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Scripting Pain: Power Exchange and the Theatrical Frame
One night, I realize Iâve accidentally stepped on a man rolled up in a carpet. Weâre at a Scene party in the basement of a restaurant in New Yorkâs East Village. I approach the bar and put my foot on what I assume is a step, when I hear a faint âOof!â The man is laid out in front of the bar, fully submerged in the rug, his face peering out of a roughly cut hole. I step off and apologize, but I am immediately âcorrectedâ by a nearby domme.
âThatâs okay, sweetieâhe likes it!â She proceeds to kick the carpet repeatedly and with great force in her platform boots, while the other people at the bar look on with a mixture of nonchalance and delight. The man in the rug beams the whole time. I return to the table where Iâve been sitting.
âI just accidentally stepped on a guy rolled in a rug,â I tell the group of people whoâve brought me to the party.
âCarpet Guyâs here?â one responds.
Looking at BDSM interactions in contexts such as this one, in which dommes and subs perform these actions publicly, in front of members of the local Scene who are familiar with some of the key players and their attributes, it is easy to see that there is an element of theatricality to such practices. However, it is useful to conceptualize BDSM even in the commercial dungeon, where there are typically no âaudiencesâ for such exchanges, as dramatic because such interactions also represent stylized enactment of relationships of power. In this chapter, inspired by prior work that has examined SM through a dramaturgical frame, as well as my intervieweesâ own conceptions of their work as âtheatrical,â I interrogate the role of control in the process by which dungeon encounters are âscriptedâ and subsequently enacted. Doing this illuminates the professional nuances of these relationships. Although the domme/client interaction is superficially organized as a unidirectional power relationship, it can actually tell us about the nuances of control within other service-industry interactions.
From the outset, rather than viewing control as a 0/1 proposition (one partner has it all and one has none), I reject the common contention among BDSM participants that the sub is the one with âthe controlâ in a D/S exchange. I argue instead that the dominant/submissive interaction actually represents a heavily nuanced struggle for control, in which each party has some role in determining process and outcome. During the interaction prior to the session, in which they determine the parameters for the encounter, dommes and clients strive to âget overâ on each otherâa form of power exchange, I contend, that is belied both by the image of the all-powerful dominant and by the concept of the submissive who âreallyâ directs the exchange. Looking at the process by which both domme and sub negotiate the encounter is useful in that it unfogs the dynamics of other professional relationships as well as the dynamics of the ethnographic interview process, bringing into focus the manner in which the researcher/informant relationship mirrors that struggle for power.
BDSM and the Theatrical Frame
When I conceptualize BDSM relationships as âscriptedâ performances, I am standing on the shoulders of other scholars who have applied a dramaturgical frame to these interactions, and I am also echoing BDSM participantsâ own descriptions of their practices. Thomas Weinberg has theorized that sadomasochism can best be analyzed through what Erving Goffman (1974) terms the âtheatrical frame,â crucial components of which are performance and make-believe. Weinberg explains that, within the theatrical frame, âvarious sorts of keyings are used by the participants,â including âthose which transform what might appear to an outsider to be violence into make-believe or a kind of play-like behaviorâ (1983, 106).1 When it comes to sadomasochism, what the uninitiated onlooker may view as brutal is perfectly reasonable to the participants themselves. SM, of course, involves pain, but it is an agreed-upon level of pain that has been pre-scripted and with which both parties are comfortable (Lee 1983, 185â86).
Using a theatrical frame to examine BDSM helps clarify why safe words are used; the dominant may interpret the submissiveâs expressions of agony within the context of his role in the scene. A staple of BDSM, a safe word can be any term (like âpineappleâ) that, when called out by the submissive during a scene, indicates that he does not wish to continue. Verbal protests, such as âStop,â âThat hurts,â or âLet me go,â may be misinterpreted by the dominant as part of a particular role-playing scenario, while a safe word unambiguously ensures termination of the session. One client explained,
You can define your safe words to be whatever you want, but most people just use âyellowâ and âred.â âYellowâ basically means âIâm approaching the point of âI canât take it anymore.ââ âYellowâ is supposed to mean, like, âDonât go any harder.â Because then youâre going to break my headspace, basically. Red basically means âThatâs it. Scene done.â If you call out red, thatâs it.2
As one pro-domme told me, âI usually will continue what Iâm doing, and I donât stop unless they safe word. I basically tell them at the beginning of the session that if they say, like, âNo, stopâ or âIt hurtsâ then I wonât stop if theyâre not using the safe word.â
It makes sense to think about BDSM as theatrical, not only because dramaturgy is such an apt conceptual tool for considering these exchanges, but also because the participants themselves often view their actions as performative. About half the pro-dommes I interviewed agreed with the statement that professional dominance is âtheaterâ or a âperformance.â I spoke with a Bay Area woman, for instance, who described âsetting the stageâ for sessions with props, lighting, a sound system, and even a fog machine. She added, âEssentially it is always performance art between you and the person youâre playing with.â A New York domme explained, similarly, âItâs a theater with an audience of one. You put makeup on. The nails, the hair. Thereâs a performance. It just happens to be for an audience of one. And thereâs audience participation [laughs].â Even those interviewees who rejected the characterization of their work as theatrical generally added that there are aspects of theater, performance, or illusion to the exchange. Further, they used dramaturgical lingo to characterize the interactions; most referred to BDSM interactions as âscenes,â and some explicitly referred to the pre-session negotiation as a âscriptingâ process.3
Negotiating a Scene
When I discuss the âscriptingâ of a dungeon encounter, I am defining a âscriptâ as the plan for interaction that is developed by one or both parties before the interaction itself occurs. The submissive has a certain degree of control over this process, even within noncommercial (lifestyle) BDSM.
However, which participant really controls a dominatrix/client interaction is not a useful question here, since the argument being made is that that these exchanges are mutually constituted. It is apparent, however, that the submissive has more control over the scene than an onlooker not keyed into the exchange might assume. The negotiation process prior to a session is directed toward, among other things, discerning a clientâs interests and fantasies, so that these may be played out on the dungeon floor. In this sense, the client has control over the general course the scene will take. One Manhattan-based pro-domme told me that she begins this negotiation over the phone: âUsually when I talk to them, I get an idea of what their interests areâpre-screen people. Then they come in, and we chat for ten to fifteen minutes. I have a set list of questions that I ask that have kind of worked for me before.â Though some dungeons ask clients to fill out a form, she indicated that she does not:
I mean, I was just trained to interact with people. Itâs much easier for me to see their reactions and to better understand where they are, and see how they react when they describeâyou know, first I ask, âWhat are your interests? Letâs go over your interests.â They talk about that, and, you know, you look at where they linger and how they look when theyâre talking about something. . . . Then I ask them aboutâitâs a very, very important question and not a lot of people ask thisââWhatâs the worst session you ever had?â And so then I know, all right, this is whatâs important to him. And Iâll ask him whatâs the best session he ever had. And in between the two of those things, and how he says it, Iâm like, okay, now I understand.
Most informants told me that this negotiation process was geared toward determining a subâs preferred activities and âtriggersâ (which words, props, or sensations especially excite him), as well as his physical and emotional âlimits.â
In the Dungeon
Client tastes vary widely. Consequently, professional dominance is an extremely multifaceted industry. It would be a herculean task to construct a typology of all the requests pro-dommes get, but they may be generally organized into three ideal types: pain-producing dominant,4 non-pain-producing dominant, and fetishistic. These categories overlap; sessions commonly involve some combination of pain, dominance without physical pain, and fetish.
Scenarios in which the domme inflicts physical pain are often âcorporalâ sessions, in which she strikes the clientâs bodyâfor instance, by spanking, paddling, flogging, caning, whipping, or punching. Other popular types of pain-producing sessions that are not classified as âcorporalâ include electric stimulation, hair pulling, genital piercing, nipple clamping, and smotheringâwhich, along with choking, falls under the rubric of âbreath play.â A common session request from clients who prefer pain is âcock-and-ball tortureâ (CBT), which some use interchangeably with âball bondageâ (tying-up of the testes), and some apply as a general term for inflicting genital pain. Sessions involving dominance without pain infliction include practices such as body bondage, urinating on the client (golden showers), and verbal humiliation.
Another key aspect of pro-domme/client interactions is fetish. The women I interviewed had encountered clients with fetishes for shoes, articles of clothing, particular fabrics, body hair, and sweat, in addition to body parts and various scents. One client wrote âI love smelly feet!!!â all over his request form. Informants told me that âfoot worshipââin which the client rubs, kisses, compliments, and/or washes the dominatrixâs feetâwas by far the most common manifestation of a body part fetish, though dommes who specialized in wrestling also commonly added that they get requests for âmuscle worship.â For those pro-dommes who are willing to do nudity, âass worshipâ and âbreast worshipâ are common. Other typical fetishistic scenarios include cross-dressing, âadult babiesâ (infantilism), medical scenes (in which the domme plays the role of doctor or nurse, sometimes performing an enema), and âtransformationâ scenarios in which the client wishes to be treated as an animalâmost commonly, âpony playâ and âpuppy play.â
While many pro-dommes emphasized that there is no âtypicalâ session, it is instructive to look at the sample of 305 client preference forms from a New York dungeon, to get a sense of some general trends in session requests. The table below tallies the items checked by clients on their preference forms, organized into the categories âlike,â âlove,â and âdislike.â The activity categories most âlovedâ by clients were submission to multiple mistresses (136 clients), foot slavery (117 clients), genital chastisement (105 clients), dildo service (105 clients), and mild to moderate bondage (101 clients). Slightly more people liked or loved being urinated on (126 clients) than disliked it (115 clients). These trends line up with reports from the women I interviewed; one dungeon domme, for instance, told me, âYou couldnât be a mistress without doing golden and dildo.â
Some of the patterns here we might expect from the media image of the professional dominatrix, especially as relates to her attire. Of 237 clients, for example, 159 indicated that they loved high-heel shoes; this was the category most âlovedâ by clients. And 102 out of 232 loved âexotic boots.â Some clients emphasized this point by writing in requests for stereotypical dominatrix gearâfor instance, âhigh heeled thigh high leather boots (black).â
The corporal categories, however, tell a story that complicates the stereotype: most clients do not come to this dungeon to receive extreme pain. Some types of pain infliction, such as nipple torture and genital chastisement, were common, but when it came to acts such as spanking and flagellation, few clients requested âmoderate to severeâ pain. Only five clients loved moderate to severe flagellation, and only nine loved moderate to severe spanking. At least in part, this avoidance of âseverelyâ masochistic acts may be a function not of taste but of the unwillingness to have evidence of the session left on oneâs body. Informants told me that avoiding telltale marks was a common client concern, particularly for married men, and some clients specified âno marksâ on their request forms. At the same time, this tally of client preferences indicates the extent to which sessions are a mixed bag and by no means always about physical pain, thus complicating the image of the brutal, whip-wielding dominatrix. It is telling, for instance, that one client specified on the âcommentsâ section of his form, âNo Discipline. No Pain. No Meanness.â
Interests, as expressed in client preference forms (N = 305)*
*Clients typically left items blank.
It would be misleading to flatten out this area of social life by limiting the analysis to only the most commonly requested practices, or to those that exist on a set form, in the same way that it would be misleading to focus on only the most outlandish stories. A good way to describe the world of professional erotic dominance is that outliers are commonplace. One dominatrix may encounter only a single client with a particular outlier request, but she will encounter many clients with outlier requests. A line I heard repeatedly from pro-dommes as well as from people in the Scene was, âThereâs someone with a fetish for everything.â The following four dommesâ descriptions of the last session they had done before being interviewed underscore the great variation that exists in this industry:
I forced him to drink a lot of champagne. . . . Itâs not an explicit thing, but a lot of our session revolves around this kind of playful humiliation, where he saysâheâll be like, âI love you.â [I say,] âOf course you do.â [He says,] âDo you love me?â [I say,] âOf course I do.â [He says,] âYouâre lying!â [I say,] âOf course I am.â . . . You know, this whole banter where heâs like, âOh! I loooove you!â and itâs just kind of very playful [laughs]. . . . Itâs really a fun, sillyâitâs just basically me making fun of him like that. Not in a really mean way.
The last session was with a pantyhose fetishist. I like those fetishists because theyâre really easy to work with. I mean, he loves anything as long as it involves pantyhose [laughs]. So of course I have him wear them. I make a straightjacket out of them. I do bondage with them. I do cock-and-ball bondage with them. And then Iâll incorporate other kinds of SM play. So Iâll like tie the cock and balls up and then do other types of CBT or whatever, but itâs the combination of the fetish object with the other activities that he really enjoys.
This was a rare case where this guy had never even seen a mistress before, and heâs asking me to shit in his mouth. Iâm like, âAre you sure, honey?â Heâs that kind of fetishist thatâs probably been thinking of it for fifteen years and just never did it. And he was into, like, ingesting some of it and having some of it on him.
It was a CBT session for two hours with a lot of ballbusting. He just wanted me to hit him in the balls over and over again.
Finally, there are sessions in which the dominatrix, paradoxically, plays the role of the submissive partner in the interaction. The most common example of a session in which the dominatrix is not dominant is a âswitchâ session, which can refer to a scene in which the dominatrix is the submissive participant (also called a âsub sessionâ) or in which the two people arrange to âswitchâ in the mi...