AM I THE WORLD OR THE GURL
the world is always burning always burning the gurl always dies always dies am
i the world or the gurl always burning always dying
WE CRAVE THE WORLD THE GURL WE CARVE I
bury a doll in the shape of myself
i unlife themover and over
againagain homerâs child
platoâs childthose forms
foregrounding anotherâs authority
orpheusâ head floats off body
off coursei give up
understandingo mother
receive this prayerâhappy cannibalism!
i too fear the heavensi shear
a lock of my hairi unutter
godi fall before you now
a shield
i dig her uptear her body apart
get at the good meatredmeat
marrowmeatheartmeatwomb
i eat& unmourn
my tongue
hurts into itmanyheaded
manypetaledmany
mistakesmade to say
epic is a wild thing.
WE CARVE TENDERNESS
she comes too near & feeds from the bodies
into shapes is shaped now her
christmas tree violence ginger man violence reindeer violence
did you know reindeer could be violent all that merry
snow everywhere snow that unwarm moisture the shyness
start fluffing it this prison is very old and prisoning
bee remover pigeon control pink wallpaper with horses and maidsâ
o itâs rowdy so very rowdy
& yet did you know me handsâ
i went the forkâd way you showed
my mouthspat its gravel & yet
when i killed my father i frightened
youi had only models of ripping
off your clothes & i couldnât
i will not be noisy when you want me to be still i will be gladâ
everything lays its corpse but i will not
die i will not repent.
WE CARVE WITHOUT NICETIES HISTORICAL ACCURACY
each manâs end is all the cunt for himself.
i lay an iris for each of us who in poverty walks behind eurydice.
combat of beauty and pleasure. probably i wonât she says
we were each otherâs vicious education.we learned so much
we ruined.they built monuments to our broken
bones said even our english was broke
a shape of a monster a woman some mal formed skin over
bones over skin over bones
plenty of fatfatthe shape of make it out alive make it out alive.
âdo we ever
donât be that bitch just behead your lover that learning.
there is a wraith in the birth trees watch outâ
i ask the prophet the seer who dreams for dreams too
permit me death too.
i cut my own throat close my own wound wear my own
nightdescended blood.i will seek aide from my own
enemies if there are friends here hide your eyes.
WE CARVE FROM WHAT WE KNOW THE REAL LESSON BELIEVE
nothing.sacrifice everything
believe innothing
be nothinghow
did you get away with that for so longâwe wish
on a shooting starcombine our powersi do not
want to be lonelyyour slick
afterbirthfailed body of
hectorprophetic womanheadhead of
whatever you kill & carry around
this killing your stilled-lifethis battle again
again is tiresomeall these old white men
and their same feelingsâmoon chalice! i want!
to be stronghow will you answer lover! c...