1
Moscow to Leningrad
This time it was really definite. The Narkowindel rang me up on
Thursday night, September 23rd, and told me to be at the
airport at 2 p.m. the next day. They said that Dangulov would
accompany me and would pick me up in his car at the
Metropole.
At the airport we were joined by Colonel Studyonov, our
frequent guide on front trips. Little Dangulov who had never
been in Leningrad before was as excited as I was about this trip,
and it was something of an anticlimax to the âgreat adventureâ to
see him emerge a few minutes later from the airport booking
office holding in his hand three MoscowâLeningrad tickets,
complete with their return halves! Then after a while an airport
official said âPassengers for plane number so-and-so, come this
way.â That was our plane. There were several officers travelling;
a young woman with a white coat and red beret, possibly an
actress, and a middle-aged woman with a little boy. It seemed a
healthy sign that children should be taken to Leningrad.
Shortly before the plane took off â it was a comfortable
twenty-seater Douglas â there was a heated discussion
between the childâs mother and an airport official who
charged her with taking more luggage than was allowed, and
accused her of âcheating the State.â I donât know how the
discussion ended. The cargo, apart from the passengersâ
luggage, contained numerous packing cases and the matrix
of the Moscow Pravda, which, no doubt, was going to be
printed a day late in Leningrad. All this felt surprisingly
normal.
And then we took off. The idea of going to Leningrad â after
nearly 26 years â was hard to take in, and since I had been told
nothing about the programme, I made no attempt to visualise
anything lying ahead. There is a peculiar pleasure in abandoning
oneself completely to the imprévu. We were flying north, leaving
Moscow behind us almost at once. To the left I could see, among
the autumn trees, the white sugar-cake pavilion of the Khimki
bathing beach. There was a cold nip of autumn in the air, and I
remembered regretfully how in this cold and rainy summer I
had gone to bathe at Khimki only three or four times.
Now the beach was quite deserted. Then we passed over a
wooded belt of datchas, with an electric suburban train
running along some railway. Moscow was now far behind us.
And as we flew out of the immediate neighbourhood of
Moscow into the great spaces of the northern forests â an
ocean of dark-green fir trees with here and there a patch
of fluffy bright yellow birches â I remembered the same
scenery the day when I flew north out of Moscow in October
1941, when the fate of Moscow and of Russia was in the
balance. The Germans were already at Viasma then. Then,
as now, we flew under a ceiling of heavy leaden clouds,
driven on by a cold north wind, and below there was the
same vast expanse of dark-green fir trees with patches of
fluffy yellow birches. But what a difference! Then, this
country was in mortal danger, today it was in its hour of
triumph.
The girl with the white coat and the red beret was dozing, at
the back of the plane the middle-aged woman was playing
with her two children â another one had turned up from
somewhere â and in the front seats were three men with caps,
two of them with Orders of the Red Banner, who looked like
engineers or factory executives. The worst of air travel is that
you never get to know your fellow travellers. Dangulov, sitting
beside me, was talking excitedly about the trip, and also
said that ânext time we must try to go to the Caucasus
together.â He is a stocky little dark-skinned Circassian,
with a passion for his native Caucasus, full of Caucasian
stories, and altogether very good company. One day he
told me the story of his family. It belonged to one of the
few hundred Moslem families who, during the Russian
conquest of the Caucasus, embraced the Orthodox religion,
came down from the mountains, and founded the town of
Armavir in the Kuban Steppes, as a result of which they
acquired Cossack privileges. Armavir was burned down by the
retreating Germans early in 1943. Dangulov had been a
war correspondent of the Red Star until earlier this year,
when he was ordered to return to his old job at the Foreign
Office.
It was nearly four oâclock. We were over the great forest area,
somewhere east of Kalinin. The sun had come out, and over
us was a blue, almost cloudless sky. The country was a
greenish-brown, and in this marshland the fir trees were small
and meagre. Then we flew over a string of dazzlingly blue little
lakes; and then over many more miles of forest. There had been
few villages on our route, but here was one at least â a large
village of log huts by the side of a large blue lake, and
a big white church with golden crosses glittering in the
sun. By the side of the lake a herd of cows was grazing.
But how thinly populated this area is between the two
capitals of Russia! And small wonder, when you look at
these vast expanses of marshes and forests, stretching as far
as the horizon, that there should be in existence whole
partisan regions in northern Russia, almost inaccessible to the
enemy for lack of roads. And how depressing these endless
forests of northern Russia must have been to the German
invader!
Another half-hour or so, and then we flew along a wide blue
river, with reedy banks, winding its way through the marshes
and forests. On these marshy banks were several little log-hut
villages, undamaged by war. And then we flew over the still blue
waters of another lake in which were reflected the autumn
tints of the red and golden trees. We were flying towards
Tikhvin.
Somewhere not far from Tikhvin we stopped for half an hour
at an aerodrome that looked from the air like an ordinary field.
The soil was sandy, and around the airfield were tall slender pine
trees. It was still sunny, but cold, much colder than in
Moscow. âBeautiful air,â I said, breathing the cold scent, of
the pines. âRubbish,â said Colonel Studyonov, âyouâre in
the Leningrad Province now, and Leningrad is notorious
for its foul air and filthy weather.â He was an incorrigible
Muscovite, and provided the first example that day of the old
rivalry between the two capitals. Three sturdy youngsters,
attached in some capacity to the airfield, came up and
scrounged a few cigarettes from us. âMiserable trees,â said the
colonel.
There was something pleasantly leisurely about that flight to
Leningrad. We walked among the pine trees for half an
hour; then we were told to take our seats on the plane,
but the girl with the red beret had disappeared behind
the trees and we had to wait for a few minutes till she
turned up, looking slightly embarrassed. Then we took off
and again flew low over miles of forest. At one point we
crossed a railway â was this the TikhvinâVologda line?
Forests, marshes, little lakes. It was from this soil â âfrom
the darkness of the forests, from the soft watery marshesâ
as Pushkin wrote â that St. Petersburg rose, âproud and
luxuriant.â
At sunset we landed at another airfield. It also looked like an
ordinary field, without hangars, and with only foliage-covered
netting forming camouflaged sheds for the aircraft. Around was
the real north Russian scenery, with a very muddy road fringed
by small fir trees and yellow birches, and a few izbas, some
of which had been destroyed by bombs and other badly
damaged. âWhereâs the buffet?â said the colonel. A bearded old
man pointed to a dilapidated izba on the other side of the
road. Here, at several rough wooden tables, some people
were drinking tea. We sat down at the same table as a
podgy little man with a high starched collar, a tie and a
tie-pin, and a little Hitler moustache. The hut must have
been newly repaired. The walls of the large room were
covered not with wallpaper, but with newspapers of May
1943Â â the Front Paper, the Red Star, and Pravda, the last
containing pictures of the speakers at the All-Slav meeting in
Moscow â among them the Metropolitan Nikelai and Wanda
Wassiliewska. This was a sort of air force canteen, but
passengers of the Leningrad plane â who were all more or less
privileged persons â were allowed in. And what an introduction
to Leningrad â hungry, half-starved Leningrad, as some
still imagined it to be! The devushka always bright and
cheerful like all canteen devushkas, brought us three big
mugs of very sweet tea, and with it three large slices of
very black and damp rye bread, and three enormous pats
of butter, nearly the size of the hunks of bread, nearly a
quarter of a pound each. It was a case of eating butter and
bread rather than bread and butter. No doubt this was a
privileged air force canteen â but still, things couldnât be very
desperate at this rate. The ceiling of the hut was made of
new plywood, and on top of the newspapers pasted on
the walls a poster had been pinned with a Russian soldier
trampling on a swastika, beside which also lay a dead and
particularly loathsome-looking Hun. Through the only
glass pane in the window â the rest had been replaced by
plywood â we could see the crimson sunset with the fir trees
silhouetted against it. âPleasant eveningâ observed the podgy
man with the tie-pin, wiping his penknife on the bread and
closing it, and abandoning half his butter in the unequal
struggle.
The sun had nearly set as we took off for the third time â
this time for our non-stop flight to Leningrad. Again we flew
over miles of dark-brown bogs and forests that now looked black
in the last rays of the setting sun, and when they had faded to a
faint glimmer on the horizon in front of us, everything turned
dark grey, the land and the sky. We were flying very low now.
Since our last landing a machine-gunner was stationed in the
centre of the plane and was now looking round into the grey sky
in all directions. The earth was black now, and the sky
dark-grey; down below there were a few lights, and outside
one house a bonfire was burning. âWe sometimes fly this
stretch with fighter escort, but no fighters were available
tonight,â said one of the crew. âItâs all right, though. When
we fly so low, itâs very difficult for them to spot us in the
twilight.â The lights down below suddenly became more
numerous, and we flew over a winding canal, running parallel
to a coastline. âLadoga,â somebody said. Now, above and
below, everything merged into one â a dark pearly-grey. We
were almost skimming the smooth surface of the water.
We could see a faint coastline before us â behind that
coastline was Leningrad â and a thin line of fir forests in the
south. In the distance, the red beacon of a lighthouse was
signalling â was it signalling to us? And down below, in
the water, were tiny little islands at regular intervals with
anti-aircraft guns pointing upwards. This seemed a whole chain
of little artificial islands built in the shallow bottom of the
lake. Or were they floats? It was hard to make out; but
one realised that here was one of those little things in the
organisation of Leningradâs defence which had made the city
impregnable.
And then, suddenly, the machine-gunner in the turret became
very fidgety. He grabbed the machine-gun and began to twist
it about, as though taking aim. There was a moment of
suspense. Then he relaxed. What had happened? In the
darkness he had spotted a plane flying straight at us. Later
he explained what had happened. It had turned out to
be another Douglas, coming the opposite way. But for a
couple of seconds in the almost complete darkness, he wasnât
sure.
And then we reached the opposite coast â the Leningrad
coast. For several miles we flew over what looked like more
forests; I strained my eyes to see the outline of the city
somewhere to the left, but all was dark. Then suddenly
several patches of ground were lit up, and a green flare shot
up into the air â yes, a flare just like those they fire in
Moscow on victory nights. The zoom of the engines began to
soften, the propellers turned more slowly, and with a slight
bump we landed on the patch of light. Then the lights
went out again. âPriyekhali,â somebody remarked. âWeâve
arrived.â
2
First Contact
It was very dark outside, except for several cars and a bus, with their headlights half on. âHow far are we from Leningrad?â I asked. âNot very far,â one of the crew said evasively. âSmart work,â somebody said, âbringing the plane in like this, through the dark. Wonderful fellows, these civilian airmen of ours. Theyâre as nearly infallible as a man can be. Millions of miles some of them have flown, and never a hitch.â We followed a black shadow with a torch, and were taken to one of the cars. An officer with a hard face asked to see our documents. He argued with our colonel, and slowly took down all particulars in the light of his torch. Our colonel showed no impatience, and when at last we were allowed to drive off he said, âThis is Leningrad. This is the Front. Theyâre bound to be sticky.â
At first we drove through the dark along bumpy country roads; then we reached some main road. A good deal of traffic was coming the other way, with dim headlights on. Then we came to the first houses. It was hard to distinguish them, but no sky was showing through the windows â they had not been burned out. And behind some windows there were faint streaks of light. âItâs hard to drive in the dark,â said the driver, an elderly man judging by the sound of his voice. âItâs, my fourth blackout winter.â âThird,â I thought, and then it occurred to me that Leningrad had been in the war-zone during the Finnish war too â 1939â40 â the winter of 1940â1 alone had been completely peaceful here. The winter of the London blitz.
We drove on in silence, but everybody was straining his eyes to see Leningrad. There wasnât much to see. More houses, all seemingly intact, then one or two that were burned out. We were now on the outskirts of the town. Every few minutes an empty or nearly empty tramcar would come in the opposite direction. These places were still unfamiliar to me. âOkhta,â said the driver, laconically. So thatâs where we were, on the eastern outskirts of the town, beyond the river. The back of beyond â the subject of an allegedly true funny story I had heard years ago about a drunk who, sticking his head from under the cover of a horse-sledge says in bewildered drunken tones to the driver: âDriver, where have you brought me?â âWhere you told me to go â to the Vasili Island.â âYou ass,â says the drunk, âif I had told you to drive me to Okhta, you would have driven me to Okhta, eh? I live in the Nevsky Prospect, near the Admiralty, you ass.â (If it isnât funny, try to imagine the same scene in a London taxi, and replace the place-names by say, Golders Green, Tooting and âoff Trafalgar Squareâ respectively.) But now Okhta had a modern unfamiliar outline â with blocks of flats and large five- and six-storey buildings. We turned right and crossed the Neva. To the right, against the dark sky, was a cluster of large buildings, with a church dome. âThereâs the Smolny,â somebody said. The Young Ladiesâ Academy, where the Revolution was born; Leninâs headquarters in October. The seat of the first Soviet Government. Then we drove down a long avenue. âWhatâs this?â âSoviet Avenue,â said the driver. For the first time I asked my ever-recurring, irritating question: âWhat was it called before?â âSuvorov Avenue,â he said. âWith the Suvorov Museum?â I asked. âYes, there it is,â he replied, pointing to a large unmistakably bombed-out house. âDestroyed in â41. Pity. I remembered the large mural painting of Russian troops crossing the Devilâs Bridge on the Saint Gothard Pass during Suvorovâs last Italian campaign. Funny though, to have changed âSuvorov Avenueâ to âSoviet Avenueâ â it was done during the days when Suvorov wasnât a suitable name to give a street. There were few people in the streets, but some traffic, and the trams with the dim little blue lights were still running. It was about ten oâclock. The curfew wasnât till eleven.
Kirochnaya Street, then the Liteiny Avenue â all familiar places. In the Liteiny I distinguished the tall outline of what was once the Army and Navy Club. In 1916, I had come here to hear Skriabinâs Extase conducted by Kussevitzky. We all went frantic over it then. Tastes change. Recently in Moscow, with the PoĂšme de lâExtase in the second part of the programme, I had heard an old lady say in the interval to another old lady, âMy dear, letâs get away from the Extase!â
We turned into the Nevsky. The dim outline of the Alexandrinka was on the left, and of the Public Library, and the Gostiny Dvor, and then of the Kazan Cathedral, with its colonnade modelled after St. Peterâs in Rome. And in front of us was the tall needle spire of the Admiralty.
Just before reaching the Admiralty the car stopped and our colonel stepped out and asked us to wait. He disappeared into a dimly lit doorway, with two soldiers with bayonets outside. Dangulov and I stepped out of the car and walked up and down the smooth clean pavement. We were right in the heart of Leningrad. Before us were trees, and above them, the graceful shape of the Admiralty with its needle spire. All was quiet except for an occasional tramcar that rattled past, usually quite empty, with two dim coloured lights in front, and for the sound of an occasional motor horn. Then, through the stillness of the Leningrad night a loud-speaker began to talk along the Nevsky Prospect: âThis is tonightâs communiquĂ©. âŠâ More successes in all directions. The houses on either side of the Nevsky looked dark and enormously strange, it felt like being in a great European city.
I still couldnât make out the driverâs face, but his voice sounded younger than I had thought at first. âBad business, driving at night,â he said. âI stick strictly to the regulations, but the militia still make a row about the headlights every time they have a chance. Them militia girls are very funny.â âHave you been in Leningrad these last two years?â I asked. âYes,â he said, âsince the start. Itâs good to be heroes, but we could all do with a spot of ordinary quiet living. Yes, Iâve been through it all, me and the wife and the kid. Nearly died of hunger myself in â41. Itâs a lot better now; I get 600 grammes of bread. Not enough, really, considering what we Leningrad people have gone through.â âHave you had much shelling lately?â âYesterday we had twenty minutes of it â the Moscow district got it. Nothing much today, though. But, my God, it used to be bad â especially a few weeks ago. They kept at it for ten days â non-stop; the damn thing went on from dawn till dusk. Theyâre slick sons of bitches â hit the bloody tramcar stop right at the corner of the Nevsky and the Sadovaya â busiest damned street corner in the whole of Leningrad. Everybody was killed or wounded â real nightmare when you see what it looks like. Another day they hit a crowded tramcar. But itâs better now than it used to be. They say itâs the air force thatâs keeping them under control. Itâs easy now, and after what we have stuck, we can manage to stick the rest. It maynât be long now.â âYes,â I said, âif Smolensk and Vitebsk are taken by the Red Army, they may soon have to pull out.â âIf it happened tomorrow it would suit me all right,â he said. âFrom what Iâve seen of Leningrad â and it isnât much â â I said, âthere isnât as much damage as I thought. Kharkov certainly looks ten times worse.â âOh!â he said, sounding very sceptical, âyouâll see plenty of damage tomorrow.â
At last the dark door between the two sentries opened, letting out a faint ray of light and Colonel Studyonov came out, together with another officer. With a salute, and in very good English, he introduced himself formally, in Red Army style: âMajor Lozak, representative of the Command of the Leningrad Front.â And, turning to the driver, he said: âTo the Astoria.â We drove up the Nevsky and took the first turning to the right. âAh,â I said, âGogol Street.â âQuite correct,â said the major. âWonderful,â said little Dangulov, with the tone of an impresario showing off an infant prodigy. Of course I remembered Gogol Street; it had a wonderful shop for sweets and chocolates which belonged to a Frenchman or a Swiss called Berrin. The sweets were wrapped in paper with Berrin, Confiseur, rue Gogol, Saint-PĂ©tersbourg printed on them. On Christmas Eve or New Yearâs Eve there used to be crowds of cars and smart horse sleighs outside Berrinâs, and luscious displays of sweets and fruits confits and chocolates in his brightly lit-up windows. Now Gogol Street was completely dark. Then the car turned a corner and we got out. We were at the Astoria. Turning round, I could see the enormous black outline of the dome of St. Isaacâs. The weather had improved; there were a few stars in the sky. Major Lozak said something to a shadowy shape in the doorway and we entered the large marble-lined hall of the hotel. Oh, irony! The first thing I saw was a large notice-board: âAusflĂșge: Leningrad und seine Umgebung,â with a whole long list of excursions to Pushkin, with âTsarskoie Seloâ added in brackets, Peterhof, Pavlovsk, etc. On the other side of the square marble pillar was a similar notice-board in English: âLeningrad â this weekâs entertainments.â But opposite the names of the theatres there were now only blanks. In the far end of the hall, half-lit by green-shaded lamps, came the friendly click of billiard balls. There were some officers there, playing and commenting loudly on the shots. We were escorted by a woman up the stairs to the third floor. âSorry,â she said, âbut we havenât got the lift working yet.â The corridors were white and beautifully clean. It was a thoroughly modern hotel, built around 1912 by Lidvall, I think, the most fashionable architect of his day, whom the Petersburg of the âcapitalistâ period had to thank for many useful, well-proportioned and never displeasing innovations. To build a modern hotel in one of St. Petersburgâs most famous squares, almost beside St. Isaacâs Cathedral, required great tact, and Lidvall had it â infinitely more than the Hun who built opposite it the factory-like red sandstone building of the German Embassy â that very German Embass...