Dark Sparkler
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Dark Sparkler

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Dark Sparkler

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The lives of more than twenty-five actresses lost before their timeā€”from Marilyn Monroe to Brittany Murphyā€”explored in a haunting, provocative new work by an acclaimed poet and actress.

Amber Tamblyn is both an award-winning film and television actress and an acclaimed poet. As such she is deeply fascinatedā€”and intimately familiarā€”with the toll exacted from young women whose lives are offered in sacrifice as starlets. The stories of these actresses, both famous and obscure-tragic stories of suicide, murder, obscurity, and other forms of deathā€”inspired this empathic and emotionally charged collection of new poetic work.

Featuring subjects from Marilyn Monroe and Frances Farmer to Dana Plato and Brittany Murphyā€”and paired with original artwork commissioned for the book by luminaries including David Lynch, Adrian Tomine, Marilyn Manson, and Marcel Dzamaā€” Dark Sparkler is a surprising and provocative collection from a young artist of wide-ranging talent, culminating in an extended, confessional epilogue of astonishing candor and poetic command.

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Year
2015
ISBN
9780062348197

Epilogue

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True or False:

The actress
The batshit catalyst
The spoiled brat
The narcissist
Mommyā€™s child
Bonnieā€™s employer
The most selfish friend
The indecisive twentysomething
The ambitious auditioner
The adult ingenue
The space case
The one who is always late
The flake
The girlfriend you canā€™t count on
The girlfriend you can take advantage of
The self-absorbed whiner
The gutless tearjerker
The stunted mirror lurker
The same olā€™ same olā€™
The one who got away
The one who is going away
The fiery liar
The uninspired for hire
The networker extraordinaire
The soul-broke millionaire
The horror movie captivator
The serial masturbator
The serial cereal eater
The best fucking kisser
The second best fuck since Tinder
The temper igniter
The nameless woman
Amber Tamblyn
The abortionist
The fortuneless extortionist
The breadwinner
The dead ringer
Fake Emma Stone
The poet
The author
died during the writing of this book.

Facts about Brittany Murphy for Poem journal entry June 22, 2010

ā€¢ She died in the shower.
ā€¢ Her film Uptown Girls grossed $44,617,342.
ā€¢ Her film Abandoned was released posthumously, straight to DVD.
ā€¢ My old agent told me no one was allowed to call her house before 10:00 A.M.
ā€¢ She was 5' 2" tall.
ā€¢ She was diagnosed with a heart murmur as a child.
ā€¢ She was dropped from the film Happy Feet due to rumored drug abuse.
ā€¢ Her cause of death was pneumonia.*
ā€¢ Brittany wrote poetry.
I took a break from writing about the dead
and drinking from writing about the dead
to walk around my childhood neighborhood.
Everythingā€™s for rent. Or for sale, for ten
times the amount itā€™s worth.
Palm trees are planted in front of a mural
of palm trees under the Ocean Park Bridge.
In the painting, the metal horses of a carousel are breaking
free and running down the beach. Why didnā€™t I leave
my initials in cement
in front of my parentsā€™ apartment in the eighties?
Nikki had the right idea in ā€™79.
I walk by a basketball court, where men play
under the fluorescent butts of nightā€™s cigarette.
I could have been any of their wives,
at home, filling different rooms in different houses
with hopeful wombs. Agreeing on paint color
samples with their mothers in mind.
Iā€™ll bet their wives let their cats go out
hunting at night like premonitions of future sons.
They will worry, stare out the front window,
pray that privilege doesnā€™t bring home bad news
like some wilted head of a black girl in nascent jaws.
To say nothing of the owl whoā€™s been here for years. I hear him
when Iā€™m trying to write about the deaths Iā€™ve admired.
I hear him when the clothed me no longer recognizes
the naked. I hear him while writing and shitting and sleeping
where my motherā€™s seven guitars sleep.
I hear him in my parentsā€™ house,
their walls covered in my many faces,
traces of decades of complacence.
My childhood neighborhood is a shrine to my success,
and Iā€™m a car with a bomb inside, ready
to pull up in front of it and stop
pretending.
From: Amber Rose
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to: Mindy Nettifee
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date: Tue, Jan 12, 2009 at 1:27 PM
subject: Saturnā€™s return.
. . . I know this is gonna be a bad year for me. Last year was a bad year for all my friends and I felt for them. And I felt mine coming. And here it is. Iā€™m just going to embrace it and hope a spark ignites.
I think I could very possibly be heading toward a full-scale breakdown in the next few months. I know, this is out of nowhere, right? Iā€™ve been hiding it, I think. Even from myself. I am so creatively low and impotent, I know I have to make a move but in what direction . . . I donā€™t know. Where do I start? Get rid of Momā€™s tchotchkes in my house? Get rid of
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? Fire my agency? Go to London with David for a month and get some clarity or come back to L.A. for a month and find some clarity? What the fuck is clarity? Can I just go the way of Brittany Murphy and say fuck it, do drugs until I drop and call it a day? Whatā€™s the point of takin...

Table of contents

  1. Dedication
  2. Foreword by Diane di Prima
  3. Li Tobler
  4. Untitled Actress
  5. Thelma Todd
  6. Miriam Lebelle
  7. Judith Barsi
  8. Peg Entwistle
  9. Jean Harlow
  10. Martha Anne Dae
  11. Jayne Mansfield
  12. Carole Landis
  13. Anissa Jones
  14. Susan Peters
  15. Dominique Dunne
  16. Sirkka Sari
  17. Cindy Jenkins
  18. Brittany Murphy
  19. Bridgette Andersen
  20. Shannon Michelle Wilsey
  21. Jane Doe
  22. Heather Oā€™Rourke
  23. Abigail Nell
  24. Lupe Velez
  25. Taruni Sachdev
  26. Julia Thorp
  27. Sharon Tate
  28. Marilyn Monroe
  29. Lindsay Lohan
  30. Jennifer Davis
  31. Alison Andres
  32. Rebecca Shaeffer
  33. Elizabeth Pine
  34. Dana Plato
  35. Samantha Smith
  36. Lucy Gordon
  37. Barbara La Marr
  38. Laurel Gene
  39. Frances Farmer
  40. Quentin Dean
  41. Epilogue
  42. Acknowledgments
  43. About the Author
  44. Also by Amber Tamblyn
  45. Credits
  46. Copyright
  47. About the Publisher