Interlude
Dust was all over the news during the 2017 Lenten season when I wrote this poem. Popular Science magazine reported that dust from Asia might be fertilizing sequoias in California.9 In stark contrast, another headline from the week read: âInside Mosul, a huge blast, then screams, dust and horror.â10 Bombs flattened houses on a street in Mosul during that first week of Lent, and citizens were buried beneath the rubble.
Across the globe from Mosul, in Las Vegas a dust storm uprooted trees, stopped traffic, and interfered with visibility.11 A Washington Post editorial headline used a dusty metaphor to tout a political perspective: âAnother Trump Promise Bites the Dust.â12
The Christian season of Lent reminds human beings of their dustiness: âYou are dust, and to dust you shall returnâ (Genesis 3:19). The lectionary readings for the week when I wrote the poem remembered a valley of dry bones raised to life (Ezekiel 37) and Jesusâs resurrecting Lazarus (John 11).
The dusty headlines, the lectionary readings, and Lentâs themes, taken together, reminded me. Dust-birthed humanity is complex and ordinary, fragile and resilient, sometimes life-giving and sometimes life-destroying. The headlines also reminded me that we are connected across complex geographies to each other and creation.
We are dust; to dust we shall return. Until we return to the dust, God calls us to carry in our bones the light of gospel justice and hope.
CHAPTER 5
Sing Them Over
Again to Me
. . . out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks.
âMatthew 12:34b
How do worship words speak to human agonies and ecstasies without becoming so loud themselves that truth, grace, and justice get lost in the roar?
She has heard the old, old story over and over again.
She felt the rhythm of the story when her daddy cradled her in his arms on the back pew of their Lutheran church. When she was a toddler, the story inched up close to her. It sat and waited nearby for her ears to learn to translate the sounds into words with meanings.
She heard the story of Godâs love for Godâs people in church Sunday after Sunday. The liturgy told the story when she was a droopy-eyed toddler sleeping through a long sermon and when she was curious five year old scribbling with dark-penciled fury an indecipherable rendering of the dayâs scripture.
Yes, the story was there in her churchâs Lutheran liturgy. The story was present in the lighting of the altar candles and in hymn singing. It was even present in the shuffling of restless feet in the row just in front of her and her dad. Sermons, Sunday School aphorisms, and post-worship parking lot conversations voiced the story.
That is why she has heard the story countless times. Before she could speak or read, her ears absorbed the storyâs sounds, tones, and pitches. She also recognizes what the story looks like. She has seen the story in the liturgistsâ gestures, the choir leaderâs facial expressions, and the ministerâs breaking of the communion bread.
My childhood looked a lot like hers, but that didnât keep me from being surprised when the memory took on new meaning for me because of her. The little girl in the pew in front of me that Sunday in worship had two Barbie dolls with her. Throughout worship, the girl made those dolls dance. To my annoyed ears? Those dolls sounded like a herd of horses walking up and down the pew.
So, Godâs Spirit caught me off guard when, without missing a word, the girl recited the Nicene Creed in unison with the congregation.
Did she understand the words she spoke? Do any of us really understand?
A medieval Latin poet penned the lyrics to the hymn âO Sacred Head Now Wounded.â In this hymn, the poet underscores how difficult it is to find words for faithâs gifts and mysteries: âWhat language shall we borrow to thank you, dearest Friend, for this, your dying sorrow, your mercy without end?â
What language indeed of the thousands of languages spoken around the globe? Language is at best a âborrowedâ way to tell the story of God with Godâs people. Words are not our first language. As infants, we first âspeakâ with our eyes and faces, with gestures, with coos and cries.
Also, words are not every personâs preferred language:
Some people are most fluent in numbers, in musical sounds, in movement, or in creating visual expressions. Singing texts like âWhat language shall I borrowâ and âO for a Thousand Tongues to Singâ ought to remind us that we are all enriched by the variety of languages Godâs people useâincluding visual and kinetic as well as English, Urdu, or Afrikaans.1
People communicate about God and faith using an array of expressions.
What does this mean for the writing work of the people?
Words are vital to worship, but they alone do not draw aching hearts near to Godâs love. They also do not on their own express the depth of our lament or the breadth of our gratitude for Godâs care.
Yes, Godâs Word and human words are central to our worship. At the same time, human words are inadequate. We write liturgical words within this tension. We want to speak about Godâs love and grace, even as we know Godâs love and grace are beyond human understanding.
Poetry teacher Gabrielle Calvocoressi puts it this way:
How are poems able to be universal and speak to the anguish of the everyday, the joy of the everyday, the injustice of the everyday, without turning ordinary peoplesâ lives into an opera that makes it so loud that we canât even hear it anymore? This is a question of tone, this is a question of choices like repetition, and itâs also a question of are you, as a writer, willing to get out of the way of the poem a little bit and not have the poem be about you, and your ability to make sense of a situation, or draw attention to a situation, but just let that situation bloom and speak for itself.2
We can ask a similar question of our worship words. How do worship words speak to human agonies and ecstasies without becoming so loud themselves that truth, grace, and justice get lost in the roar?
The young girl in the Lutheran church comes to mind again here. She learned, almost by osmosis, her worshiping communityâs rituals. Writer Anne Lamott calls such fami...