knew and loved each other exclusively. . . .
Just how much Katia and Klaus Pringsheim loved each other was the subject of public gossip and private distress, especially when Thomas Mann, married to Katia for only a few months, used his wifeâs relationship with her brother as the basis for one of his novellas. Blood of the Walsungs centers on a twin brother and sister who share such an intense incestuous bond that even the sisterâs fiancĂ© is shut out. The Neue Rundschau, which was to feature the story in its January 1906 issue, had already gone to print when Katiaâs father learned of it and demanded the story be withdrawnâalthough whether he, as a Jew whose family converted to Christianity during his childhood, was more disturbed by its explicit incest theme or its virulent anti-Semitism is anyoneâs guess.
In acquiescence to his father-in-law, Thomas insisted the printed copies be shreddedâhis clout as an author was already such that the Neue Rundschau compliedâand the story was suppressed for another fifteen years. But the suggestion of incest continued to attach itself to the Mann family. The theme resurfaces in Thomas Mannâs novella Disorder and Early Sorrow (1925) and his novel The Holy Sinner (1951), and it had also appeared in his brother Heinrich Mannâs novel The Hunt for Love (1903), which hints at Heinrichâs fixation on their younger sister Carla. The title characters in Klausâs play The Siblings (1930), a reworking of Cocteauâs Les enfants terribles, happen to be lovers. Erika and Klaus themselves were dogged intermittently throughout their lives by the accusation that they were âmore than siblings.â Although their relationship had an emotionally incestuous dimension, it seems never to have crossed over into the physical realm. Whether that was also true for their mother, Katia, and her brother Klaus remains an unanswered question.
Born into a rich, highly cultured family at the center of Munichâs artistic and intellectual circles, Katia and Klaus Pringsheim were the youngest of five children. Their father, Alfred Pringsheim, was a temperamental yet highly respected mathematics professor at the University of Munich. He inherited his wealth from his father, a railroad entrepreneur who converted his Jewish family to Protestantism when Alfred was still a child. Their mother, Hedwig Dohm, was a beautiful and successful actress who gave up the stage when she married the professor and took on the role of prominent society hostess. The Dohm family too had converted from Judaism to Protestantism in the nineteenth century; it was common practice in a country that historically alternated between venerating and despising its Jewish compatriots.
A well-read, intelligent young woman, Katia Pringsheim was afforded an education rare for women in her day. Because girls were not allowed to study at the Gymnasium, a college preparatory high school, she had private tutoring until she was able to pass her Abitur, the qualifying exam for study at university, in 1903. The first female student to enroll in the University of Munich, Katia Pringsheim was also one of the first women in the entire country to pursue a university education. Within the all-male academic community, she delved into the demanding fields of mathematics and experimental physics. After a few semesters, however, her university education and hopes for a professional career were cut short.
Katia Pringsheim was part tomboy and part scholarânot the usual qualities sought in a wife of that era, but qualities which attracted Thomas Mann. He first noticed her getting off a streetcar, math books in hand. Indeed, the entire streetcar noticed her, and not only because she was twenty years old, had sparkling black eyes, an elegant and self-confident style, and strikingly handsome features. The conductor demanded to see her ticket, and to his surprise she refused to comply. She insisted it was not necessary to produce it; she intended to get off at the next stop anyway. With all eyes on her, she called out, âJust leave me alone!â and jumped off in defiance. The conductor was not amused, although Thomas was. He determined then and there to meet her.
Thomas hailed from the northern harbor town of LĂŒbeck, where the Mann family had a long and respectable history. He was the second son of a Brazilian actress and a wealthy German senator, who fully expected him to take over the family trading and transport business. Although this position had been held by eldest sons for three generations, it fell to Thomas because his elder brother Heinrich had no intentions of following in their fatherâs footsteps. Heinrich left LĂŒbeck immediately upon his graduation from schoolâto pursue his literary ambitions, as well as to get away from what he considered the âstink of prosperityâ which permeated his patrician family. Thomas did not endorse this outright rejection of all their father stood for, but he too had doubts about whether he was suited to assume the role of LĂŒbeckâs leading merchant. Hurt deeply by his two errant sons and by the possibility that his glamorous Latin wife was unfaithful, the senator succumbed either to a cancer growing in his bladder (the local doctor operated on him unsuccessfully in the ballroom of the family mansion) or to a poison he took himself; no one ever knew which. The flags in LĂŒbeck were flown at half-mast and the contents of his will became the subject of local gossip.
Still a schoolboy when the senator died, Thomas learned that his upright father had a vindictive streak. Executors were instructed to liquidate the company, sell the house and his ship, and give his wife and children no control over the capital. Forced out of the family home, humiliated by the townâs most esteemed citizen, denounced as decadent by the local vicar, the forty-year-old Julia da Silva Bruhns Mannânever fully accepted into provincial LĂŒbeck society on account of her âexoticismâ anywayâpacked up her three youngest children, Carla, Julia, and Viktor, and moved to an apartment in Munich. Thomas, who had never bothered applying his exceptionally sharp intellect to his studies, left school without completing his Abitur, and joined the family there soon afterward.
In 1901, when he was twenty-six years old, Thomas published his first novel, Buddenbrooks, a thinly veiled fictional account of the Mann family history. His initial impetus was his own personal dilemma; he wanted to tell the relatively short story of how he (just barely) managed to summon up the courage to break with duty and tradition by defying his fatherâs expectations of him. To do that he first had to establish the family heritage, what he called the âpre-history.â Over a thousand pages later, the book ends before his own particular dilemma ever presents itself. Ironically, the novel endorses continuity rather than dissent: it emphasizes the responsibility of carrying on a family legacy, of being a link in a long chain rather than breaking free.
Buddenbrooks drew so heavily on Thomasâs close observations of real life that it angered the townspeople of LĂŒbeck. Poorly received in its first year, the book had a sudden reversal of fortune when one critic in the Berliner Tageblatt championed it, saying that its reputation will âgrow with the years.â Sure enough, decades later the esteemed Swedish Academy singled out Buddenbrooks from the authorâs great body of work:
Thomas Mann, recipient of the Nobel Prize for Literature for the year 1929, especially on account of his great novel Buddenbrooks, which in the course of the years has found increasingly secure recognition as a contemporary classic.
Katia Pringsheim read Buddenbrooks two years before she met and three years before she married its author. On February 11, 1905, almost exactly one year after he observed her on the streetcar, Thomas Mann and Katia Pringsheim were married at the registerâs office on Marienplatz. A small, formal wedding reception followed, held in Katiaâs family home, which was one of the finest mansions in Munich. Thomas was eight years older than Katia and dubbed by her four brothers âa liverish cavalry officerâ owing to his pale complexion, his dark mustache, and his overly correct bearing.
The only daughter in the family, Katia was escorted to concerts and parties by her four protective brothers with closed ranksâa custom which did not stop once she was married. Perhaps it was the absence of a feminine influence among the siblings, or perhaps it was her feminist grandmother who insisted on equal treatment for her one and only granddaughter, but Katia was fiercely independent, and was merely amused by her brothersâ attempts at chivalry. The streetcar incident and her determination to go to university in an age when virtually no women did reveal a spirited, self-confident, forceful personality, which is how Katia is often described by people who knew her much later in her life. Yet at the age of twenty-one, she capitulated to convention when she gave up her studies to marry Thomas Mann, support his career, and bear his many children. At ninety-one Katia looked back on her past and insisted, âI just wanted to say, I have never in my life been able to do what I would have liked to do.â
For Thomasâs part, the marriage was also a capitulation to convention. He already knew he was homosexualâhe had just ended a four-year love affair with a young painter, Paul Ehrenberg. This sexual relationship was a departure from Thomasâs usual pattern of platonic obsession. At fourteen he had become infatuated with an adolescent boy, one of his classmates; this first experience of passionate, unrequited love became an archetype in his later life and in his work. At twenty-five, Thomas no longer saw his homosexual desires as belonging to the caprice of his childhood, although the focus of his sexual passion would continue, throughout his life, to be adolescent boys. Decades later, when he reflected on his relationship with Paul Ehrenberg, he considered it to be the âcentral emotional experienceâ of his life. He wrote, âI have lived and loved. . . . I actually knew happiness, held in my arms someone I really longed for.â At the time, the great joy of that union was tarnished by his self-loathing and disgust at his âabnormality.â
âA punishment he imposed on himselfâ is what one of Thomas Mannâs biographers called his marriage to Katia, claiming that âin marrying her he was building a dam to divert the course of his sexual energy, sacrificing his natural inclinations on the altar of his public image.â He broke off with Paul Ehrenberg shortly before his wedding, and it would be more than twenty years before he fell in love with anyone again.
Was it a fear of his own dangerous passions? A need for the public validation that comes with marriage? An insurance policy against the potential life of penury he faced as an author? Whatever his motivation, Thomas Mann, on the rebound from Paul Ehrenberg, was suddenly very determined to marry Katia Pringsheim. First, he had to win over her skeptical father, who was not impressed by the critical success of Buddenbrooks, and who said to his daughter, âA writer isnât quite the thing, donât you agree? Itâs rather on the frivolous side.â Thomas never grew fond of his future father-in-law, but eventually won the professorâs approval for the marriage by appealing to their shared passion for the music of Richard Wagner.
With the financial support of the Pringsheims, Thomas could embark on a life of heterosexual respectability and material comfort. He genuinely saw the marriage as the socially proper and appropriate step to take, neither dishonorable nor deceitful. If not in love with Katia the way he had been with Paul Ehrenberg, he certainly was captivated by Katiaâs cultured background, her familyâs position in Munich society, and no doubt the prospect of regaining the privileges of wealth which had eluded him since the death of his father. His own happiness, and hers, did not enter into it.
Heinrich had insisted that a fling with a young girl would quickly cure Thomas of his ânonsenseâ with Paul Ehrenberg, but marriage to Katia Pringsheim was going too far. He suspected his younger brother of a calculated move for personal gain, something which so infuriated him that he refused to attend the wedding ceremony. Heinrich was more radical and less pragmatic than Thomas ever would be, and, with his penchant for literary caricature and ribaldry, he never achieved anything near Thomasâs stature in the literary world. In fact, Thomas on o...