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Chapter 1
A Hoarderâs Haven
Welcome to my attic! A family of old friends lives up here. Over the years they crept silently up the steep, narrow stairs, gently eased open the creaking door and slipped in quietly. They made themselves comfortable and now have earned their right of residence. When my life downstairs was frantic with the demands of business and small children they reached down with welcoming arms and raised me up. Up here in the restful silence they fostered and encouraged my first tentative steps into the world of writing. These comforters were handed on to me by family hoarders who had cherished and loved them for decades. Now they are my protégés and I would like to introduce them to you, and you may be pleasantly surprised to be reunited with some long-forgotten friends, and hopefully make new ones. 10
My mother was a hoarder and kept all our schoolbooks. My husband Gabriel was another hoarder who kept his schoolbooks. My cousin Con, who became part of our family, was an extreme hoarder and brought all his old schoolbooks with him when he came to live in our house. So a deep drift of old schoolbooks was building up and would eventually swirl in my direction.
In the home place, my mother stored all our old schoolbooks up in a dark attic that was christened the âblack loftâ because in those pre-electricity days only faint rays of light penetrated its dusty depths under the sloping roof of our old farmhouse. Gabriel stored his in a recess under the stairs, which he had cordoned off from our destructive offspring. You entered his mini library via a handmade little door secured with a bolt above child-level access. An adult gaining entry to this literary archive then had to genuflect and go on all-fours to reach the shelves in the furthest corners. Con stored his books under his bed and on shelves all around his bedroom, until the room resembled a kind of beehive of books. When these three much-loved family members climbed the library ladder to the heavenly book archives, I became the custodian of all these old schoolbooks.
My sister Phil sorted out our motherâs collection of a lifetime, brought them from the home place and landed a large box of books on my kitchen table with the firm instructions: âYou look after these now.â We went through them with âOhsâ and âAhsâ of remembrance. In the box was 11a miscellaneous collection of moth-eaten, tattered and battered-looking schoolbooks. Amongst them was a book that had belonged to our old neighbour Bill, who had gone to school with my father. It was somehow uncanny that here was a reminder of Bill, who, every night during our childhood all those years ago, came down from his home on the hill behind our house and taught us our lessons. He was a Hans Christian Andersen who loved children and had the patience of Job, so he was the ideal teacher and we loved him dearly. He spent long hours teaching us our lessons; one night he spent over an hour patiently trying to drum the spelling of âimmediatelyâ into my heedless head. All the books eventually found their way up into my attic with promises of: Some day, some day! Isnât life littered with good intentions!
For many years all these old books remained stored away in the attic, gathering dust. Occasionally when I was up there rummaging through miscellaneous abandoned objects looking for something else, I would come across one of them. Planning just a quick peep inside, I was still there half an hour later, steeped in memories. These impromptu sessions transported me back into the world of To School through the Fields.
That first peep into a book sometimes led to a search through others along the shelves, looking for another where a half-remembered poem or some lessons I half-recalled might be hidden. Having found that other book, the nearest chair was sought and a journey back down memory lane 12ensued. This sometimes provided a welcome break in a then busy schedule downstairs and there was deep satisfaction in these stolen moments.
There and then the promise would again be made that one day all these old schoolbooks would be gathered together and sorted out. I owed it to my mother, to Gabriel and to Con, who had all so carefully preserved them and entrusted their future to me. Unfortunately, it never happened. But lodged at the very back of my mind was the thought that one day when I too would climb the golden library ladder all these old books could well finish up in a skip! A terrible thought! But if I, who knew and loved the history of these books did nothing with them, how could I expect someone who had no nostalgic connection with them to do what I had failed to do? But after these episodes it was back on the conveyor belt of a busy life, which flattens us all. But sometimes life has a funny way of working things out in spite of us and as time evolves it comes up with its own solutions. And so it was with this collection of old schoolbooks.
On recent long car journeys, my grand-daughter Ellie, aged seven, and I are back-seat passengers, and these journeys invariably evolve into storytelling sessions. And one day I said to Ellie: âI think that I have become your GobĂĄn Saor.â âNana, whatâs a GobĂĄn Saor?â she inquired.
Now, there are many stories about the GobĂĄn Saor, I told her, but probably the correct one is that he was a very good mason who worked for free or very cheaply, was skilled at building, and always managed to get his due, whatever the 13circumstances. But my favourite story about him is this. And so I told her my version of the GobĂĄn Saor story, in which he is a man who loved storytelling. She loved it.
When Ellie heard this story she absorbed every last detail and demanded that it be retold many times, precisely as she had first heard it. The GobĂĄn Saor led on to other old stories and she was completely fascinated by the stories, myths and legends that I had learnt in school. A visit back up to the attic was necessary to re-familiarise myself with these stories. Many had totally faded from my memory and rediscovering them was like meeting up with old friends. I decided now was the time to rescue the old books.
I gathered them all together into one long flat box, brought them downstairs and spread them out on the kitchen table. It was an old school reunion. At last all these old friends were back together. Many were tattered and torn from lots of grubby-fingered thumbing and years of dusty storage. Some covers were missing and of other books there was only the cover â but even a cover can sometimes tell a story. One ragged cloth cover was stitched to a book with Billâs name on it and was dated 1907. On another book was my fatherâs beautiful copperplate writing. That generation took great pride in the art of handwriting, or âhaving a good handâ as my grandmother termed it.
Back in those days the books on the curriculum were seldom changed as books cost money and that was a scarce commodity, so schoolbooks were passed down from one family member to another, one generation to another, and indeed often from neighbour to neighbour. So these books had the names of many members of the family and sometimes of old neighbours inscribed in them. When leafing 15through many of them, I felt like saying: âWell done, thou good and faithful servantâ, because these books had indeed taken good care of their contents and served us well.
These were the books that were used in the National Schools of Ireland during the 1940s and 1950s, and probably since independence in the 1920s. Amongst my collection too were copies of books that were used in the early years of the small secondary schools set up around rural Ireland by enterprising young graduates who wished to bring education back to their own place. At that time not every family could afford to send their children to boarding school and in remote rural areas there were no convents and monasteries with nuns and brothers who were then the main educators in cities and towns. Those small rural secondary schools provided second-level education for many of us who would otherwise have gone without. These young educational entrepreneurs could have found jobs in well-established convents or colleges, or emigrated to exciting new places, but chose instead to face an uncertain future and invest their time and money in renting premises to set up these small schools. Sometimes they were following a family tradition â the grandfather of the young man who started our secondary school had, years previously, taught in our old school across the fields. They occasionally provided education for children whose parents were not able to come up with the small fees that they charged. These teachers are the unsung educators and enlighteners of many young minds around rural Ireland. We owe them a debt of gratitude. 16
Then I came across a wonderful book, The Secret Life of Books, by Tom Mole, which made me think about how precious books are. It was another incentive to rescue the old books in the attic. What secrets would they reveal? How would I relate to them now, so many years later? Would they still live or would they have faded from my mind? And so, after long years of wondering quite what to do with these old schoolbooks, a seed was planted and Books from the Attic began to take shape. My mother, Gabriel and Con had entrusted the books to me. They should not be lost; their stories and poems are from another time and another place and are a huge part of our culture. So please find a comfortable chair and put your feet up. Itâs time for the GobĂĄn Saor!
My arrival into first class and being presented with a brand new Kincora Reader was a day to remember. It had a gorgeous smell and you got a thrill of excitement just running your fingers up and down the shiny pages. A brand new anything was much appreciated in our world back then!
Our schoolbooks were seldom new. They were âhand-me-downsâ, going through large families, and, for me, being sixth in the line of succession, mine always had the evidence of much wear and tear before they eventually reached me. This system of handing on books worked because there was never a change of books on the curriculum. So the acquisition of a pristine, untainted copy was a big occasion. Such a thing would only come about when an old copy of a particular book had absolutely fallen 18asunder or gone missing. A rare event! We were cautioned to take good care of our books, and we did as we were told because we were well aware that if a precious book went missing there would be âmĂle murderâ. Books cost money, and money was hard-earned. So a brand new book was a rare treat. To me it felt almost as if this special book had a life of its own and could almost teach me by itself! The fact that the first lesson in the new book gave instructions on how it should be treated came as no surprise at all â that this new book was actually talking to me was quite within the realm of possibilities. Things could not get any better than that! Each word was absorbed and all the commands that this new book issued were carried out with absolute delight.
Take Care of Me
Every instruction of that lesson was taken in with wide-eyed wonder and on arriving home that evening with my shiny new book, the job of covering this treasure and all our other books was a major undertaking of primary importance. Because all the other books, which may have been in use for years, were still new to whoever was to use them this coming year, they too had to get a fresh new coat.
The choice of outfit was limited. Usually the first choice was brown paper, which had to be carefully cut into shape with scissors. These scissors, though not my motherâs best, which were kept in her sewing machine for dress-making, came with a health warning and firm instructions: âMind your fingers;â âDonât stick that scissors into your eye;â âDonât cut the cover of the book.â If you failed to follow these orders properly, the scissors were smartly whipped off you by an older sister who deemed herself more capable of fulfilling the requirements. Sometimes a battle for supremacy took place which brought another sister on board and a power struggle ensued with no possible solution in sight until a peace treaty was negotiated by my 20mother, who constantly poured oil on troubled relationships in our female-dominated household.
The brown paper had arrived during the year wrapped around messages from town and had been carefully saved by my mother with this very purpose in mind. Sometimes paper bags containing meal for the animals or chicken feed were taken apart, cut up and reused. This slightly crumpled paper had...