ROOMS
THE NATIONAL LIBRARY
Sabiha
I had decided to study history at university
the day the library started burning.
I was loaded down with books on my way to my parentsâ house.
People darted. They jerked like fish
caught on a huge, dry stone.
I stood and watched for the longest time.
Pieces of paper lit on my shoulders and hands.
It was August, my birthday.
Iâd been thinking how my mother would cry
when she saw Iâd cut my hair. Iâd light a cigarette. Iâd wait.
Iâd been thinking how to tell my father:
History, Papa. Not mathematics. Not physics.
My father mistrusted history.
I stood at the bridge preparing my speech.
The leather straps dug into my shoulders.
I stood until the fish settled on their stone
until ash gathered at my feet,
until it covered my face
and the rest of me.
COLORS
Zahid
At night in winter I would sit
by the blue and white flames of the stove
in the corner and watch my wife.
She talked about the town.
Her sister.
His son.
(I only looked to listen.)
She wore an apron with red buds
blooming across her chest.
She knit in her chairâshiny silver needles
and yellow wool.
She knit jumpers for our grandchildren,
jumpers for our neighborâs son.
PAPAâS DREAM
Fatima
I.
This year the neighbors wonât bring eggs.
And the lamb we meant for Bairam
will be born still.
The eweâs pointy skull through the rails
will scan the woods for her.
II.
Mama and I tuck our hair under scarves
and wear glass charms.
While my brother, Mufid, keeps an iron blade.
In the kitchen, we speak only commands, no names.
Only
Kahva.
Only
Tiho.
III.
Papa starts awake to a white dawn,
to dew and grain and the rest of us
sleeping.
He bends to tie his shoes like every morning.
Long before ours, his day begins.
WATER
Denis
Outside, the cement cracks where it wouldnât.
We dig trenches to get to work.
Asphalt on top of asphalt on top of dirt.
I try to go at night, plastic bottles strung like lanterns
around my shoulders and thighs. Which is safer,
the dark walk at night or the sprint in day? Itâs a running debate.
Sanja thought ahead and filled her closets with water.
Wine bottles, milk jugs everywhere.
We still take them, one at a time.
Thatâs how many she stored.
Much good it did her.
Blown wall. Half oven. Burned, curled wallpaper.
We take one and head to the basement
on days we wouldnât dare run
on nights the cement cracks where it wouldnât.
In the basement, everyone brings different things.
I take a book. Asim takes his makeup.
Mrs. Djurdjié brings her starving Persian.
ZLATA ON THE OUTSIDE
Rahima
Hurry, hurry.
Through
the outside.
Hurry.
From inside
to inside.
Hurry, hurry.
Hard rain
from the hills.
The outside
can catch you child.
Hurry.
MORNING
Petra
In the mists we move them through the orchard
or the fields (the long grass sharp) while my son
and his boys sleep in the hills until noon.
The strangers canât stay but to take some bread.
Then my husband and I reach a hand and hard whisper:
God go with you. Go!
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