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Auralneiricizing time (Listening away)
Last night, I dreamed I was a sound. The dream, in the first instance, demanded from me an expanded conceptualization of the complex circuits imbricating conscious sensation with dreamed material fluxes. The dreamed element possesses a sensory domain of its own in that the dreaming I is immediately and forever different than the I who has dreamed, herself different from the I who will have dreamed. At the same time, this doubled and redoubling I also conjoins with waking thought precisely through the perspective that their distance from one another producesâa sensation that is eerie, if not unsightly.
Thinking back, what waking thought does is to obfuscate the capacity of my dreamed sonification to intensify my experience, an intensification that operates despite this obfuscation precisely by expanding its domain beyond what I can directly perceive. And yet, the dream also persists in me, a persistence that preservesâeven, and perhaps especially, in the face of the nonsensicality into which it lures my waking thoughtsâa certain sensory basis of dreaming. That is, there lies an irreducible sensory reality underneath the layers of conscious thought that obfuscate the materiality of my dream by affording a certain functionality to it.
Embracing this irreducibility affirms that all dreams (including sonic ones, and ones of and by sound) are temporal processes: insofar as they enframe time, dreams generate sensibility, and they do so, importantly, before any meaningful distinction between conscious and nonconscious systems enters the scene. No longer the fruit of an instrumental reduction to waking sense, dreaming mustâas the occult dream theorist Mans Hanker notesâcome to âdesignate operations performed on a material substrate in real, which is to say experiential, time.â1
Hennram Banks builds from this position to argue that it reaffirms the sensory basis of all events, both dreamed and waking, which is in turn to make (for him) the two-pronged claim that (first) all dreaming is fundamentally material and nonabstractable; and (second) that we must not make concessions to a symptomatic understanding of the relation between dreaming and conscious thought, but should instead focus on the material, microphysical effects of dreaming.2 With respect to this second point, what Man Res Khan calls the âlaw of temporal finitudeââwhich stipulates that time is always temporalized in material processes3âensures that the microphysical material operations of dreaming are forms of symbolization, despite taking place on timescales well beneath conscious perceptual thresholds. And indeed, dreaming in fact expands and differentiates symbolic access to the real of sensibility because it opens nonperceptual modes of access to worldly sensibility, modes that simply have no direct correlation with waking perceptual experience. After all, I dreamed I was a sound; if you can make sense of that, then Iâd wager you havenât understood my dream. I certainly canât, and thus havenât.
So, dreams register fluxes of the real independent of any operation of consciousness and any bodily capture or incorporation; to have dreamed, though, is to recognize the mediatic role that a body plays in shifting this event from a registration to a symbolic inscription. In this sense, we might say that if the symbolic has conventionally been thought as the province of natural language, the economy of dreamsâunderstood materiallyâdifferentiates and variegates this symbolic by emphasizing it as a not-necessarily human material process such that what takes place is a shift from a human-centric symbolic to something like a symbolic of the real that Hanker calls a âdreamed real.â4
This is the case, in part, because to the extent that dreams temporalizeâthat is, insofar as they both take up time and take place within temporal limitations (as Khan puts it)5âthey are, in some minimal sense, homologous with the temporalizations that characterize waking experience, and indeed that characterize experience as such.6 This underlying commonality between waking thoughts and dreams ensures that these distinct temporalization processes can never be simply disjoined, their massive scale differential notwithstanding. Indeed, both dreamed temporalization and thought temporalizationâdreaming and thinkingâbelong to a larger worldly process, which means that the distinct symbolic registers they each demarcate are not exclusive of one another.
The point is that there is not just a fuzziness to the dreaming/thinking divide, but also a certain impossibility of thinking: dreaming is and must be felt by bodies before (and as a condition of) being thought. A sound dreamed me that night I dreamed I was a sound, such that a body is dreamingâs object of address prior to the claim that it is mine. One crucial consequence of this direct address to a pre- and de-composed body is a suspension of the valuative category called meaning, and with it, of the possibility to hierarchize dreams (be they sleeping dreams, waking dreams, daydreams, or thoughts).
I dream all the time, but on the night in question I dreamed I was a sound. And a dream about soundâeven if it is also a dreaming soundâis never just about sound. As Steven Connor argues, âhuman language for replacing sonic deficit seems to call for entities outside the experience of sound.â7 Moreover, it is in the character of sound to operate parasitically: to amplify, modulate, resonate, tune, and so forth, rather than to proceed ex nihilo to the nihilo of meaningful thought. And this is the sense in whichâweirdly and wonderfullyâthe dream as sound is also a procedure of grammatization to precisely the extent that it resists the very force of that procedure. Remember (from Kittler) that to grammatize is to spatialize, to symbolize, and ultimately at its core to contain nonperiodic functions within periodic ones; every coding does this, Kittler argues, âfrom the alphabet up to digital signal manipulation.â8
My sonic dreaming seems (on the one hand) to resist this, at least insofar as its auralneiric sensibility lays a certain claim to operating in and as the linear temporal flux of the real, a claim that is attested to by the absolute radicality of sound as a subject. On the other hand and at the same time, the opposite is also true: precisely the laying claim to unmediated accessâthe force of the gambit, in the very gesture through which it appears as suchâcaptures in advance through its mark-making the nonperiodic flux, the uncapturability, to which it paradoxically attests. And, of course, we can recognize that this apparent symmetryâthe weighing of an unmediated real against its grammatizationâis itself nested within the grammatical: is itself caught up in the always-already of a technical inscription that endlessly delays its encounter with, and ceaselessly differs from, the real to which it allegedly attests.
And indeed, as I think through my dreamâvolte-faceâand try to articulate it, I feel this force acting on me, pushing me away from the dream as such toward the more general operational procedures of dreaming, which is to say, toward the conditions under which a reality is dreamed. And this isnât surprising, really: the generic is powerfully seductive in its appearance as the systematic. Faced with my dreamâs facelessnessâimmersed in the total singularity of the echo chamber of having been a specific sound in my dreams, of having been this specific sound that I of course (as the sound, and not a listener) couldnât hearâIâm left helplessly caught in the sea of a generic, which is to say, systematic description that (like all descriptions) is equally a prescription. The more powerfully I feel the nonperiodic, the more deeply it has tattooed me (period).
This condition, as it subtends the operationality of sounds, has been extensively technicized. Sound offers a particularly robust invitation for thinking difference operationally since to hear a sound is, in one sense, to hear as constant something that is nothing but difference in action.9 That is, in an important (though not exclusive) sense one hears changes in air pressure rather than air pressure itself, and it is absolutely the case that the âsteadinessâ of a held pitch refers to its audible periodicities rather than to something that is spatially fixed.
Kittlerâs much-discussed account of the gramophone as an appeal to the real is perhaps the best-known description of this operationality as it relates to technical recording apparatuses, but his later discussion of Fourier analysisârecently taken up by Mark Hansenâis more apropos here because the sound technologies that stem from it collapse the distinction between recording and synthesis. That is, in the same way that Hansen will argue that twenty-first century media refocuses âthe function of computational media from storage to production,â Fourier analysis instantiates a shift from recording to synthesis (or, more precisely, to an expanded notion of production that is inclusive of recording and synthesis).10
In the case of sound, Fourier analysis essentially means that any sound can theoretically be synthesized with a degree of fidelity equal to the fidelity of the âcapturedâ audio by transforming the time-domain waveform of the original sound into a series of frequency-domain waveforms that are played back in succession. Leaving aside the problematic ontological assumptions that this approach assumes, in its collapsing of recording and synthesis into a single operation this approach has the obvious technical limitation that appears in all simulational economies: it requires a potentially infinite number of oscillators that are capable of being controlled at an infinitely fine grain with immediate responsiveness.11
It is the computational solution to this limitâto the technical limit of requiring infinitudeâthat Hansen highlights through his reading of Kittlerâs account of the âFourier integral.â In essence, the Fourier integral substitutes the innumerable and nonperiodic possibilities of real numbers (numbers such as Ď, for example) for the formal infinitude of wave spectra and thus, as Hansen notes, allows for the inscription of âthe flux of real numbers independently of any human-oriented symbolic.â12 That is, the Fourier integral enables periodization of the nonperiodizable precisely and paradoxically by substituting the material innumerability of real numbers for the formal infinitude of the Fourier series. The Fourier integral thus produces an analysis that adheres to Khanâs law of temporal finitude (because it is temporalized in the materiality of real numbers), but that does not diminish in fidelity at finer scales since it uses real numbers that are nonperiodic. Thus, as Hansen puts it, âthe hard time introduced by Fourier integrals inscribes time as periodicity and thereby introduces irreversibility through a âphysicalâ or âmaterialâ symbolization that has no need for any human contribution.â13
At stake for Hansen hereâand this will ultimately lead us back to our discussion of dreaming, if (again, but differently) away from my having specifically dreamed I was a soundâis a certain privileging of microtemporalities over macro-scale time-consciousness when it comes to operationalizing the broader stage of worldly sensibility. That is, these technologies approach the real asymptotically (as Hansen notes), and it is his wager that such an approach technically expands contact with worldly sensibilityâmuch as is the case with dreaming for Hennram Banks.
And indeed, we can often hear the weirdness of this expanded computational topology by reiterating its operations in a relatively closed loop, as has been the method of any number of glitch artists who repeat a computational processâthe actual, material process of computationâin order to accrue the material differences that come with the algorithmic temporality of computation and that are obscured in the human-scaled, spatial, algebraic representation of computation as considered in its informational aspect. However, while such undertakings bring microscale operations to consciousness, this is not what Hansen is interested in with respect to twenty-first-century mediaâs access to microtemporality. Instead, his project is to show not only that human subjectivity is a âcomplex operational overlap of time-consciousness with [both endogenous and environmental] microtemporal events,â14 but more importantly that the operational overlap that is human subjectivity is composed âthrough and as part of ⌠a broader worldly sensibility, itself also in continual production.â15 Put simply, the task for Hansen isnât so much to reveal the hidden microtemporal operations of digital media as it is to learn how to âexperience qualitative (sensory) intensity without [my emphasis] it being fully integrated in and subordinated to unified higher order perceptual experience.â16 That is, if the âautomated multivariate calibrationâ that Richard Coyne (just a few years ago) called one of the âelusive goals of pervasive digital mediaâ17 is now a fait accompli, this means that the microtemporal has become independently addressable and manipulable such that we can dissociate sensibility from âthe âhowâ of experiencing.â18 To quote Ted Hiebert (perversely out of context, which is to say, perfectly in context), we can praise nonsense into existence.19
For Hansen, the limited example of the Fourier integral stands in for computational processes more generally, and specifically furnishes âa non-anthropocentric basis for theorizing our contemporary coupling with computational processes that operate beneath our perceptual and sensory thresholds.â20 That is, by understanding the relatively comprehensible operations of Fourier analysis, we can begin to gain purchase on the far more speculative domain of microtemporal and distributed technical systems.
This is particularly potent for thinking about my dream that I was a sound (and indeed dreaming in general, and having dreamed) because the same logic expands to reveal the occulted operations of dreaming. That is, we can understand dreaming itself as a kind of integral for the analyses performed in and by waking thought, and waking thought is operationally inclusive of computation (as Iâve argued earlier). As an integral, though, dreaming offers the important additional dimension of having shed the alibi of coding innumerability numerically (as the Fourier integral does). The dream that I had of being a sound wasnât firstly mediated through my human sensory apparatus, after all, but rather through and as sensibility itself (as Hanker argues).
The distinction thus introducedâthe shedding of computationâs numerical alibiâis crucial, because it nests computation within dreaming. That is, Hansen shows that the consciously accessible figure of the Fourier integral gestures toward a radically expansive worldly sensibility that is constitutively in excess of human sensory apparatuses, and that works via a not-necessarily human symbolic economy of numerability. By this same logic, then, we can leverage Hansenâs bringing to sensibility of this radical exteriorityâthe relativizing work of language itselfâin order to gain tentative purchase on the further expansiveness of dreamingâs a-numerable economy. Itâs something of a dream come true.
Of course, thinking about such a radical expansion of dreaming alters the dreaming itself: as Hanker insists, âthe act of dreaming a...