Katie Griffiths
Katie Griffiths grew up in Ottawa, Canada â the daughter of Northern Irish parents. She returned to the UK for university and subsequently worked at Radio Times, then as volunteer co-ordinator for refugees of the war in the former Yugoslavia, and as teacher at a further education college. Her collection My Shrink is Pregnant was joint runner-up in the 2014 Poetry School/Pighog Poetry Pamphlet Competition. She is singer-songwriter in the band A Woman in Goggles, under which name she also blogs.
Capo
The farmyard rule of whoâs boss: my chicken-strangling hands getting instant results, squeezing the upper register out of a neck, forcing it to shriek falsetto, cutting airflow and blood supply just this side of suffocation, just enough to allow whatâs wedged under my armpit to flap wings, like that song I tried to strum when we sat on your bed in your hostâs house the summer I turned seventeen, on school exchange in Wilhelmshaven, and you handed me a worn guitar I couldnât subdue without the throttlehold, the tourniquet of a capo clamped to its fifth fret. The instrument struggled, whimpered like a mandolin, my voice wavered, fingers slid on strings, your legs too skinny, too close. You tried to kiss me before we left. No sooner outside the front door, your host-mother banged open the shutters of your room above us, shot out her head, a clockâs crazed cuckoo jumping the hour, that scrawny bald neck, ligaments straining, its pronouncement shrilling down the street:
Du hast mit ihm im Bett geschlafen.
Du dreckiges MĂ€dchen, dreckiges MĂ€dchen.
You slept with him in bed. You dirty girl, dirty girl.
The Friends You Keep
Zagrebâs dark backstreets spat you out
with your upturned collar, slicked hair
and height that forces me to angle my face
into the sting of sleet. I canât place you â
not charity or aid worker, but a fixer of sorts,
my escort towards the bus stop along a row
of lime trees gagged in December ice.
We board the 201, you clutch my elbow
like a tiller, steer me to the one vacant seat,
hold dominion over the stuffy interior
with an English voice unreeling names
recognised by sullen passengers:
Karlovac, Franjo TuÄman, the Krijena.
Then you change tack, cite clips from your life,
the shooting weekends, dumped fiancée,
boarding-school pranks, how you clicked apart
the shoulder sockets of the mute boy
until he bleated that his name was Gordon.
I breathe mustiness from your sodden overcoat.
You ask why Iâm in this place, nice girl like me.
I shrug: the arguments, the bickering.
You claim you can arrange an end to all that,
easy as a nod,
as an envelope of (preferably) Deutschmarks,
as a phone call to those friends you keep.
The Road to Split
This could not be England,
this stand-off of land and water
and the road that forms the seam between.
Nor these signs that man
has scrabbled to put order into rocks,
small clawings of territory,
minute fields dragged from the granite.
Past abandoned habitations
and the barefaced chill of Pag Island,
we creep across a pontoon understudy
of the Maslenica Bridge, shelled to hell,
photographing neither gun emplacements
nor the way winter has cast
its snow in slapdash swirls.
The chain-smoking bus driver
pumps radio oompah through the coach,
swamps the soundtrack of Top Gun â no protest
since all eyes are stuck to Croat subtitles.
In deep ravines at every savage bend vehicles rust:
perhaps dumped for convenience, or perhaps
the road, pulled too far south, has flexed its spine.
The Knight of Swords
Matthew, hammered by sun, sprawls
on the spare bed in my room. Antiseptic
cream makes him a B-movie ghoul.
Hiatus. Whiff of strawberry perfume
across my wrists. Everyone has dispersed,
the devoted to trail a Medjugorje priest,
the motivated with tapes to size up damage,
the boy a...