TUESDAY, 17th APRIL
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āThis one is from Christine,ā Aunt Dolly said, planting a pudgy finger on the airmail envelope with the African stamp.
āSo it is,ā Martha agreed, looking up with a simulated start of surprise from the seed catalogue which had also arrived with the morning post.
āI canāt make it out. Why is it addressed to you and not me?ā
āPerhaps because the letter inside it is for me?ā
āOh, stuff and nonsense! What would she be writing to you about that she canāt say to her own mother? No, donāt tell me, I can guess. Youāve been making mischief again, thatās what it is! Going behind my back and whining to Christine that Iām a useless old woman who ought to be put away in an asylum, I shouldnāt wonder.ā
āOf course not, dear, donāt be so silly,ā Martha replied, trying to sound amused, although the accusation was close enough to the truth to cause a slight flush to appear on her angular, horsy face and, inevitably, spread from there to the tip of her long nose.
āThen why donāt you open it, if youāve nothing to hide? Goodness knows, we donāt either of us hear from her so often that Iād expect you to shilly-shally about when you do get a letter. Go on, open it, for goodness sake, and letās hear what she has to say.ā
āI thought Iād take it upstairs and read it after breakfast.
I havenāt brought my glasses down and you know what Christineās writing is like.ā
āThen pass it over and Iāll read it out to you. I donāt need my glasses for that.ā
This was true for, although over seventy, Dolly had excellent eyesight, this being one of the few faculties she had retained intact.
āLook out, youāre spilling the tea down your dress, Aunt Dolly! Oh dear, what a shame. And I only fetched it back from the cleaners yesterday! Canāt you mop it up with your handkerchief?ā
āOh, whatās it matter? Gracious, what a bore you are! Sitting there, with that moony expression on your face, nagging on about cleanersā bills when all I want is to hear what Christine has to say. Now then, are you going to allow me to read my own daughterās letter, or arenāt you?ā
āOh, look! Here they are all the time!ā Martha said, unearthing her spectacles from under the seed catalogue, for if her feeble manoeuvre had failed to divert her auntās attention from the letter, it had at least provided breathing space in which to weigh up the two evils and to make it plain that the lesser was to keep the letter in her own hands at all costs. She stretched her thin, bony hand across the table for a clean knife and then, with the utmost care and deliberation, slit the envelope. After this, she removed the stamp, in a neat surrounding square of paper, and laid it on one side, explaining that it was for Mrs Baileyās grandson, and all the while visualising the phrases in Christineās scrawly handwriting and imagining how she would skip some of them, paraphrase some and, in the last resort, pretend to find others illegible. She was poor at dissembling and unlikely, she knew, to carry it off with much flair, but it was the best she could think of.
The truth was that several months previously, in a mood of near desperation, she had written to her cousin Christine in very similar terms to those which Dolly had taunted her with, though certainly not hinting that the old woman should be put in a home, for she knew she was incapable of consigning anyone to such a fate. In fact, it was precisely to avoid such a thing that she had appealed to Christine, asking if it might not be possible to provide the money for a nurse, or daily companion, since Dollyās mental state had now deteriorated to a point which made looking after her almost a full-time job. She had also contemplated pointing out that the monthly sum which Dolly contributed to the housekeeping, however fair it might have seemed twenty years before when Christine had sailed to Africa with her first husband, Tim Whitfield, was now totally inadequate. On reflection, though, she had realised that this might merely cloud the issue, for she could envisage Christine seizing on that one point and considering her responsibility ended by upping the allowance with an additional five or ten pounds a month.
That letter had been despatched in January and it was now mid-April. On the assumption that even if Christine were to reply by return, which was unlikely but not to be absolutely ruled out, Martha had reckoned that at least ten days must elapse before she could expect a reply. So as soon as this period was up she began to exercise the utmost vigilance over the incoming mail, going downstairs in her dressing-gown to collect the letters before her aunt was up and ensuring whenever possible that the afternoonās gardening schedule brought her within sight of the front gate at the time of the second delivery.
However, as the weeks went by and no answer came, she had relaxed these precautions and now, some three months later, had been caught off her guard and plunged into the very situation she had most dreaded. She was not in fear of her auntās displeasure, which she cheerfully endured forty times a day; only of hurting her feelings.
Christineās reply was handwritten on three sheets of airmail paper and even before unfolding it Martha realised with a certain wry amusement that at least it contained no cheque to be explained away.
Adjusting her spectacles and clearing her throat like a nervous lecturer, she skimmed rapidly over the first two paragraphs and almost exclaimed aloud, in a mixture of relief and disappointment, as she realised that no expurgating would be needed either. Her cousin had written as follows:
Dear Martha,
Sorry about the long silence but, as you may have seen in the papers, things have been pretty hectic here, owing to the military coup and curfews and all the rest of it and weāve had ghastly staff problems in the house as well as on the plantation. So you neednāt think Iāve been too busy with the social whirl to send any news. As a matter of fact, all that side of life has practically ground to a halt because there are some pretty villainous characters around and most of our friends donāt fancy being out after sunset these days. Things are beginning to settle down a bit now, but there have been some really nasty incidents, one of them involving poor old Tim, which gave us all a bad scare, but Iāll save the details till I see you. And hold on to your seat because this will probably be some time in August, which brings me to the point of this letter. Weāve been talking about it for months and Derek has finally decided that the only sensible course is to sell up the estate and leave here before thereās another change of government and they bring in those iniquitous laws against taking money out of the country, like weāve seen happening in other parts of Africa.
Iām sure youāll understand that weāre absolutely heartbroken by the prospect, and itās particularly rough on Derek, being third generation out here and having no family or friends in the UK, unless you count poor old Jim McBean, who retired last year and is now living in some ghastly place like Woking. And I canāt say I particularly relish the idea of washing up and scrubbing floors in grey little England. Added to which, it has come at a very awkward moment for Adrian, who is in his third year at the Nairobi school and was hoping to go on to a university in SA. But obviously thereās no point in doing that if he canāt come here for the holidays, so weāll have to try and squeeze him into a crammers, or something. Or perhaps you know of some local clergyman who could tutor him, if they still do that kind of thing?
Well, itās all very sad and weāll be desperately sorry to leave in so many ways, but itās no good beefing about it because lots of our friends will soon be leaving too and, having made the great decision, I can hardly wait to get away. Iāll be able to tell you a lot more about it when we meet, but first and foremost what Iād like you to do is to look around for a suitable house for us. Weād prefer to be somewhere near you, if possible, as I gather your part of Sussex is still reasonably unspoilt, as well as being so convenient for town. Keep in mind that we donāt want anything poky, or overlooked by neighbours, but at the same time it mustnāt be too vast and rambling, as Iām not eager to spend my whole time doing housework.
Ideally, what we have in mind is a farmhouse sort of place, with lots of character but completely modernised, with ten or twelve acres, including some rough shooting for Derek. Weāll need at least five bedrooms because weāre not used to living on top of each other and even though Adrian wonāt be at home all the time heāll need a place of his own to stack his belongings. Iām a bit out of date with UK prices, but judging by the advertisements in Country Life theyāve shot up like everything else. However, weād go up to a hundred thousand for something really attractive, so please do your best for us.
Love to Mother and tell her Iāll keep all the other news till we meet. Weāll have to start off in an hotel in London, unless we have the luck to find someone who can lend us a flat until our stuff arrives, so Iāll either cable you our date of arrival, or else ring up when we get there, but donāt forget to keep me posted about any possible houses in the mean time.
I must say Iām looking forward to seeing some shows again. Make a note of any you can recommend, as weāre probably going to need some guidance.
Yours,
Christine
There was a postscript below the signature, but after one glance Martha kept its contents to herself. Even without it, the letter was not read through with no break, the last paragraph in particular bringing some caustic comments from Martha, who rarely set foot in a theatre and who also had some queries to express concerning the accuracy of the Country Life advertisements; but these were mere drops in the ocean compared to the stream of interruptions which flowed from Dolly. Her reactions progressed from excitement to approval and from there to the realms of purest ecstasy. The principal source of delight lay in Christineās specifications regarding the number of bedrooms this unpoky, modernised gem must contain, for she could conceive of no other reason for their requiring so many, except the expectation of being invited to occupy one of them herself.
Although privately agreeing that nothing could be more desirable, Martha nevertheless felt it her duty to dampen these wild hopes, suspecting that they must ultimately be doomed to the most crushing disappointment, but Dolly ignored the warning and continued to rhapsodise on the subject, asking again and again why else, in stating the exact number, Christine had emphasised that it would provide one for each of them.
āI wouldnāt set too much store by that, Aunt Dolly. She was probably only trying to give us an idea of the scale of house they have in mind. They may want two spare bedrooms, or she may be planning to get an au pair girl, for all we know.ā
āOh, go on, pour cold water over everything, I should! Youāre jealous, thatās what it is!ā
āIt sounds as though Tim is staying on, despite the nasty incident, whatever it was,ā Martha said, having learnt that a change of subject was often the surest way to dislodge one of Dollyās fixations, even at the cost of putting another one in its place.
āGood thing, too. Best place for him,ā Dolly said, rising to the bait.
She had been proud of Tim Whitfield, her first son-in-law, when the young and exceptionally pretty Christine had married him twenty years previously. Even the desolation of knowing that he was to remove her beloved only child half-way across the world had been largely mitigated by the pleasure of boasting about how well he had done for himself to become assistant manager of a vast tea estate, with literally hundreds of workers under him, as well as by the happy anticipation of the many holidays she would be flying out to spend with the young couple.
In the end she had had to wait more than three years before embarking on the first of such trips, which had also proved to be the last, and even this had been cut down from three months to one. She had scarcely arrived in her daughterās house before Christine had discovered herself to be pregnant and, since for some mysterious reason the birth was expected to involve complications, her doctor had advised her to spend the six months preceding it within reach of the finest obstetricians of Nairobi. They had travelled down there together and Dolly had been granted one glorious week before being despatched on the plane back to England and, although there had been talk of future visits and also of Tim and Christine bringing the baby to spend a summer in England, nothing had come of it. Then, when Adrian was two years old, came the news that Christine was divorcing her husband. Six months later she had married Derek Marsh, only surviving member of a family of old established settlers and sole owner of the tea estate where Tim Whitfield was employed.
Evidently, there had been no rancour on either side, for it was clear, even from Christineās scrappy and infrequent letters, that Tim had kept his job and still figured to some extent in her new life. Martha imagined that such close proximity between the old and the new husband must have created a degree of embarrassment, but concluded that the grand colonial house where Christine now lived with Derek Marsh was miles removed, both socially and geographically, from Timās humbler residence and that in the normal way the two sides were not often obliged to meet.
Dolly, whose loyalties swung about as freely as a sapling in a high wind, had instantly switched allegiance to her new son-in-law, whose wealth and grandeur were on a level to make Christineās former station in life appear quite beggarly by comparison. From that time on, she had never missed an opportunity to scorn and denigrate the lowly Tim, which was rather unfair of her because, as a son-in-law, Christineās second husband turned out to be even more remiss than her first. England was not home for him and when he and Christine went on leave it was always to South Africa or the Seychelles and Dolly had not once been invited to visit them.
On this occasion Martha was content to allow the criticisms of Tim to flow on unchecked, while she cleared away and washed up the breakfast dishes and, as soon as she felt confident that the subject of the impending invasion and the five wonderful bedrooms was temporarily forgotten, she went upstairs to re-read Christineās postscript in the privacy of her own bedroom.
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āCome on, now! Donāt look so worried. Tell me exactly what the odious creature said and Iāll give you the benefit of my opinion,ā Avril announced, striking a manly attitude, with her back to the baronial fireplace.
Despite her bossy manner, it was impossible to know Avril well and to dislike her and, although they had little in common, Martha valued her friendship highly, finding something endearing even in her arrogance.
Acquaintances were apt to remark on the many disparities between them, finding it odd that the rich and powerful Avril Meyer should choose to spend so much of her time in the company of a dowdy and impecunious spinster, but Avril viewed the situation differently. She liked Martha and admired what she called her braininess, which made her, second only to herself, the most superior person in the neighbourhood.
āIād better read it to you,ā Martha said, bringing out the letter once more. āShe makes no reference to her mother until right at the end. It begins with another moan about how tough life has become, now that her lot are no longer running things. I neednāt bore you with it. Then she goes on to describe the kind of house Iām supposed to conjure up for her. Iāll have to answer that part at once and try to get it through to her that sheās living in a dream world. Sheāll think Iām being obstructive, of course, but that canāt be helped. She hasnāt been to England for over twenty years and obviously the poor girl is completely out of touch with the housing situation. You wouldnāt find the sort of place she has in mind for a penny under two hundred and fifty thousand in a neighbourhood like this. If they can only afford to pay less than half of that, theyād better set their sights on Lincolnshire, or somewhere like that.ā
āBut they definitely want it to be round here?ā
āYes. Near London, you see, but not a whiff of suburbia. Sheās a fearful snob.ā
āArenāt we all? No, not you, I suppose. Could they afford more?ā
āWithout a doubt, if sheās right about their being able to take their money out of the country, and I think she must be, otherwise nothing would have induced her to leave. Anyway, here comes the postscript,ā Martha ...