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The Drowning Boy's Guide to Water
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Cameron Barnett's poetry collection, The Drowning Boy's Guide to Water (winner of the 2017 Rising Writer Contest), explores the complexity of race and the body for a black man in today's America.
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III
THE BLACK BOYâS GUIDE TO BLACKNESS
In this town, rock salt purples the snow;
cold air too thick to see each other
downtown, amid the poor and busy
following the purple to avoid
stepping on toes. Elsewhere, an army
widow lights a cigarette, watches
the snowman in her yard begin to
melt. In her hands, a box full of her
husbandâs letters. Another puffâsoon
the box will be bursting with ashes.
At the high school, a black boy thumbs through
an old copy of August Wilsonâs
Fences. He feels the spotlight coming
when the teacher asks the class to read
partsâno one likes to say the word, but
all want to hear it. At the bookstore,
a skeptic buys a bible before close.
He takes his purchase to the corner
of the café and he reads, surprised
at how small and many the words are.
In this snow-strapped town, the raw air grinds
with gritting teeth. Purple-footed folk
breathe hard and step carefully on by.
The cross-eyed bible reader squints for
the truth. A widow turns to ash all
that had been steel in her. In this town,
the black boy stands before his class, says
Nigger right into their eyes, then sits.
MEMOIR OF A PLAGIARIST
I wrote Hamlet in a summer, Moby Dick in a year, mastered loss,
and penned âPrufrockâ on a rainy day. My love told me stories
were just masks of words, all guise no guts. Once I conquered literature
I moved to music: âAuld Lang Syneâ and âAmazing Grace,â âThe Star-
Spangled Bannerâ for starters. Sometimes I didnât know my next song
until somebody sang it firstâbut I wrote it, lyrics like a signature
everyone recognized but nobody knew was mine. My love told me
songs were just earrings. When they no longer sufficed I moved on
to building, stacked silver to the sky and called it Chrysler, built
a bridge so strong my lover named it Brooklynâeach time I carved
my name in the nooks where no one noticed. I learned so many things
could be secrets, but my love told me a secret is just the valley
between a truth and a lie. Soon building was easy, so I started stealing
light everywhere it fell, balled it up, hurled into the night and made Aries,
Aquarius, Pegasus, Pisces, the Pleiades. I slept at my loveâs side,
crescent clutch under the sky Iâd sewn. When she told me the people
in her dreams were made of clay I didnât believe her, so I became a dream,
rewired neurons until her nights were a seamless cinema. But I forgot
a perfect story isnât perfect until it finds its flaw. My love forgot meâ
I became a thin sliver in her mind, more waning than waxing;
a needle threading itself to light, unlooping every time.
SMOKE
When my uncle fought fire he didnât use a hose
like his father before himâhe used a straw
to sip orange juice and watched the sun flicker
between the curtains each morning. He fought
fire all his life in the hospital, though bedridden.
Dad used to tell me He has a hard time with things
the rest of us do everyday. I never did meet him,
but I knew his good and bad days by my auntâs
crowâs feet or how Dadâs knuckles rolled under his skin
when they came home from visits and played Art
Blakey in the living room so loud I couldnât hear
them talk, I never questioned why
I couldnât see him. I never asked if I could.
In a hospital I pass often, my uncle scales a ladder
and leaps through flames, taking an ax to every locked door.
I donât yet know that the house is him, that something keeps
rekindling the fire every time he puts it out. If one can say
a house is the space just above your throat, the whole thing
furnished basement to attic and burning, I can imagine
my uncle leaning deep in his rocking chair, embers spread
around him in a big lagoon, the pick of his ax-head blunted,
kissing his heel as it slides from his lap, and just outside the window
his brother and sister waving their bodies wildly to fight
the fire too, and that after a lifetime it might be hard
not to see them as candles.
My aunt tells me he saw my graduation pictures once and gave
something that looked like a smile. I learn where the thyroid is
when cancer comes for his neck and threatens to finish
where the flames are failing. In the end, itâs not the fire that kills.
Once in a while Iâll walk home and look up to see smoke
coming from the next neighborhood over and I wonder
if I might be watching someoneâs death not too far from me.
It happens most often in spring right before it rains
and the smell of whatâs lost falls all afternoon.
I turned down giving my uncleâs eulogy
because they buried him in a jar
and I didnât know the right words
to make a good first impression.
Tonight Iâm writing you a letter, Bruce, though itâs winter now
and Dad is filling the fireplace with logs from the woodpile
even though the chimney may be too cold for the smoke to rise.
BETWEEN SKIN
Suppose I say the word âautumn,â and write
âsatchelâ on a small blank notecard, lick it
closed in an envelope and mail it to you
so as you open it, standing alone in your cold
kitchen, you recall crimson leaves crunching
under our feet, the smell of the steep city trail,
how we split clammy palms long enough
for a love note to slip beneath the red-patched flap
of your bag, the corners of your grin pinned back
with hesitation, our shoes kicking up the dirt.
Or would you remember on...
Table of contents
- Cover Page
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Table of Contents
- Dedication
- I
- II
- III
- Notes on Cameron Barnett
- Acknowledgments