â Chapter One â
What Does Success Look Like to You?
Assessing Your Goals and Strengths as an Artist
It is necessary . . . for a man to go away by himself . . . to sit on a rock . . . and ask of himself, âWho am I, where have I been, and where am I going?â
âCARL SANDBURG
I love speaking to students about career development, but Iâve found that whenever I ask what they intend to do after graduation, even the most gifted among them get that deer-in-the-headlights expression in their eyes and draw a complete blank.
Why is this such a tough question for so many young artists to answer? I think itâs because so many of their waking hours are spent focusing on the detailsâthe exact movement of an arm, the precise fingering of a complex musical passage, the exact inflection of a monologueâthat they can lose sight of the big picture: Why am I doing all this hard work, anyway? And what is it that I hope to achieve? What, after all is said and done, does success look like for me?
Letâs face it, most performing artists spend a lot of time comparing themselves to others in one way or anotherâphysical appearance, intelligence, professional skills, personality, ambition (or lack thereof), and talent. While these sorts of comparisons may be relatively common, I would venture to say that they are particularly poisonous for those in the performing arts.
Donât get me wrong. Self-assessment is not a bad thing. In fact, itâs absolutely necessary, so long as itâs objective and realistic. Why? Because if we are truly aware of who we are and how we stack up against others in our field, we will be better prepared to define what it is that makes us unique and, therefore, to project that image to the world and make it work to our advantage.
The problem is that, for those in the performing arts, this process is especially complicated: For one thing, assuming youâve achieved a certain level of proficiency in your chosen field, there is really no objective standard against which to measure any one personâs artistry. And because that judgment is subjective at best, what differentiates you from your peers becomes more about style and personality, or what is generally referred to as âvoice,â than about actual skill level. Your unique voice is ultimately going to be the thing that sets you apart and becomes your artistic calling card. In marketing terms, it will be your brand.
As a student of the performing arts, you are schooled to take correction and pursue a virtually unattainable level of perfection, and so your opinion of your own skill level may be skewed by an overdeveloped inner critic or an underdeveloped trust in your own achievements. But demeaning your own abilities in the service of self-assessment or seeming humility is neither helpful nor constructive. As a very wise teacher once said to me, âIf you constantly put yourself downâeven if you donât particularly believe itâyou will end up believing it. How you describe yourself to others and yourself is extremely powerful, so be fair about your strengths and weaknesses, but donât start beating yourself upâyou will get nowhere.â
Two basic truths Iâve discovered in the course of my own career as well as in the careers of those whom Iâve mentored and overseen for the last few decades are:
1. In order to be truly happy in your career, you need to define success for yourself rather than letting others define it for you.
2. The key to success in the arts (no matter how you define it) is, in the end, a matter of identifying and following your unique voice as a performer.
DEFINING YOUR VOICE
So what is your voiceâyour unique personality, perspective, and way of expressing your particular art? You need to value your voice, your particular contribution, figure out how it fits into the changing world of the performing arts, and find a way for that voice to be heard. What is it that you want to say to the world? What special thing do you have to contribute to your art? For me it was being able to feel the music and use what I felt to bring something personal and special to my performance through timing, expression, and technique.
Whenever I see a group of young dancers in a classroom, all of whom are on approximately the same level, I look for the one who has an internal perspective that brings something special to everything he or she does. It could be the way she uses her arms, her timing, the way he looks up and out that projects confidence in his performance, or the fact that, when thereâs room for interpretation, she makes an interesting and elegant choiceânot simply to stand out, but always in service of the art. In fact, I believe that in most instances, those who stand out, especially at a young age, make those choices unconsciously, as an organic expression of who they are. The truth of this was brought home to me once again as I recently watched a video showing a class of kids dancing to Mark Ronson and Bruno Marsâs âUptown Funk.â Right in the middle of the front row was a tiny eight-year-oldâthe smallest kid in the groupâwho was hitting each movement with an energy that just screamed âWatch me!â That kid had attitude, but he also had the coordination and the talent to back it up.
The same was true when I was running a classical music school in Boston. There were always those kids who had a really good ear and were technically advancedâand then there were the ones who would actually bring magic to their music. One of them was Tony Rymer, a little boy with a big smile who wanted to be a cellist. It was clear from the moment he walked onto the stage as a second grader that Tony had a gift. His eyes sparkled while he played, his technical skills came naturally, his sound was warm and true, and his performance radiated with an inner confidence. Tony went on to graduate from the New England Conservatory of Music and is now a professional cellist. He has won numerous competitions and performed major concerti to critical acclaim with the Atlanta Symphony, the Boston Pops, the Cleveland Orchestra, and the Detroit Symphony.
As a young performer you need to figure out what you have to contribute to the world, why you do certain things in a certain way, and why you think they are beautiful or special or compelling. If you donât think you have something special to bring to your art, Iâd have to say that you probably shouldnât be doing this. Itâs too hard, and those who are successful are the ones who canât imagine doing anything else because they have something they need to say.
One experience Iâll never forget occurred when I was dancing in the corps at ABT and the great Russian ballerina Natalia Makarova came to stage a production of La Bayadère, an ornate tale of love and revenge set in royal India. In Act II, the warrior Solor is grief-stricken by the murder of his true love, Nikiya, a temple dancer.
In a sequence known as âKingdom of the Shades,â Solor has an opium-induced dream during which he encounters twenty-four âshadesâ who are exact likenesses of Nikiya. The shades, corps members in white tutus, enter one by one, each making precisely the same sequence of slow, sustained movements as the dancer before her, until the stage is filled with row upon row of silent figures moving in complete synchrony. Incredibly beautiful; incredibly difficult.
When Makarova came into the room to stage that sequence, Iâd guess that all twenty-four of us young shades were terrified. What she told us then was truly an âahaâ moment for me: âEach one of you is a princess unto yourself. I want to see each one of you. Youâre special and beautiful. Youâre not just a row of Nikiyas.â
âOkay,â I thought. âIâm in a line with twenty-three other dancers and weâre all doing the same thing. How can I make this special and beautiful unto myself?â I felt as if Iâd just been given permission to interpret the movements and bring my own voice to the stage. That was a great gift, but it also came with great responsibilityânot simply to follow direction but to think creatively about each movement and put my stamp on everything I did, be it through my unique musicality or a particular physical inflection.
Part of what it means to be an artistâwhether youâre a dancer or a singer or a musicianâis finding a way to be individual even when youâre doing the same thing as everyone else. Itâs something every young artist must figure out for him- or herself, both to be competitive at an audition and to bring value to his or her work, whether it is as the lead in a theatrical production, in the chorus of an opera company, part of a musical ensemble, or a member of the corps de ballet, as I was in La Bayadère. Whatever your role, however big or small, you will have the opportunity to work with other amazing artists and create beauty on the stage. And, if you are lucky, you will be part of an established group that provides steady employment and organizational support (as opposed to gigging as a freelance artist your entire life), but first you need to project your own special voice so that you stand out from the crowd and get the job.
So, how will you define success as an artist? What is the unique brand you want to bring to the world? These are questions that all performers must ask themselves, both at the beginning of their careers, and again at various points moving forward, in order to figure out their artistic mission or purpose and define their priorities as well as their personal and professional strengths. In the words of universally acclaimed, award-winning actress Sigourney Weaver, âIt takes a lot of communing with oneself to recognize what you have accomplished and get a clear idea of what you want to do.â
Thinking honestly about these tough questions is the first step toward building a fulfilling career and an equally fulfilling life. For some of you that will mean a life of performing. For others it could mean playing any one of a variety of roles within the business of the performing arts.
DEFINING YOUR BRAND
There could be an endless number of attributes that go into determining who you are, but when it comes to branding yourself as an artist, itâs important to really understand what makes you different and what you bring to the field, and then be as clear and concise as possible about how you express that. If youâre wondering how to do it, think in terms of what someone else might say about you if your name came up in a conversation about casting a particular role, or if he were recommending you for a job. To help you figure it out, think of your brand as comprising two distinct sets of attributesâthe rational and the emotional.
1. Rational Attributes: These are the specific areas of expertise you bring to the position: What is your unique artistic contribution? What skills do you have? What special professional strengths do you bring to the production to ensure its success? What previous experience do you have that will contribute to your future performance? Directors of companies frequently share notes about performers with one another, and Iâve often heard leaders of performing arts organizations talk about an artist who âcan command the stage,â âis technically brilliant,â or is âincredible at supporting roles.â These are the hard-core skills that get you into the game. Without them, you wonât be considered. Think of them as ânecessary but not sufficientâ for success.
2. Emotional Attributes: These attributes describe the âsofter,â more personal side of your brand. What is your personality type; your style of interaction; your ability to work in a team; your level of likability, trustworthiness, and reliability? Emotional attributes are the personality characteristics and life experiences that make you interesting and different. Added to your rational attributes, they can either help or hinder your ability to connect with people. There are artists who are absolutely brilliant onstage whom no one will hire because of their bad attitude, their unreliability, or their refusal to work with a director, preferring to do things âtheir own way.â
Taken together, your rational and emotional attributes define what you have that is unique in the marketplace, what makes you special and worth hiring, and thus what is your personal brand.
So letâs take a moment to figure out your own rational and emotional attributes.
On a piece of paper, write down these four aspects of what makes each of us unique.
* Core values. These are the aspects of your character that describe who you are deep down and what values you hold dear. Examples might include thoughtfulness, trustworthiness, courage, respect, integrity, being honest, being open, helping others, or being reliable.
* Artistic strengths. These might include extreme musicality; an ability with accents, learning scores, ballets, or scripts quickly; the ability to transform the prosaic into something original; stage presence; adaptability; vision; technical skills; the ability to take criticism; creative problem solving; being collaborative, imaginative, a good communicator.
* Personality. These attributes describe how you interact with the world and are perceived by others. For example: being positive, creative, strategic, focused, confident, friendly, energetic, patient, flexible, passionate, unflappable, having a sense of humor.
* Image. This is the image you project to others based on your personal look or style or language. Such as: sophisticated, elegant, edgy, classic, hip, cultured, chic, sexy, urbane.
Now, write down the words you would use to describe yourself in each of these categories. You may want to enlist a friend or a colleague to help you figure out how others see youâand to keep you honest. Simply tell them you need help with a branding exercise and ask them to describe you candidly and honestly.
Once you have a list, try to figure out how to link these attributes to one another. How your personal qualities fit together will be key to determining who you are and developing your brand.
For instance, are you a visionary artist who can work with anyone? Or are you a master technician who is completely reliable and can be counted on to perform in any situation? If, for example, someone asks you what you do, donât just say, âIâm a violinist.â Instead you might say, âIâm a classical violinist with a focus on integrating new technology into my work so that it is more accessible to others,â or, âIâm a choreographer, and I am working on ways to create narrative works using a new dance vocabulary.â My own tagline is that I like to see myself as an entrepreneurial leader. Regardless of the specifics, think about how you would quickly and succinctly capture yourself in a personal tagline.
Now that you have a sense of how you see yourself and how others see you, you can craft a personal âmessageâ to help you communicate your brand to potential employers, colleagues, audience members, patrons, and the broader public.
DEFINING YOUR MISSION OR PURPOSE AS AN ARTIST
Artists are mission- or goal-driven. Some even regard their work as a calling. They feel they have something special to add to the world and thus they are willing to work tirelessly and overcome great challenges in order to make their personal artistic contribution. In my philosophy classes at Brown, the professors used to say that when you are justifying an argument, you need to meet the âOh yeah?â and âSo what?â challenges. By this they meant that you need to explain âoh yeah?â or âWhy do you think this is right? How are you justifying your claim?â But even if you are able to do that, it isnât enough. You also need to explain why anyone should care, thus answering the question, âSo what?â
Both Andrew Simonet, founder and director of Artists U, and Susan Mohini Kane, a classical soprano and voice teacher, suggest that crafting an âArtistâs Mission Statementâ will help emerging performers articulate both for themselves and for others the reason(s) they exist as artists. This statement must be clear and based on personal beliefs and values.