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the television set
We hauled it out of a neighborâs garbage pile
and carried off the booty to our fort,
Johnny Bowman and I, when we were boys.
Our fort was a refrigerator box
deep inside a wooded corner lot,
and this, our treasure, was a Magnavox.
We carried out a small experiment
and bashed the screen in with a baseball bat.
The glass erupted fundamentally.
Inside were gizmos wired to their boards,
the black, cylindrical capacitors,
resistors with their little colored bands,
so many that it took the breath away,
and wires that we gingerly picked apart.
Each component was invested with
the mystery of those things we didnât know,
but each held out an incremental hope
that we might learn, one day, just what it was.
We divvied up the ripped-out circuit boards
and figured other boys would covet them.
We had an iron poker with a hook,
a diabolic thing that Johnny got,
and this weâd use upon our enemies
if they so much as came to look at us.
But the enemies that summer never came,
and so we had to make the best of it
alone in our refrigerator box,
guarding with a poker what we thought
was worth the time we spent protecting it.
long live rock
I lived for so long in that edifice,
that house of decline, where all my dreams
of rock stardom, never really mine,
existed like radioactive ghosts,
hyperexcitable and glamorous.
Electric guitars, I thought, would redeem
the dying I endured behind machines.
But that redemption never came to pass.
Instead, hysteria. The rock idols
fell foul of their dead counterparts, the ghouls
from that old film where failures walk the earth,
and there was disembowelment and betrayal
in the psychic house of the incredible.
My labor was no more than it was worth.
the bank
Before our livelihoods went down the drain,
Everyone said itâs all good and that,
At the end of the day, there is no end of the day.
Risk reigned. We were good to go.
So, going forward, how appalled we were
To see things going backward, downward badly
Every day, what we worked for dumped
As damaged goods for the greater good of all.
Ruin whispered in the very word
No one cared to look too closely at:
Subprime, bad, a bad end
Just waiting to occur. And when it came,
Pulling down a venerable house of cards,
Mostly jokers, we paid for what we were.
crane
Why exert myself without a cause?
Iâd rather sit and watch the tower crane
outside my city window toward the bridge.
In summer smog that infiltrates the mind,
itâs like a ghost, attenuated, gray,
beyond its own particularity.
And later on, at night, it will become
the lonely, red-eyed sentinel I know,
keeping watch above the work itâs done,
the work that it will undertake again
when daytime gets to drinking over Queens.
But that is not the point. The tower crane
holds itself apart and does not need
to speak about the nature of its trust.
It makes a pick and puts a load in place
and stands, locked-in, without a narrative.
You too, my crane, will not exert yourself
without a cause, but when you work you move
with ministerial integrity
across the range of your appointed tasks,
a small portfolio of sky events
that you alone are fit to orchestrate.
Imprisoned in triangularities,
you demonstrate a way to rise above
the laws of gravity you work against,
all clearance and capacity and height.
You oversee a tower here, and there,
not asking what is guaranteed to last.
Iâm given, now, to you. I only hope
that my line, too, pays cleanly off the sheave
without a hitch, at singular altitude,
the crane block running incorruptibly,
the reeving tight, the lifting taut and true.
blizzard
The blowing snow gives body
to psychotic shapes the wind assumes,
going sixteen ways at once
in a night thatâs hard to get across.
A New York City bus is stuck,
a snowplow too. The subwayâs down.
Most everyone is still in bed,
but I put on an overcoat
and go outside to get to work.
On Broadway Iâm alone and walk
eleven blocks in the middle lane
at 4:00 a.m., the only place
thatâs clear enough. The snow is piled
some four feet high and drift...