Part 1
The Early Problem Phase
1: Recognizing the Ambivalence
During the first interview the women in my sample were asked to think back to their first inklings of problems associated with their husbandsâ drinking. They described this early period and how it differed from times when they had felt no problems involving alcohol. In this way, they designated the social beginnings of the process of becoming the wife of an alcoholic.
These beginnings comprise the early phase of this moral career and give rise to the challenge of recognizing the definitional ambivalence that is starting to emerge. Certain incidents, because of incompatibilities or contradictions of expectations, begin to be questioned. Questions about actions and attitudes evoke explanations or what Mills (1940) called motive offerings. A number of explanations can potentially be offered for a given situation (Scott and Lyman 1968), and the act of questioning evokes these possibilities. (This can take place solely within the mind of the questioner, as when we ask and answer our own questions about a situation or someoneâs behavior, or it can be actual dialogue between the questioner and the person being questioned.) The significance of a situation in which several explanations are available to account for what has occurred is that it sets the stage for the ambivalence of definition, for there can be no ambivalence if only one explanation exists.
Researchers report that it is common for family and friends to ânormalizeâ the early-questioned behaviors of a âdeviantâ significant other (Yarrow et al. 1955; Goffman 1962). Behaviors are normalized in the sense that, despite their unfavorable or doubtful character, they are defined as being within a normal range of behavior. The untoward actions and actor are âbrought back into the fold,â so to speak. The following excerpts from the present study illustrate how this might work:
Even though these women defined their husbandsâ drinking as within a normative range, the first stirrings of definitional ambivalence were present. Noting that the time, setting, or amount of drinking is inappropriate is tantamount to noting contradictions and incompatibilities in their husbandsâ performance of social rolesâparticularly the roles of husband and responsible adult citizen. Normalizing these beginnings of definitional ambivalence allows social interaction and family life to proceed more smoothly than it otherwise might.
It is common in this early period of ambivalence that the wives note behavioral changes and simply draw their own inferences about their husbandsâ actions. In doing so they are assuming flexible attitudes that allow them to view their husbands as mostly competent role performers, as shown in these excerpts:
Some of the women associated specific behavioral changes with their husbandsâ drinking and the first awareness of ambivalence. Observing, for instance, that âhe always would hold his cigarette differently,â or noting a âDr. Jekyl and Mr. Hydeâ or âa lot of bullshit, big talk,â dramatizes early contradictory or incompatible performances of roles. The following perceived changes were typical:
These kinds of observations feed into emerging definitional ambivalence about the menâs role performances and are perhaps more difficult to normalize. The women then begin to experience incompatibilities and contradictions between their expectations for their husbands and their husbandsâ actual role performances.
Recognizing their definitional ambivalence, some of the wives in this study confronted their husbands with the discrepancies. Some women spoke up the first time they noted an untoward behavior, others after observing a pattern. It is notable that in this early phase the women tended to play down their own perceptions of situations, apparently giving more credence to those offered by their husbands. For example:
This practice of generally accepting the line of action (even if inaction) that their husbands present to them can be understood in the sense that we are socialized to give others the benefit of the doubt (Goffman 1967). This is particularly so in close relationships and when social power is unequal. The wives in this study conformed to these norms of interaction. Though these forms of confrontation did not lead to open conflict, patterns of ongoing open conflict were being established in some of the marriage relationships.
Conflict, especially in this phase, is not necessarily associated with drinking or directed at drinking behavior. The following comments are typical not only because they illustrate a pattern of generalized conflict but also because they characteristically highlight jealousy, which was reported by many of the wives in this study:
The core of sociological ambivalenceâincompatible or contradictory expectations for social performancesâis highlighted in these illustrations of general conflict among relationship partners. We might think of a conflict situation as a generic situation of sociological ambivalence. As such, we gain a more pristine perspective on how awareness of ambivalence comes about. Whereas conflict explicitly points out ambivalence of definition, everyday interaction may implicitly suggest it.
A single memorable episode, as recounted by some of the wives, can dramatically bring incompatibilities and contradictions of expectations into the forefront. In retrospect, the troubles associated with their husbandsâ drinking stemmed from this first notable encounter. Demonstrating such a pattern of the mustering of ambivalence are these recollections:
The excerpts of interviews presented in this chapter illustrate ways in which ambivalence initially arises for and is recognized by wives such as these. For the most part, they do not have the faintest idea that they are embarking on a very special pathâa moral career of becoming the wife of an alcoholic. Recognizing ambivalence in this early phase means embracing the existence of some problem, but usually not drinking per se as a problem and seldom drinking as the problem. Designation of problem drinking and alcoholism will come laterâit came anywhere from a few months to over thirty years later for the women in this study. In this early phase of the moral career, the women are just beginning to recognize and respond to discrepancies about their husbands. They are only beginning to deal with definitional ambivalence, still wondering, Whatâs going on here? There is much ahead for them as their domestic problems and attempts to deal with them intensify in the problem amplification phase of the moral career of becoming the wife of an alcoholic.
Part 2
The Problem Amplification Phase
2: Sorting the Ambivalence
Acknowledging
As untoward incidents and their unpleasant consequences increase, the character of the moral career changes. The early phase, characterized by the initial mustering and recognition of ambivalence, gradually gives way to the problem amplification phase, distinguished by expansion of problems and efforts to sort out whatâs âwrongâ and why. There is an increasing sense that there is some problem, but drinking, at most, is seen as a consequence of problems, not as the problem itself. The wives instead focus on their husbandsâ and their own behaviors as well as outside stressors as possible sources of problems. In effect, they attempt to sort out the variability and viability of definitions and questions about themselves, their husbands, and their marriages, weighing the meaning of various answers to these questions.
Definitional ambivalence arises when there are contradictory or incompatible social performances or expectations. Sorting, arranging, or classifying thoughts, feelings, observations, and interactions into resource material for understanding and defining experienceâsorting ambivalences of definitionâis an attempt to render oneâs life more comprehensible. Such efforts to sort through ambivalence include the three activities of acknowledging, valuating, and personalizing. Though closely associated, these activities are separated for purposes of discussion here and in the next few chapters.
Acknowledging refers to recognizing the existence of disparate meanings of selves and situations. It especially entails noting changes in oneâs self, husband, or marriage in ways that challenge familiar definitions, perhaps accompanied by reality testing of ideas and perceptions. There may be reconstructions of incidents from the early phase that now serve as evidence of contrasts and changes.
During this time the women attend to cues from friends and family about whether or not these people also perceive a problem and the nature or degree of it. They may compare the present with a previous period of âno problemâ or âless problem.â It is a period in which a wife engages in a major dialogue that will be with her for some time to come. It is a dialogue with herself, or her husband, or othersâoften all of these: a dialogue of seemingly incessant queries and explanations, a dialogue of definitional ambivalences that tends to keep her wheels spinning, so to speak.
One of the best illustrations of such a dialogue comes from an interview with a woman who was being treated in a family program for her âcodependencyâ on the basis of counselorsâ estimates of her husbandâs chemical dependency. He had not yet been officially evaluated and diagnosed as alcoholic. It is precisely this lack of official designation that spotlights the throes of definitional ambivalence. It enables us to sense the wifeâs typical struggle with definitional ambivalence in her quest for precise information: