âUGLYâ EXCESS IN ALINE KOMINSKY-CRUMB
The texts I analyze in this chapter, on Aline Kominsky-Crumb, and the next, on Phoebe Gloeckner, deal explicitly with issues of sexual politics. While explorations of sexual and childhood trauma are typically relegated to silence and invisibility, their relevance understood as restricted to the purview of the private sphere, the work of Kominsky-Crumb and Gloeckner responds to this problem by inventing new textual modes of expressing life stories. Kominsky-Crumb, who has a style of hyperexaggerated impressionism, and Gloeckner, who is a trained medical illustrator and favors a viscerally disturbing, provocative style of realism, present images of pleasure and pain that are not found anywhere else in political and accessible cultural production. Their images are challenging not only because, as with Spiegelman and Sacco, they can be confrontationalâboth authorsâ work has been labeled âpornographic,â an accusation complicated by the very idea that they are re-presenting their own experiences of abuseâbut also because they are ambivalent: they refuse to ignore the complex terrain of lived sexuality that includes both disgust and titillation. Kominsky-Crumb and Gloeckner erase the inscription of women in the personal space of sexual trauma, offering nuanced representations that place pressure on notions of what a âcorrectâ feminist sexual politics should look like. While their texts demonstrate the affective power of the visualâand suggest that trauma breaks the boundaries of formâthey further place themselves in feminist political debates, as with Marjane Satrapi and Lynda Barry, by emphasizing the ordinariness of their narratives: while Kominsky-Crumb links a range of sexual activity, from the traumatizing to the pleasurable, to the everyday, Gloeckner furnishes the titles of her two books, which present both abuse and sexual desire, with the departicularized titles A Childâs Life (1998) and The Diary of a Teenage Girl (2002).
As one of the pioneers of autobiographical comics, and specifically, as the originator, in the early 1970s, of womenâs autobiographical comics, Aline Kominsky-Crumbâs voice and style inspired numerous cartoonistsâincluding three whose work I explore in this book: Gloeckner, Barry, and Alison Bechdel. Barry specifically praises Kominsky-Crumb for providing âthis perspective on being female thatâs not âone womanâs lonely struggle.â . . . Usually, if you see a depiction of what itâs like to be a woman, you see âstrengthâ and no sexual desire.â Crucially, Barry claims this move as particular to the nonesoteric and yet permissive space of comics: âThatâs one thing about cartooning [we have] that you donât see a whole lot of in societyâ (Powers, âLynda Barryâ 75). In a similar vein, emphasizing sexual expression, Bechdel comments, referring to Kominsky-Crumbâs collaborative comics with her husband, Robert Crumb: âtheyâre very much an inspiration in terms of trying to be as honest as I can, especially about sexual stuffâ (Chute, âAn Interviewâ 1012).1 Kominsky-Crumb consistently presents us with her âsecretâ and unruly fantasies; she tells us and shows us the âtabooââfor instance, that âconfidentially speaking,â as she writes, she enjoys violent sex (Complete Dirty Laundry 49). Kominsky-Crumbâs political project is to visualize how sexuality, even when disruptive, does not have to be turned over to the gaze of the other. Peopled by âexcessiveâ bodies, her so-called uncivilized work, which disrupts a masculinist economy of knowledge production, demonstrates that a crucial part of the struggle to represent the realities of gender beyond sexual difference involves our writingâand drawingâaesthetic elaborations of different ways of being with our sexuality.2 It is important that Kominsky-Crumb acknowledges both enjoyment and shame; her work does not simply celebrate transgression. In admitting to shame, and visually and verbally detailing it along with joy, Kominsky-Crumb, as with figures such as Silvan Tomkins, suggests shame (or what she calls humiliation or âyumiliationâ) as productive.3
Largely, readers find Kominsky-Crumbâs work off-putting: for cartoonists, this is because of her excessively âprimitiveâ style; for some feminists, this is because the sexually explicit content of her work not only depicts the character Alineâs bodyâexcrement, blood, and vaginal dischargeâintimately but also depicts her enjoying âperverseâ or âeccentricâ sex (in which, for instance, her husband penetrates her vaginally while grinding her face in vomit). Kominsky-Crumbâs uninhibited representations of her own forceful sexuality in a light that is not always palatable, or favorable, make her a pioneeringâif underrecognizedâfigure in the broad world of feminist visual culture. Yet there is virtually no academic criticism of her work and little more in mainstream literary and art journalism.4 Given that Kominsky-Crumb has been writing the darker side of (her own) female sexuality for almost four decades, it is no surprise that her work is neglectedâher underwhelming reception contrasts markedly to that of her husband, cartoonist Robert Crumb, who has been canonized exactly for writing the darker side of (his own) tortured male sexuality.
But while we may understand the double standard as culturally typical, the case of the Crumb family is possibly the defining example of this double standard at work. Crumb is the worldâs most famous living cartoonist; art critic Robert Hughes, comparing him to Brueghel and Goya, calls him one of the most important artists of the twentieth-century. Kominsky-Crumb, on the other hand, is almost completely neglected as a cartoonist. In the textual, âconversationâ-form introduction to The Complete Dirty Laundry Comics (1993), a book collection of the coupleâs collaborative comic strips, Kominsky-Crumb tells her husband: âAt least youâre famous and considered a great artist and cultural icon. . . . Look at me, twenty years later and still nobodyâs heard oâmeâ (3).5 This predicament brings to mind the Guerrilla Girlsâ famous poster (âpublic service messageâ) listing the advantages of being a woman artist, one of which is: âNot having to undergo the embarrassment of being called a geniusâ (Guerrilla Girls 9).
When she first started collaborating with Crumb in the early 1970s on Dirty Laundry Comics, Kominsky-Crumbâs presence on the pageâthey each drew themselvesâinspired ugly responses from some members of Crumbâs underground fan base, who were appalled by her divergence from his more practiced-looking style: âShe may be a good lay but keep her off the fucking page,â was typical of the angry letters Crumb received, he reports. âIt energized me to think of those fuming twerps wringing their sweaty palms in disgust when they had to look at my tortured scratching next to your fine rendering,â Kominsky-Crumb cheerfully remarks in the aforementioned introduction (Dirty 4). Kominsky-Crumbâs distinctive style, as I will shortly further discuss, provokes because of its messy, âuntutoredâ appearance. She has a thin, wavering line, and her panels, while much of the drawing lacks realistic detail, are regularly crammed and crowded, often lacking âartfulâ composition and âcorrectâ spatial perspective.6
In addition to her quavering line, her work is characterized by deliberate visual inconsistency within its narratives. For instance, she frequently draws herself differently from panel to panel, even within the space of one story: she may draw with varying degrees of realistic linework from panel to panel; Alineâs clothes might suddenly change; bodies tend to swell and shrink (see figure 1.1). Kominsky-Crumbâs noncontinuous self-representation (like Lynda Barryâs accretive collages, as I will discuss in chapter 3) unsettles selfsame subjectivity, presenting an unfixed, nonunitary, resolutely shifting female self. Kominsky-Crumb makes her approach most legible in one striking panel from her graphic narrative autobiography Love That Bunch, in which she draws multiple selves who all declare, sharing a speech balloon, âI canât stand myselvesâ (63; figure 1.2). The panel presents as impossible the choice of who among the many pictured selves is the ârealâ self; they all are.
Kominsky-Crumbâs texts return again and again to a set of motifs concerning sexuality and subjectivity, and they are layered and visually mixed, invoking in their crowded, irregular look the process of memory and the process of writing autobiography itself.7 Robert Crumb, addressing her in the introduction to Dirty Laundry, asserts: âFine rendering doth not a great artist make. . . . Fine rendering can be a trap, a web of clichĂ©s and techniques. Your work is entirely free of such comic-book visual banalities. . . . You remain amazingly impervious to the pernicious influence of all cartoon stylistic tricks . . . which is mainly why so many devotees of the comics medium are put off by your stuffâ (4). Further, even and especially with feminists, Kominsky-Crumb is a divisive figure. She explains, âright from the beginning I got a lot of flak from everyone for being so primitive and self-deprecating. [The feminist underground cartoonist collectives] were influenced by traditional comics. They had images of women being glamorous and heroic. I didnât have that backgroundâ (âKominsky-Crumb Interviewâ 58).
GOLDIE, SEXUALITY, AND EXPLICIT AUTOBIOGRAPHY: EXPANDING THE UNDERGROUND
Despite the fact that she is a progenitor of contemporary autobiographical comics, now a flourishing and even viably mainstream form, Kominsky-Crumb has always been rooted in the underground and independent comic book publication. With its laid-bare messy bodies and exuberantly messy lines, her work is perhaps the least commercial of the five authors I discuss here in its particular match of content and style. The arc of her career reveals a cartoonist developing a voice (both visual and textual) from the margins, deeply devoted to underground comics and the unconstrained mode of expression they make possible. While she has published three booksâand her next, a collaborative work with Robert Crumb, will be published by W. W. Nortonâshe has also been profoundly involved, from the very beginning of her career, in comic book serialization.8 She published her work in underground titles such as Wimmenâs Comix, Manhunt, Lemme Outa Here!, Dope Comix, and Arcade, among others; edited the acclaimed Weirdo for five years; and founded the comic books Dirty Laundry, Twisted Sisters, Power Pak, and Self-Loathing Comics.9 Asked in a recent interview what she strives for in her art, Kominsky-Crumb replied, âIâm trying to create something that is influenced as little as possible by all the commercial forces out there that want to tell me what to buy and what to doâ (âUnlockingâ 341).
1.1 Aline Kominsky-Crumb (with Robert Crumb), two consecutive panels from Dirty Laundry Comics no. 1, 1974. Used by permission of Aline Kominsky-Crumb.
This positioning against mainstream commercial culture stems in part from Kominsky-Crumbâs upbringing in a social-cultural enclave she detested. Born Aline Ricky Goldsmith in Long Beach, Long Island, in 1948, Kominsky-Crumb grew up in Woodmere, in the Five Towns neighborhood. She writes in an authorâs note that she spent her first seventeen years âin an upper middle class ghetto, surrounded by ostentatious materialism and rabid upward striving. . . . To say that I never fit into this world of âpost war jerksâ is an understatement . . . but such intense alienation has provided me with years of comic-tragic materialâ (Noomin, Twisted Sisters: A Collection 139). She calls life at home with her parents, who were prone to violent fighting, âscary and unpredictableâ (Need More Love 45). Kominsky-Crumb briefly attended SUNY New Paltz, left school pregnant at eighteen, ran away to join the hippie community of the Lower East Side (where she admits she âhad wild sex and took lots of drugs right up until the minute I was ready to give birthâ), gave her healthy baby up to a Jewish adoption agency, attended Cooper Union for one semester, and married Carl Kominsky in 1968 shortly after her father died of cancer at age forty-three (Need More Love 103). The couple moved to Tucson, where Kominsky-Crumb earned a BFA in painting, in 1971, from the University of Arizona. After she graduated, her friend and neighbor Ken Weaver (from the legendary New York band The Fugs), introduced Kominsky-Crumb to two underground cartoonists from San Francisco, Spain Rodriguez and Kim Deitch, who in turn introduced her to the newest crop of underground comics, including work by Robert Crumb and Justin Green. At age twenty-two, Kominsky-Crumb, whose marriage was shortlived, moved to San Francisco intent on drawing comics: inspired by Greenâs âmasterpiece of autobiographical revelation,â Binky Brown Meets the Holy Virgin Mary, she had already written and drawn her first story, âGoldie: A Neurotic Womanâ (Need More Love 126). She glosses her first comics narrative as âabout leaving my first husband, getting my Volkswagen, driving away and being freeâ (âAlineâ 164).
1.2 Aline Kominsky-Crumb, panel from âUp in the Air,â Love That Bunch, p. 63. Used by permission of Aline Kominsky-Crumb.
By the early 1970s, as noted in the introduction, women in underground comics were producing the kind of work that they could not find in the mainstream or in the often sexist underground press. Yet Kominsky-Crumbâs first strip in print, âGoldieââat which the male publisher of the collectively women-edited Wimmenâs Comix balkedâwas clearly innovative.10 âGoldieâ shows Aline masturbating with different kinds of vegetablesâthe kind of explicit image that simply did not exist previously in the context of autobiography, whether âabovegroundâ or in the comix underground (figure 1.3). This kind of courageous work, even though she has her critics, made Kominsky-Crumb the âgodmotherâ or at least the central pioneer of womenâs comics autobiography, and it expanded the range and focus of the underground, without which we would not have, today, a contemporary literary comics culture.
The five-page story opens the 1972 inaugural issue of Wimmenâs Comix; it commences with a title panel that spotlights Goldie, looking serious, facing away from the direction of reading at a three-quarters angle in front of a black background. âIn the beginning I felt loved,â the upper-case text begins. To the left of a small Goldie, wearing a teeny Star of David necklace, clutching a doll, and set off by appearing within her own black-background frame within the larger, lighter frame, is an elderly couple, presumably grandparents; the woman declares, simply, âThe Princess,â while a younger couple, presumably parents, share a thought balloon to her right that self-servingly expresses their pride: âWe made her.â The ensuing panels show Goldie excelling in school; mobbed by friends; playing outside: âLife was good,â reads a punctuationless floating text box. And then in the last panel of the page Goldie grows up a little: âWith puberty came uglyness [sic] and guilt . . . . .â declares a box in the corner of a large panel in which a disproportionate, spotted girl stands facing readers (ellipses in original). The image is an inverse of the title panel: she is spotlighted in a harsh white; her arms are tiny stumps folded into a massive lower body. The creative spelling and inattention to normative rules of punctuation in this first strip establishes Kominsky-Crumbâs mode, in which language frequently is not âcorrectâ and sentences are more expressive than grammatical.11 âGoldie,â too, demonstrates how language in Kominsky-Crumbâs work often sets up a staccato rhythm for the story that contrasts with the visual plenitude of the comics page.
The second page recalls an incident that Kominsky-Crumb returns to often in her work: her father announcing, about her looks, âYa canât shine shit!â Goldieâs miserable circumstances include listening to her parents have sexââHow can they do it? Theyâre both so disgustingâ she muses, her ear up against the wallâfollowed, disturbingly, by her sexualization by her father: he marches towards her, arms outstretched (âCum âe...