Five Seconds At A Time

How Leaders Can Make the Impossible Possible

Denis Shackel, Tara Bradacs

• Publisher: HarperCollins Publishers
• Year: 2010
• ISBN:
  9781443400305
• Topic: Business
• Subtopic: Finanza d'impresa
• Index: Business

When a tragic mountain-climbing accident left business professor Denis Shackel stranded on Mount Ruapehu in New Zealand, he turned to the leadership principles he'd been teaching for years to survive the longest night of his life.

Alone, with temperatures plunging to -30 degrees Celsius, Shackel managed to stay alive. He broke the night into five thousand five-second intervals, and chose to deal with only one interval at a time -- a strategy based on the effective leaders' practice of breaking big challenges into smaller, more manageable ones. Shackel emerged from this harrowing experience having cemented his belief that the principles fundamental to leadership are also the key to tackling any challenge. Since then, he has been helping students, executives and corporations use the proven "five seconds at a time" approach to achieve success in business and in life.

At a time when many leaders are feeling overwhelmed, Five Seconds at a Time provides effective tools and strategies to excel. With its compelling mix of survival stories, leadership principles and inspiring case studies, this book will inspire readers to achieve the seemingly impossible.

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THE CLIMB

“Hey, Bruce, your crampon’s falling off!”

As my beloved brother-in-law turned to look at his boot, I didn’t imagine for a second that he would instantly lose his balance and begin a 3,000-foot, 100-mile-an-hour plummet to his death at the foot of the glacier.

Bruce and I had planned this mountain climb several years before. At the time, we had talked excitedly of conquering the tallest peak in New Zealand, Mount Cook (12,316 feet), and of hoping to join those who had overcome the considerable difficulties involved. But many had died in attempting this climb. As husbands and fathers, we decided that pursuing this particular dream might be irresponsible, so we would instead share a less dangerous adventure. Mount Ruapehu, at 9,177 feet, is recognized as not too onerous a climb, and furthermore, Bruce, who had already climbed it several times, fondly referred to it as his favourite mountain. This was the backdrop to the moment in which I found myself gazing down the glacier upon which Bruce had spent his last few earthly moments.

As the horror of the moment exploded in my mind, the reality in which I found myself struck me like a sledgehammer. First to register in my racing brain was a surprisingly clear picture of a small white spot moving along the winding road that led away from the foot of the mountain. This tiny object was the van driven by my sister, Kathleen. The three of us had camped the previous night at the end of the road so that Bruce and I could start our memorable expedition before sunrise. The plan was for Kathleen to drive the camper around the base of the mountain and pick us up at the agreed-upon spot between five and six that evening. Until now, everything had gone as planned. We had excitedly awoken early, double-checked our gear, enjoyed a satisfying breakfast and begun our ascent, all before daybreak.

Bruce was not only an exceptional husband to Kathleen but also an unusually compassionate, empathetic and selfless man. He had insisted on carrying the pack containing our water, food and medical supplies during our ascent, as well as the layers of clothing we shed as the temperatures rose. In his typically meticulous way, he also had me demonstrate to him, once we reached the snow line, that I remembered from my earlier climbing experiences how to break a fall using my ice axe.

Immediately prior to my startled observation that the spikes on his right boot appeared broken, Bruce had been cheering me on in his typically positive manner. I had climbed to about 8,000 feet under his guidance, encouragement and instruction. Now I had to surmount a particularly steep and, for me, challenging few feet of the glacier to a rock that was protruding through the surface of the snow and on which Bruce was standing, looking down at me. He was still about twenty feet higher than I was when I made it to the lower end of the rock. I banged its icy cover with my axe as Bruce had taught me. Stepping onto the stability of the ice-free surface, I yelled up an exuberant “We did it! Thanks, brother!”

It was at this point that I realized that Bruce did not have stable footing under his right boot and my nightmare officially began. I will never forget the moments immediately following Bruce’s stumble. There was a muffled bang as the pack strapped to his back hit the surface of the glacier. He then began a feet-first descent toward me with unbelievable speed. He was slightly to my left, and as he came rocketing down, I instinctively thrust out my left hand to catch him. Seeing my extended hand, Bruce stuck out his. Of the more than two billion seconds I have been alive, there is one second I will never forget. As the gap between our hands shrank with lightning speed, our eyes connected for a split second, and we realized what appeared imminent. Bruce pulled his hand back and, in so doing, allowed me to write this story. While we hadn’t had time to exchange words, I am absolutely sure we both recognized that had he accepted my outstretched hand, his momentum would have yanked me off the rock and he’d have taken me with him. Bruce’s extraordinary love was the main reason I described him at his funeral as “the most Christ-like man I’ve ever met.” These last few seconds of my seeing Bruce alive are engraved in my memory. I will never forget them for the rest of my days.

After Bruce disappeared from my sight beyond a rock immediately below me, I fleetingly lost consciousness out of shock. Once I came to, fortunately still clutching the rock, I assumed that the task ahead of me was to climb downward to the level where Bruce had stopped his fall, to help him regain his stability so we could continue on our shared journey. Little did I realize that he was now with his Creator and my task was more realistically that of survival. It was about eleven o’clock when I began my descent, studying any area where Bruce could possibly be.

By about one o’clock, I felt anxious. By two, I began to panic. By three, I was desperate. By four, I simply couldn’t comprehend how I had not yet found Bruce. All that my bewildered mind could fathom was that the clear and uninterrupted view of the mountain face below me did not include evidence of Bruce’s presence or even of his slide. (It wasn’t until the close of the following day that I learned that the rare conditions of that particular week in mid-May had turned the ice and snow into a steel-like surface impenetrable to the spike of Bruce’s ice axe. I will always graphically see and hear his axe spike screeching along the surface of the mountain.)

Emotionally and physically exhausted, I rested for a few minutes on a “de-iced” rock. Having spent more than four hours looking for Bruce, I felt grief in my failure to find him. And now the incoming clouds were beginning to obscure the valley below, preventing a clear view of anything farther than about fifty feet. What do I do now? I thought. Should I continue going farther down looking for him or assume I must have somehow missed him and begin climbing back up?

At this point of fatigue and disillusion, I believe it was intuition that prompted me to scramble back up the mountain. I have no concrete proof or rational explanation for this conviction but now understand why writer Warren Bennis has referred to intuition as a “blessed impulse.” The urge to climb upward was dominant. Minutes before he slipped, Bruce had mentioned the existence of a hut anchored into the face of the glacier very near the mountain’s summit. The thought that the hut might house a means of sounding an alarm seemed secondary to the strong pull to head upward.

Whether it was right or wrong, the decision to climb up proved to be one that, I believe, shaped the remainder of my life. It has been said that in our moments of decision, our destiny is determined. My choice launched me into another chapter of this memorable day. I don’t recall how long it took or, for that matter, how I regained the height from which Bruce had slipped, but I somehow managed to do so as the sun began to hide behind the side of the mountain. Then began another series of experiences that have also contributed to changing my life.

I could see the hut. To my despair, not only was it considerably higher and to the left of where I’d calculated it to be; it also perched beyond a wall of ice. At this point, I heard words that I unequivocally believe were spoken to me by God himself—words I had heard before but whose exact source I could not place. Yes, I knew they were from Scripture, and I may even have guessed they were spoken by Saint Paul, but I wasn’t certain. From behind me and above my right shoulder clearly came the words “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” Some might argue that my brain had simply kicked in with information that had been stored there since my Sunday-school days. Or that the words came to me as a consequence of my efforts over recent years to memorize certain Biblical quotes. But I prefer the reasoning that God offered me profound words of encouragement and a gracious reminder of where my real strength lay. Even today, I have no earthly explanation of how I managed to climb the ten-foot ice wall and eventually grab hold of the wooden supports anchoring the hut into the face of the mountain.

Around six o’clock, I reached the hut. After momentarily collapsing against one of its buttresses and then crawling around to its front, I discovered the hut was used infrequently to say the least. A good eight inches of ice blocked the doorway—my first clue that although I had attained this goal, the search for a means to call for help, which had played a role in motivating my climb back up the glacier, was unlikely to be successful.

Once I was inside, my spirits fell even lower. There was definitely no phone. In fact, the large storage cupboards, all conveniently labelled—Blankets, Ropes, Supplies—were empty! I opened storage box after storage box and found nothing but dirty floorboards staring up at me. And then I glimpsed a locked cupboard. A few swings of the ice axe broke the hinges. I pulled out an oblong metal tin with the label Four Rations Food taped on the outside.

The spikes on my boots made quick work of prying open the soldered lid to reveal four tins of spaghetti, five candles, a box of matches and a tube of honey marked New Zealand Army. While I did later squeeze some honey into my mouth, it was not what I craved. I would have given almost anything for the water bottles in Bruce’s pack. I felt dizzy and overwhelmingly exhausted, and I believe my raging thirst contributed to these feelings. Then I spotted a single can of beer—New Zealand Steinlager, my favourite brand—perched on one of the two-by-four supports between the wall studs. A sudden gift brought by an angel of mercy! My inclination was to not only grab it but gulp it down. With supernatural restraint, I punctured the can with my crampon and poured the drink through the cracks of the floorboards. I knew the alcohol would make me dehydrated, so the beer was potentially more harmful than useful. The empty can, however, was very useful and became instrumental in my eventual rescue.

I also found a fibreglass toboggan—the sort used to carry (slide) an injured person down a slope. Attached to the shell was a bright orange liner that would be used to wrap the patient in and some rope, meant to secure his or her body. The toboggan itself wasn’t of use to me, but I thought the liner could prove valuable because of its colour. I secured the rope to the door frame of the hut and, with a gentle push, slid the toboggan down the mountain. The rope was about twenty feet long, and I thought the orange splash against the snow might draw attention to my whereabouts. (I never learned whether or not it was spotted.)

It was now almost dark, and with the temperature rapidly plummeting, I mourned not only the water bottles in Bruce’s pack but also the warm clothing. The supply of spaghetti (also opened with my boot spikes) proved worthless, as rust had formed on the inside of each tin. But at least with the contents thrown out, a container could hold the five candles. Thankfully, the matches still worked, and I was able to dispel the ominous darkness. In another spaghetti tin, I melted the ice chipped from the doorway and created drinking water. While I had finally quenched my thirst, my even greater need was somehow to deal with the already freezing temperature, which was gradually dropping even further. Dressed in shorts, a T-shirt and a sunhat, I could think of only one thing to do: jump up and down beneath the peak of the hut to keep my blood flowing. My mind did not give up on jumping, but my body eventually did. I collapsed on the floor.

I’m not sure how long I lay on the floorboards, my teeth chattering uncontrollably, before something prompted me to pull myself up onto one of the cupboards. From there, the flickering light of a single candle drew my attention to a makeshift table against the wall. On this rough square of plywood supported by a couple of two-by-four legs lay a book, which I recognized when I looked more closely as the Holy Bible, incredibly put there through the work of the Gideon Bible Society.

In awe of the tenacity and commitment of the Gideons, I picked up the book. The candle offered enough light for me to read by. A single typed page, glued inside the front cover of this blue, cloth-bound volume, listed various human emotional conditions and suggested specific passages relevant to each state. I recall reading, “In times of joy, turn to page…,” “In times of sadness, turn to page…,” along with similar entries for loss, worry, fear and so on. The line that called out to me at that moment read, “In times of despair, turn to page 1,048.” I followed the instructions and will never forget the goosebump response that was clearly not related to my shivering. There, on the right-hand page, at the top of the right-hand column, a verse leaped off the page as if emblazoned: “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” I now know that the actual reference is Philippians 4:13, but outside on the glacier, only about three hours earlier, when I had heard those same words, I could not have named the source.

The result was absolute confidence that I was not alone up there and the assurance that if I were to freeze to death before morning, I was ultimately being looked after and watched over by God himself. Although this knowledge did not even begin to ease my physical discomfort in the bone-rattling temperature of thirty degrees below, my spirits were lifted and my hope rekindled. I certainly credit my attitude, my positive thinking and my faith for my survival.

A number of other “coincidences,” which I believe were supernaturally engineered, saved my life. The wonder of reading the very words I’d heard earlier inspired my hope and increased my adrenaline sufficiently for me to persevere through the cold. The air by this point was so desperately frigid that on each inhalation, I felt as if pins and needles were spiking into my lungs. I held each breath for as long as I could in an attempt to warm it up even a little bit, and then I would reluctantly expel it to the count of five. After thanking God for those five seconds, I repeated the behaviour. The principle underlying this repetition was that of breaking the time down into small, manageable pieces. I got through the longest night of my entire life five seconds at a time.

The first rays of dawn seemed to pop suddenly into my consciousness. They also seemed to disappear just as quickly at least two or three times before my confused mind could believe that they really were sunrays and proof that I had made it through the night.

Now began a period that, strangely, felt even longer than the hours spent in pitch darkness. (I had blown out the candles in order to preserve them in case I’d needed to melt more ice.) After what had seemed an eternity of waiting and fighting the feeling that I was drowning—a fear I’d had since childhood—I opened the door to allow the light now creeping over the horizon to enter the hut. I kept assuring myself that my sister, Kathleen, would have sounded the alarm, and rescue people would be out looking for me. Sure enough, not long afterward, as I lay on the floor shivering uncontrollably, I heard the undeniable sound of helicopter blades. It was approximately seven o’clock.

Stumbling out, I clutched the door frame and felt a rush of relief when the throbbing crystallized into the image of a helicopter appearing from the far side of the peak. The night before, I’d created a signalling device using the inner shiny surface of the Steinlager can, pried apart with the crampons from one of my boots. It seemed as though it would be an adequate mirror to draw attention to my location. With what I thought was reasonable accuracy, I attempted to signal the pilot. But at the point when the chopper moved close enough for me to decipher the large letters R-E-S-C-U-E painted on the fuselage, the unbelievable happened. The helicopter turned sharply and disappeared in the direction from which it had come! I “lost it” at this point, crying out in disbelief and sobbing inconsolably as I crumpled onto the hard floor. So near, yet so far…

I may have lost consciousness, but it couldn’t have been for long. The next thing I knew, I heard the pounding sound of the chopper again, although it died down abruptly, its pitch lowered enough to suggest to my stunned mind that it may have landed somewhere close by. Another surge of hope and rush of adrenaline enabled me to stagger yet again to the door, thinking that perhaps I had been seen. I recall praying that the rescue team would bring ropes, because I knew I would be unable to walk any distance without assistance. When the helicopter reappeared heading in my direction, I abandoned my mirror and waved my arms with every ounce of energy left in me. The machine hovered only about two feet above the glacier. Although I didn’t see the door open on the far side, I caught sight of two pairs of legs dangling from the chopper. They materialized into two full bodies that touched down onto the ice surface and moved around the tail of the helicopter toward me. To say I gave these angels of mercy a warm reception is perhaps the understatement of my life! Grateful to my core, I collapsed into their arms. They poured hot chocolate into me and asked whether I was Bruce or Denis. A sickening, hot rush of relief swept over me as the chopper whisked me back to a base camp, where a medical crew gave me more hot chocolate and skilful, gentle care as I was plied with questions so they could determine where to start looking for Bruce.

It turned out that the rescue party was initially composed of as many people as the helicopter could fit (the more pairs of eyes, the better), leaving no room for me once I’d been spotted, which explained why the chopper had left and come back again. Later that day, after I’d been rushed to the hospital for a checkup—where I learned that not only would I not lose any fingers or toes but, miraculously, I hadn’t even suffered any frostbite—I did tactfully suggest to my rescuers that a small wave of recognition would have prevented my being subjected to a last-minute cliff-hanger of despair. However, they did save my life, and I can now smile at the relatively insignificant oversight.

I will never forget watching through the window of the base camp as the helicopter returned about twenty minutes after the medical team had gotten me bundled up. Even before the blades had stopped spinning, the pilot jumped out. He ran to the building and, as he opened the door, announced the razor-sharp news: “Found him. He’s dead.” The blow of the words I didn’t want to hear initially left me breathless and speechless. In hindsight, their delivery was further evidence of the crew’s wisdom and skill. If you have to be cut, better to have it done with a sharp knife than a slow, blunt instrument. Bruce was found with only half of his skull intact, which means he died instantly upon impact and didn’t suffer.

The events that followed—the heart-bursting reunion with Kathleen, the grief and agony of losing Bruce and the pervasive question of “Why, Lord?"—amplified the profound significance of my May 17, 1997, experience. My internal voice generates a conviction that I was picked up by the helicopter so that I could enter a new chapter in my life, a chapter that God had planned. It simply wasn’t yet my time to join Bruce. There was still work for me to complete here on earth. And so, here, I write about it.

My epiphany was not on the road to Damascus but at the top of Mount Ruapehu, located near the centre of New Zealand’s North Island. When one is facing death, life takes on a new perspective. In my case, ideas and principles that I had regarded for most of my life simply as common sense suddenly stood out with remarkable and renewed significance.

I have chosen to share the profoundly personal narrative of my mountaintop experience, but by no means am I trying to exploit my tragedy. The lessons I have learned from this event have taken shape over several years of reflection. I am sharing them because I believe they can have a positive influence in the lives of others.

In its own right, this is a story of courage and love, a testimony to the grace of God as well as to the heroism of my beloved coach and brother-in-law, Bruce. My experience could be read as a stand-alone account of adventure, survival and inspiration. However, it is my hope that you will also regard it as a case study of sorts that offers guidelines to charismatic leadership, business success and fruitful living, particularly in the face of seemingly impossible challenges.

This book will unveil the “secrets” that enabled me to survive the longest night of my life. It is my conviction that the principles, practices and habits that saved my life are the same principles, practices and habits that all leaders must implement to be ...

Table of contents

• Cover Page
• Title Page
• Dedication
• Epigraph
• Table of Contents
• FOREWORD
• 1 THE CLIMB
• 2 FIVE SECONDS AT A TIME REFLECTION
• 3 FOCUS ON THE ROCKS VISION
• 4 LEAVE YOUR THINKING MIND BEHIND INTUITION
• 5 FEED THE VOICE OF GOOD POSITIVE THOUGHT CHOICE
• 6 GET INTO THE WHEELBARROW FAITH AND ACTION
• 7 READY, FIRE, AIM CORRECTION
• 8 PULLING BACK YOUR HAND AUTHENTICITY AND INTEGRITY
• 9 WE ARE WHAT WE REPEATEDLY DO HABIT
• EPILOGUE
• PUTTING IT ALL INTO PRACTICE
• Acknowledgements
• Copyright
• About the Publisher
• ENDNOTES