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Charting the Human Landscape
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From Liverpool to Eridanus in the Twinkling of an Eye
ANNICK DRĂSDAL-LEVILLAIN
âWe meet our destiny on the road we take to avoid itâ1
Malcolm Lowry left Liverpool swearing never to return. Yet, though physically he never did return to the city of his birth, he did so repeatedly in his writing. Liverpool appears in most of Lowryâs texts, as if he had been attempting to write himself back to the city, akin to Sigbjørn Wilderness in âThrough the Panamaâ: âBut I never came back. Nevertheless I wrote, regularly, which was more than I did for myself very oftenâ (Lowry, Hear 69).2 Or was it Liverpool that kept returning to him? In this essay, I explore the extent to which Lowryâs childhood Mersey, identified by Muriel Bradbrook as the Maternal Eden (Bradbrook 108), informs and haunts Lowryâs fiction. After a topographic and historical survey, I offer a glimpse of Lowryâs soulscape as it coalesces with the landscapes of his British Columbian paradise of Dollarton/Eridanus, with a special focus on the structural motifs marking Lowryâs multilayered soulscape, where bells and stars guide the reader on the path through locks and dams, passing Bakhtinian whirlpools, where time and space flicker, slide, and overlap along the watery ways of Lowryâs silted ex-centered oceanic northwestern prose.
FROM TOPOGRAPHY TO SOULSCAPE
The topographic resemblance between Liverpool and Vancouver3 is the first striking element that must be considered with a few typically Lowryan scale arrangements: both are major port cities, ex-centered at the edge of a continent, situated by an ocean that provides a vital link with the rest of the world. Vancouver was put on the map in 1886, when it was chosen as the western terminus for the Canadian Pacific Railway, and thus got its place on the symbolic âAll Red Line,â a telegraph cable line linking London to the major ports of the British Empire. For its part, the LiverpoolâManchester railway, one of the first in Great Britain, was inaugurated in 1831, and Liverpool was a major British port on the Atlantic throughout the eighteenth and nineteenth centuries, serving the slave trade as well as several waves of European emigration to America. Both cities, then, have been connected with major national and global ventures, and have been deeply implicated with the history of the Atlantic slave trade and the exploitation of native Americans. Both were, in addition, centres of adventurous engineering if we consider the technical feats necessary to cross the peat bogs north of Liverpool and, even more dauntingly, cut through the Rocky Mountains to reach Vancouver. Vancouver and Liverpool, both dubbed âEmpire Cityâ at different times, have been historically important metropolitan centres, as they have also each been home to the most economically impoverished neighbourhoods in Canada and Europe, respectively. Lowry hints at the LiverpoolâVancouver connection when he refers to Vancouver as âGaspoolâ (âThe Bravest Boat,â Hear 11)âin which we can hear the merging of Gastown, Vancouverâs historic downtown, and Liverpool. As a Liverpudlian in self-exile, Lowry carried to Vancouver the memory of the city of his birth. I will focus here on how Lowry managed to transpose the LiverpoolâWirral topography to the VancouverâDollartonâEridanus topoi.
Dollarton/Eridanus echoes in several ways the Wirral Peninsula, where Lowry grew up. Both places face an estuary with impressive tidal flats, and the majestic mountains north of Dollarton can be seen as a âtransoceanicâ magnified echo of the Welsh Clwydian Range to the south of the Wirrall Peninsula. Both places are ex-centered from the hellish âcity Molochâ (âThe Bravest Boatâ), out of direct sight and at least partly separated from the mainland by sea. Rock Ferry station, Birkenhead, is where Wilderness remembers last seeing his mother in âThrough the Panamaâ (Hear 69). This paradoxical edgy combination of ex-centeredness and connection to the world perfectly suited Lowry who, we may say, was an exile all his life, and perhaps never more acutely so than in England. The sight of ships coming and going on Burrard Inlet, âcargoed with obscenities toward deathâ (âForest Path,â Hear 231), while the Second World War raged elsewhere, is likely to have reminded Lowry of the intense traffic on the Mersey during the First World Warâhe was then between five and nine years old and Liverpool was heavily involved due to its port. That traffic also carried the threat of separationââAnd would the war separate us?â (âForest Path,â Hear 231). This fear, initially of separation, later of eviction, would actually fuel much of Lowryâs writing during his years in Dollarton and act as a sacred bond, not only between him and his wife, but also between him and the world; writing becoming Lowryâs way of coping with his symptom,4 of covering the rent, and coming to terms with the real. Lowryâs eldest brother, Stuart, recalls him wishing he had a hook instead of a hand (Bowker 15); luckily, his wish came true in the form not of a hook but of a pen that would allow him to reach out to both the world and himself.
If, for Lowry, Vancouver is a hellish sight appropriately announced by the missing âSâ of the Shell neon sign above the oil refinery across the inlet from the narratorâs shack in âThe Forest Path to the Spring,â then Liverpool hosts a likewise infernal memory of the Museum of Anatomy, on Paradise Street, where Lowry caught sight of âthe famous pickled testiclesâ (Bowker 40), acquiring the consequent fear of venereal disease that never quite left him. As so often with Lowry, the coincidence is striking when one considers his fear of syphilis in the context of the devastation it, a European disease, had caused among the Aboriginal population in British Columbia a century earlier.
ON THE BELL-PROTEUS PATH5
Liverpool functions like a beacon, signalling the authorâs origins, carefully inscribed in most stories of the collection Hear Us O Lord from Heaven Thy Dwelling Place, not unlike the inscription we read on the stern of the âwrecked steamer of the defunct Astra line that gave it its name ⌠Eridanus, Liverpoolâ (âForest Path,â Hear 226). References to Liverpool in the collection are generally brief, cynical, and contrapuntal, as if the city could not be evoked or looked at directly, but must instead be glimpsed from an impersonal, derisive, twisted angle, pointing at the necessity for separation, a detachment that seems to have a tempering effect even on the hellish refinery, which is âsoftened and rendered beautiful by distanceâ (Lowry, Volcano 82). Liverpool turns out to be Lowryâs archetypal city, that by which other cities are measured, and each evocation of Liverpool resounds in a deeply private vibration, revealing Lowryâs loveâhate relationship with his place of birth. His poem âIron Citiesâ features the transformational process at work in the invisible, unspoken depths of human psyche: âIron thoughts sail from the iron cities in the dust, / Yet soft as doves the thoughts that fly back homeâ (Selected Poems 15).
A discreet homage to Liverpool is paid in âThrough the Panamaâ when the narrator points out the exception of Liverpool for its âenormous sense of sea and shipsâ (âPanama,â Hear 68), as if Lowry were reticent to recognize his love for âthat terrible city whose mainstreet is the oceanâ (âForest Path,â Hear 226). Similarly, the dunes surrounding the canal remind him of the âdunes at Hoylake, only infinitely more desolateâ (âPanama,â Hear 68). Liverpool vacillates flickeringly between presence and absence, signalling in the dark like âthat lamp of loveâ (âForest Path,â Hear 279) lighting the window of the shack in the night. Stars were all the more important for Lowry given that during his years in Dollarton/Eridanus, he lived, so to speak, under the stars he so much enjoyed watching and integrating into his prose. Indeed, stars (Greek: aster) are omnipresent in âThe Forest Path to the Springâ; they shimmer and glitter through a wide range of signifiers scattered throughout the text: wild asters growing near the shack; the name of the shipping line, Astra, itself based in Liverpool; Astridâs very name in âThe Bravest Boatâ; and numerous direct references to the constellations, not least of course Eridanus itself. Lowryâs early biography reveals the emergence of the star motif that probably acted as a beacon for the three-year-old Lowry, fond of âTwinkle, Twinkle, Little Star.â In a birthday letter to Lowry, his beloved nanny, Miss Bell, recalling his singing that song to her (Bowker 10), remembered the âdear little baby with a brown face and blue eyes [who sang] âTwinkle, Twinkle Little Starââ (Bowker 40). This must have been all the more traumatic to the child, given that Miss Bell had left the family to seek employment on a cruise liner just a few short months prior to Lowryâs third birthday.6 That stars are associated with both happy times and separation from Miss Bell, the substitute for an inadequate mother, suggests that stars and bells had strong emotional resonance for Lowry. This hypothesis finds textual support first in an apparently passing remark concerning the name of one of the inhabitants of Eridanus in âThe Forest Path to the Springâ: âBellâs name had no meaning that I knew ofâ (258). Yet the reader may also hear a faint voice humming, âI miss Bell,â as if Lowry were pointing toward something ever missing, the gap left by the loss of love and pleasure known in youth. Bells and stars might be considered as traces of what Lacan called lalangue, that little language made of the remnants of the subjectâs entrance into language, the emergence of which is often connected with nursery rhymes, but also puns, narrative breaks, and repetitions. Was âFrère Jacquesâ another of those happy-days songs? Emergences of lalangue point at the loss of an unattainable jouissance, and result in a blind spot signalled by linguistic, narrative, and lexical devices accommodating a special occurrence of a voice that transcends all other voices.
HAUNTING THE âGUTTED ARCADES OF THE PASTâ
The final, equally painful separation from Miss Bell took place when Lowry went to school. He developed âchronic chilblainsâ (Bowker 19) and was given electrical treatment for his swollen fingers. He was then five, and this is also when he learnt to write. It is worth noting that from very early on writing was Lowryâs way of making friendships, so that it became his passport to the school community and, later, as a published author, to the world. Could his swollen, cracked fingers be the unconscious response of the little boy trying to reach out toward the loved one but not succeeding for lack of big enough hands? Other physical symptoms such as constipation echo on a symbolic level with his difficulty to release the object of desire, reverting to endless revisions of his manuscripts. Quite significantly, about a year before his death, Lowry was diagnosed with Hirschsprung disease (Bowker 583), causing intestinal obstruction, which provided him with a plausible explanation for his alcoholic drive. Lowry called this deformation of the bowel âthe great empty hallâ (583). Indeed, the hall could never be filled, and the object of desire would be ever missing, out of reach, out of sight, too, hence the ulceration of the cornea. Incidentally, Lowry considered himself an eyesore to his parents, his schoolmates, and, later, by identification with his shack, to the residents of Vancouver threatening to pull down the âeyesoresâ on the beach (âForest Path,â Hear 277). Although Hirschsprung disease is named after its discoverer, its literal meaningâthe deerâs springâcan be added to the eerie coincidences jotting Lowryâs life and fiction, since it takes us back to the end of âThe Forest Path to the Spring.â Could this be a âdirty trickâ of the unconscious? Or what Lacan called a trait dâesprit carved out in the body of the writer and his work?
It seems that Lowryâs bodyscape cried out after the lost object all his life. No wonder that Lowry could not finish or deliver his manuscripts. âKnow thyself,â said the sign at the Liverpool Museum of Anatomy, and Lowry took note of it (Bowker 40); but that personal, singular knowledge has to be processed into something universal that not only makes sense for the artist, but rings with the community of readers, because we all walk around with our symptom and struggle with it in our own singular way. Artists are both gifted with the ability and burdened with the ordeal to pass their mysterious knowledge on to the world. The creative act of writing enabled Lowry to âhaunt the gutted arcades of the pastâ (Lowry, Collected Poetry 185) and reach out to the âhigh forgotten shelf,â which might figure the unconscious. That s(h)elf is the radiating spot which, as soon as it is attained, slides from the horizontal plane to the vertical of the âmast ⌠where one sways crucified twixt two of meâ (185). In this movement from horizontality to verticality, the poem shifts from shelf to self and invites readers to explore the layers of meaning of a stratified text unfolding in time and space.
MISSED ENCOUNTERS
Lowry knew something about missed encounters, the most striking one being his fatherâs death before he completed the publication manuscript of Under the Volcano. This is made clear in âElephant and Colosseumâ: âAh, this was what hurt, that his âmaking goodâ had come too late; his father was dead, his mother was deadâ (âElephant,â Hear 141â42; emphasis added). Repeatedly missed encounters point at what Lacan called âneurosis of destiny,â7 which sounds quite likely, considering Lowryâs âdisastarâ-paved path.8 This may be what the inscription on the mirror of the weighing machine in âThe Bravest Boatâ is hinting at: âYour weight and your destinyâ (Hear 13). Is Lowryâs destiny inscribed in the American writerâs nameâSigbjørn Wildernessâin âStrange Comfortâ? The following explodes the narration into free indirect discourse: âSigbjørn Wilderness! The very sound of his name was like a bell-buoyâmore euphoniously a light-shipâbroken adrift, and washing in from the Atlantic on a reefâ (âStrange Comfort,â Hear 102)âas if signifiers were like bell buoys, both ringing to the ear and catching the eye with their glitter. Or could we also hear âbell boy,â and by association the emblematic âFrère Jacquesâ rhythmic theme? This would then be another interesting occurrence of lalangue where the bell and star motives are intertwined among the debris of the past, which Lowry has woven into his prose to become part of his chiming, twinkling, ringing style, finally celebrating âsome great spiritual victory of mankindâ (âForest Path,â Hear 280) and echoing Lowryâs own spiritual progress, however chao...